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younger generation believers...with experiences

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posted on Mar, 25 2008 @ 09:46 PM
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i have seen the tree of life. i was there, i know it. i have this pictures in my head and i dont know where they come from...

some of the stories here sound unbelievable, but i know, what happend to myself.

im artistic and so on. i can draw nicely, but i got bored of it, like it happend with many other things. i had sleep paralysis often, too. had orbs of lights in my room, rune like symbols were glowing on my bedroom wall. orbs in front of my car, ufo over my car. orbs in the sky. after the ufo was over my car, the display of my radio worked again. is that physical evidence? but it was strange, after a week or so, i got an itching at the left and right side below my rips, at the sides of my stomach. many times i cant sleep because of disturbing thoughts, emotions and images. sometimes it feels like i am living inside my head, sometimes it feels like im living in the outter world surrounding me. i can see orbs floating through my room, stuff, that looks like thermical air or "liquid fire", "white smoke", "blue / green / violet waving energy".

sure, sometimes i ask myself, if im crazy, but when i look at the things, that happen on our world, i know, im not crazy, but that the world is crazy.

i must say, there are many similiarities between us all. i do agree with a lot of feelings and emotions some mentioned here. possibly we are connected to each other on multiple levels. coincidence or not? but my mom also seems to be a contactee, and i know shes hiding something from me. and i had a dream very recently, were a helicopter was hovering outside. in that dream, i was talking to someone, i knew, he saw ufos and other stuff, too. i asked him: do you sense someone is here? then there was this humming sound and i knew it was a ufo.

the area, were i am living in, also seems to be attractive for some reason to ufos. there was a ufo at daylight, and many people saw it! i asked one of them about it and while he smiled at me he said, it was a weatherballoon. the children said, i asked them, what did you see, and they said: a silver disc in the sky. it was described that the object had descended down to some meters above the ground, but then zipped away with an extreme acceleration.

just some minutes ago, i was trying to understand all this, while i was reading your responses and just in this moment as i was, once again, realizing: they are real, they are watching you, you can feel them. the alarm-bell, which batteries i had unplugged just this morning and is, currently, lying a floor above me on a desk, started to ring. the very first thing, that came to my mind was: who plugged the batteries back in the alarm-bell? sometimes, i was hearing strange noises on our attic, like someone is walking.

has anyone of you ever heard voices? one time i was thinking i´d hear my dead grand mother calling my name. it also happend that things in my surrounding started to move, a glass, or pendular objects.

i had "ufos and alien"-related dreams. i saw a being in my room, too. the only thing i can say, it looked like a demon and i never want to see it again. i was not horribly shocked or something, when i fist saw it, i was rather surprised, but really not afraid. i only saw his forehead, which it moved into the sunlight coming through my window, but before i could see his eyes or his real face i apalled and the "viewing" interrupted. sometimes i was afraid, to get out of my body or "lose it", but it never happened.

best regards

ps: im being stared at all the time, too. i stopped going out on weekends, having relationships and so on. pissing me off, but i cant help it...


pss: cars and lights went out too, as i passed them by. is missing time, when you lie somewhere and you feel like you just came back from somewhere else and dont know if just a hour or 5 minutes have passed you by? if so, then i´ve had missing time, too.

[edit on 25/3/08 by cometa]



posted on Mar, 25 2008 @ 11:11 PM
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Are you religious or spiritual in any way? Do you believe God?
Sorry if this question has been asked before, your thread is a lot of reading.


And for members who experience SLIding


Do streetlights suddenly go out when you pass beneath them? Do watches or credit cards stop working in your possession? Perhaps you are a SLIder.


It could be just a coincidence you know. It happens to me too. Street Light Interference



posted on Mar, 25 2008 @ 11:14 PM
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that slider stuff would fit on me. now i know that it was me who killed our tv, because of the video game, that got me so angry...

[edit on 25/3/08 by cometa]



posted on Mar, 26 2008 @ 12:10 AM
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Originally posted by AceWombat04
I say this because when I receive standard hearing tests, I can "feel" sounds that I've been repeatedly told should be too quiet for me to hear audibily. I'm pretty accurate at being able to tell when such a sound is present, even when I can't actually hear or describe the sound itself


I used to work in a call center and had regular checkups as a result. I could also hear the sounds that I was not supposed to hear and I felt the sounds rather than hearing them. So you are not the only one that has experienced that.

