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Originally posted by wylekat
See- I read all the pretty words in the dusty old book. I put them to the most severe test ever- When the woman I loved dearly left me for someone else. I prayed for YEARS to get her back- and watched my very life go down the abyss like a 2500lb lead cannonball thrown out of an airplane. I have had a front row seat to a woman, the FIRST woman in 20 years to actually show actual interest and feelings towards me get gravely ill and Then find out her home is being foreclosed on, due to the person responsible for payments (ex husband) just not doing it. This was DAYS after she told me how she felt. Now, we barely talk once a week.
Originally posted by wylekat
Thing is- I KNOW abuse. What I have been put thru, or 'allowed' to be put thru by God is just that. Abuse. What you're being put thru is abuse.
All the pretty words on earth in any language mean complete and utter squat when the actions are the absolute opposite. You cannot call anything 'love' when you are beating, or trying to kill your child, and all the time saying "I'm doing this because I love you". You cant hire a bully to beat up your child and say it, either, and call it love. BECAUSE IT JUST AINT. No promise, no 'reward when I am dead' is going to make me just sit up and smile all broad- because I actually and honestly DO KNOW BETTER. I see nothing appealing about spending all eternity without a single relative, kid, or anyone else to say 'these are my (insert relation here)'. I am not going to be convinced how wonderful God is- because of what has been done to me. In fact, I'll keep lunging for the Almighty's jugular for the rest of my (un)natural life if need be for what has been done to me.
And BTW- that's about the ONLY decision I have been able to make!
Originally posted by Miraj
reply to post by Jim Scott
Thank you for answering my question. I don't mean to be totally offensive, but I dislike to see people trading in their individuality for a promises made by a book. It's good that you help others, and I encourage you to do more. As noticed, I have little respect for preachers whether they be christian, pagan or islamic. I want to see people who can do more than talk about how great their religion. Too me it's just like a territory contests, and most cases, it probably is.
You see, the reason I turned away from religion is many reasons. One time two years ago, shortly after my brother had come home from boot camp. My mother got me to go to church for Christmas.
The people were kind. But it seemed to be a social event for.. about half of them. The pastor, he was also a good person, but all he preached about was about how god controls everything, and that we have no worry to be "green" (enviormental wise) because things are going to go according to how god wants them to. It seemed careless to me.
The people, they were of good intent. Every body gave money for the church, but when it came to the homeless, the poor, the rest of the world? All they got were some prayers. I know they believe prayer helps, and thats their belief.. However in the words of a favorite character of mine "It's better to act as a man, than pray for a miracle of god."
So thats my little story. I can't say I give to charity, or go and volunteer at a homeless shelter. Does that make me a hypocrit? Maybe. But I believe if you're going to preach that you should do such things, you should do them yourself.
Originally posted by prevenge
OP
My advice is that you try to re-perceive your notions of christ as an individual.. and more of a philosophy, an allegorical representation of the mental and physiological changes any human can go through to achieve spiritual adulthood.
that is.. to cease depending on external sources for your own salvation ie: yeshua etc..
and begin to look within.. literally into your own body.. and the mysteries that lie within.
unlocked through knowledge.
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Originally posted by wylekat
reply to post by Miraj
You got off easy. I stuck it out- and it got chewed off by Christians. I've seen 'men of God' do things that'd turn anyone white- and then they'd preach their little hearts out about how wonderful, and good, and blah blah blah about God.
If you can remember- At that church- how many nice cars were there? How many well dressed people? Jewelry? Rolex's? I can bet you $50 I can guess how many. Upper 90%. Of the remaining 10%, 5 were living well beyond their means so they'd look good in front of the others, and the other 5%, well, I've found there's ways to sweep those people 'under the rug' as it were.
Give money to the poor? How would Pastor afford his 'spensive Lexus, Caddy or other luxury car? His luxurious home? His fancy suits, wife's credit card line, his kids' nice things? How can you POSSIBLY try to deny the pastor all that- all for some grubby, dirty poor and homeless people? Ok. I'm thru being sarcastic, now.
Originally posted by Watchdog-Finland
reply to post by wylekat
I pretty much stated that christianity is based on a lie, there was under the time of krst at least 2 other who had the same name as jesus, and these men was allso krusifixed as jesus did on the same day, and further more, there was a Roman emperor , who did gahter all the masses under one book and religion to gather more power, this is the first pope, and further more in the 10 commanments it says you shall not make an image of me ?? epical fail and then too you shall not worship any one else than em?? epicalfail, 1 the humans has made jesus and the krusifixion as the image , 2. catholioc church has Idols, the saint statues are that not worshiping??? im ashamed to be a christian, but i dont beleive in a human made god too.
Originally posted by wylekat
reply to post by Jim Scott
No kidding. Now... What happens to people like who have been disgusted to this point? Let's say you're right- and what I've seen is nothing like the true God. a) How come I'm being used for target practice by whatever forces? b) If God wants to convince me otherwise- why not a couple things I really need- like getting my car completely fixed up, so it can last for a few more years? A wife? Living alone has lost it's appeal the last decade or so. I don't celebrate ANY holidays. I've got no reason to. I don't even celebrate my own Bday.
Something needs to give- and I've given all I got. If God wants to convince me... I need to see positive, real things and changes in my life- made the same way the negative, insane ones were.
Originally posted by Watchdog-Finland
Various tests have been performed on the shroud, yet the debates about its origin continue. Radiocarbon dating in 1988 by three independent teams of scientists yielded results published in Nature indicating that the shroud was made during the Middle Ages, approximately 1300 years after Jesus lived
Originally posted by Watchdog-Finland
reply to post by Jim Scott
bahahahahhaha dopes so cald scintists what made that new test are workin for the church, i dont belive it