How many others of us also suffer from tinnitus?



posted on Mar, 26 2008 @ 01:41 AM
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WOW thats mostly what i have to say. i have been told since i was little by many that i am different. i try to make attempts to talk to people but i have a hard time getting close. im highly intelligent (always scord 99% on standardized test). i used to go to church but i believe in God and i believe you dont need a religion. well known pentocostel pastors have told me i am different. i hear ringing especially by electonics. there are things that are going to happen that are big. some one mentioned seeing 11:11 (have urge to tell someone but its insignificant if you think about it). believe in 2012. i know when people stare at me (i work somewhere where im turned and i have to turn around to see people looking at me).its not a wandering stare its like they want to know something and i can make someone look at me subconciously. oh and my real dad said that at one point he employed some ET living on earth desguised as humans but he didnt know until they left. i was born in 5-29-90. i myself have had some spiritual expieriences. people know my name and who i am but im a loner for the most part. these past couple years i have been alot less shy. ive actually started 3 of these topics as my threads. also this is the first time i have heard hopi profecies refrences which i really believe. most of the people i know would think im crazy. i reflect at least 3 times a week on our place in the universe and the meaning of life and bigger problems than what revolves around me. i remember a time around a year ago i would wake up in the middle of the night and only remeber a glipse of an event (in specific i was on someones bed that i never even went to their house) only to find my self doing that event months later. i also remember around 11-15 y.o. i would have dreams of a government that would kill if you didnt agree with them and would persecute at all costs. i havent met ANYONE like me. i have seen scary @#$% but i remain calm kinda like shock but i am fully aware of whats going on and am not frightened easily. i find it hard to believe we are alone in the universe. thats what i have came up with so far

i dont want this to seem like im trying to get attention but im trying to put things we all have in common. i made brief explainations and if anyone wants i could further explain any of these.



posted on Mar, 26 2008 @ 02:12 AM
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Me? Nah... Bland life here. Hasn't stopped me being interested in all of this craziness though. I have to admit I find a lot of the claims in this thread hard to believe, based on the fact that they're impossble to prove/disprove.

I guess that's the case with a lot of these sorta conspiracies and such though... It's a shame because I can't really believe them despite how much they interest me.

I guess the only supernatural stuff I encountered ever was some wierd lights in the sky that were REALLY bright but disappeared rapidly, nobody else seemed to see it. My mother tried to 'train' me to have ESP too, or something like that, I guess she was into the supernatural although I guess I didn't realise it until recently.

Err... Well whenever I think of a Simpsons joke the episode containing it seems to be on the day or two after without fail? But perhaps that's down to repeats and a string of luck. :p Even if I can predict that sorta thing somehow, what a lame use for it!

[edit on 26/3/08 by Duality]



posted on Mar, 26 2008 @ 05:30 AM
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Originally posted by cometa
reply to post by observe50
 


has anyone of you ever heard voices? one time i was thinking i´d hear my dead grand mother calling my name.


On at least one occasion (around the time of the events I mentioned earlier in this thread actually,) I did hear a whispering female voice say my full name gently, as if she were calling to me softly. I've seen more than one psychotherapist and I don't have schizophrenia, schizoaffective disorder, or dissociative identity disorder. Neither does my mother (she had been concerned about her mental health due to her own experiences years ago.)



is missing time, when you lie somewhere and you feel like you just came back from somewhere else and dont know if just a hour or 5 minutes have passed you by? if so, then i´ve had missing time, too.


I'm by no means an expert, but it is my understanding that the term "missing time," in the vernacular of UFO and abduction enthusiasts or researchers, refers to periods of time for which you are entirely unable to account. For example, driving from one town to another and knowing how long it takes (say, two hours,) but realizing upon arriving that it took you ten hours for some reason, despite the fact that you don't remember driving for that long. Another example would be looking at your clock and seeing that it said, for instance, 10:30 PM, and then looking again after what to you felt like only a half hour or so, only to find that the clock now says 2:00 AM.

(edited to correct a typo)

[edit on 3/26/2008 by AceWombat04]



posted on Mar, 26 2008 @ 05:43 AM
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Hi.... no im not religious, never have been....... and that slider thing fits me well, when i lived in spain, the workers in the internet cafe would sigh when i walked in, as all the computers would go haywire when i arrived! its also a running joke in my family, not to let me near t.v's, dvd players, microwaves etc!



posted on Mar, 26 2008 @ 06:14 AM
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Originally posted by poisonmekare
reply to post by Kinesis
 


Hehe well I'm on the average side of looks anyway. But the staring doesn't feel like they're interested in me sexually, it's people of all kinds, women, men, old, young... Animals too, especially cats.


I have a strange ability, where I can have pretty much any animal befriend me. I have been adopted now by three cats, one dog and a Rainbow Lorrikeet that was found in a neighbors yard - he just flew up to me and I haven't been able to get rid if it since


Do others have animals that seem to adopt them out of a group of people?



posted on Mar, 26 2008 @ 06:25 AM
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My Mom and I both have the animal bonding thing as well. This thread just gets more and more disconcerting lol. Cats in particular love my mother. We're both allergic, so as you can imagine, this poses challenges lol.



posted on Mar, 26 2008 @ 06:36 AM
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Originally posted by rjmelter
Sorry Op if this is off topic but I find what the above 2 are saying interesting and was wondering if you had the same thing happen.

I also have had that ringing in my ears its always going on so I just drown it out. Further research shows that tinnitus (the ringing in the ears) can be associated with low seratonin levels. If you research that a bit more it explains why most of us are a little paranoid as to why people are looking at us differently (where we think they are questioning us or whatever)

Maybe it is a gift... or maybe we are just anti social and accept it as a gift... regardless I know the people such as ourselves... we should use such talents to better ourselves and the world. Now I am sceptic as to this is probably a neurological disorder (neuro-transmitter deffieciency sp..?) But I do know that the caring for others that I have is something of the past that we once need again. Our love for the world and others makes this a maybe thought out neurological problem a gift... if its even the problem... I have no doubt that its related tho- Perhaps our bodies are somehow different and science explains it as some paranoia and possibly anxiety(anti socialness) or maybe our defficiency is the problem... like I said before now im sceptic but im not ashamed.


I feel a loss myself when I hear of tragic even The Tsunami, school shootings and simple car accidents, they all effect me. The people around me say things such as 'oh, another school shooting - who cares, they're just yanks!'

I have to point out to them that each of those people have a family that cares for them and friends, get them to imagine it was a loved one of theres and how many people it would effect and then times that grief by the number of victims. Sometimes they get it or more than likely, they humour me. I find the un-compassion of most human beings these days to be the one of the main causes of the apathy that seems to be sweeping the human race.



posted on Mar, 26 2008 @ 06:40 AM
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yes the animal thing is very true for me also, at age 12-16 i was in love with dolphins (still am)...... in fact i was meditating to dolphin music at age 12? which wasnt the norm back then!......... im also a veggie, and have been my whole life, my mum said i refused meat from the moment i ate solids, she used to disguise it etc and id know and refuse it, my 7 year old is also a veggie, he doesnt care for mcdonalds or burgerking, and wont even eat gellatine sweets!



posted on Mar, 26 2008 @ 06:53 AM
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Originally posted by darkmaninperth

I feel a loss myself when I hear of tragic even The Tsunami, school shootings and simple car accidents, they all effect me. The people around me say things such as 'oh, another school shooting - who cares, they're just yanks!'

I have to point out to them that each of those people have a family that cares for them and friends, get them to imagine it was a loved one of theres and how many people it would effect and then times that grief by the number of victims. Sometimes they get it or more than likely, they humour me. I find the un-compassion of most human beings these days to be the one of the main causes of the apathy that seems to be sweeping the human race.


I couldn't agree more. I too have this sense of powerful - at times overwhelming - empathy for other human beings suffering half a world away. Nobody around me seems to share it, though I'm fortunate to have a couple of close friends who at least understand it.



posted on Mar, 26 2008 @ 07:00 AM
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Originally posted by cosmicstorm
Its great to see the thread moving along nicely, dont anyone worry about going off topic, i love hearing all these different stories, and the more i read, the more i see we all have so much going on that is similar...... im so glad i posted this topic, ive wanted to meet people like yourselves for a long long time


I have to say, I admire courage your courage in bringing up a subject like this and am very appreciative of the fact.

I have always been called a smartarse growing up, even when I was not trying to be - I just seem to remember all this useless trivia and always seem to know the reasons why on most things. So much so, that it would annoy people around me and I would get comments such as ' trust you to know, you smartarse, isn't there anything you don't know?' I just simply enjoy actually learning things and was thought of as weird at school because of it.

With that, I have always found it hard to talk about who I am to others, without sounding smug or pompous and I feel that this has been a great outlet for me without getting hostility from people who just do not understand.

Thankyou.

ps. Can't u2u until I make a whopping 20 posts.



posted on Mar, 26 2008 @ 07:15 AM
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Originally posted by Blue10110
reply to post by darkmaninperth

A question from me here. How intelligent do you posters here think you are?


I believe that I am fairly intelligent.


Did you maybe feel that you were more intelligent than others when you were young?


Not so much intelligence, more of an awareness that my peers - to me, anyway - didn't posses.


How easy or difficult was school for you?


I found that it wasn't challenging enough. Once I learned a subject, such as algebra, I throw myself into it until I learned it, then after a day or so, I found it boring and then I got mischievous.


Are you the kind of ppl who ask questions (like Newton did when the apple fell) I hope you understand what my question means


There is no such thing as a stupid question.


By reading these replies it seems that we here aren't much different from each other if you understand what I mean.. Too many similar experiences

Btw I'm male, 17, born 28 march 1990


Well mate, can you discuss things like this with others around you? Until a couple of days ago, I thought I was alone and now I am in contact with tens of people that 'get' me. It rocks!



posted on Mar, 26 2008 @ 07:19 AM
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Originally posted by jkrog08
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I ask questions all the time,constantly challenging known science.I still feel Im smarter than most,and tet scores agree.I can not study for test and do really good on them.


I have never had to study for a test and found all my friends getting in last minute studying amusing whilst I was doing other more interesting things.



posted on Mar, 26 2008 @ 07:49 AM
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My friends get nervous when they're trying to be smarter than me but fail.

Sometimes I just wonder if they're stupid or it's my brain that learns and memorises stuff by itself. Most stuff isn't difficult to remember if you understand it. Primary school was EXTREMELY easy for me. Most of my knowledge is probably leftovers from my previous lives.

I feel like I don't belong here. Too different from others my age.


Originally posted by ThemacX
again, like many of you here it all relates to me too.. loner but not lonely...check..hate the world the way it is...check... no need to be in a relationship...check.. creative person...dubble check...waiting for 2012...check..

lets talk fears, my only fear is the fear for electicity (but i love electronics)., i'm not talking about static electricity but high power stuff. does that ring any bells out here?



Someone should make a list of these things.
I'm afraid of electricity too. I avoid wall sockets. When I plug something in it then it's plugged in for good and I'm not gonna be the one to unplug anything from it.



Originally posted by rjmelter
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I had a dream of a school room last night... it was odd. I hope nobody mentioned it before 10 pm last night that way it would be validated. But i dont know where the classroom was. Just that I was in a classroom.


Maybe those who see stuff about schools in their dreams are meant to learn a lot in their lives? Gifted with extraordinary intelligence?



posted on Mar, 26 2008 @ 08:18 AM
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i have that bonding to animals, too. especially cats(!), dogs and birds. but, i have a cat allergy, too. funny.


we all have lots in common with each other. weird. did anyone notice a change in the "global mood" / speed of time, since yesterday?

[edit on 26/3/08 by cometa]



posted on Mar, 26 2008 @ 08:30 AM
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Originally posted by cometa
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i have that bounding to animals, too. especially cats(!), dogs and birds. but, i have a cat allergy, too. funny.


we all have lots in common with each other. weird. did anyone notice a change in the "global mood" / speed of time, since yesterday?

[edit on 26/3/08 by cometa]


Did not notice a speed in time but i felt happy knowing that I am similar to others. Doing research on the subject is making this fun too because a lot deals with haveing certain genetic disorders that are easilty ruled out so its like having a disorder but overcoming it and by overcoming it we somehow become stronger. I never listed my age in earlier posts but I am 21 and still maturing. I had adhd when i was younger and was always grounded so i Never got to explore myself but Im glad I didn't. Keeps me out of trouble. People with adhd normally take til around 25-26 to full mature their minds. Im noticing that age is prominent here and that some of you are starting to feel way more empathy for the world... sympathy ... and all that.

I just feel happy know there are more people like me. I've been doing research like i said earlier and will continue to update if I find anything solid...

Which brings me to another question... did any of you ever feel you had adhd as a child?



posted on Mar, 26 2008 @ 08:37 AM
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Originally posted by cometa
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i have that bounding to animals, too. especially cats(!), dogs and birds. but, i have a cat allergy, too. funny.


we all have lots in common with each other. weird. did anyone notice a change in the "global mood" / speed of time, since yesterday?

[edit on 26/3/08 by cometa]


What do you mean by global mood?
For the animal bonding part I ahve a cat who's a guardian of mine or something every time I wake up at night I find my cat staring at me..

[edit on 26-3-2008 by Blue10110]



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