Spontaneous Past-life Memory.

reply to post by Il Papa


Il Papa, I can always rely on you to put a smile on my face (love your sense of humour)

I was just thinking as I read that last post of yours ... if the Queen gave a Christmas message like that I'd tune-in every year love it and thanks ... you have no idea how much I needed to smile (I won't bore you with the details)... but just to reiterate ... THANK-YOU Woody.

Hey guys,

It's just coming up to 5.45pm here (Christmas Day) ... hope you're all surviving ?

(CavemanDD) You drunk yet ?

Bah humbug one and all

It'll soon be over and we can get back on topic YAH !!!

Love light and bright blessings, Woody. xxx

reply to post by woodwytch


I was drunk AND tired.. early night last night.. I can't believe it's all over now, well.. theres one more holdiay obligation.

On christmas eve, my dad, my brother and law and me were drinking canadian whisky. Well in class, something in the conversation made me ramble on about how they don't understand me and how and why I hate christmas, they just simply could not wrap the idea of me having a problem accepting free money, or buying things for myself, or being selfless towards my fellow man as much as I can, while trying to slow the death of the planet. They coulnd't understand that. They think a world with peace and socialism is a dream and thus they're too un-enthusiastic about aiming for it. I don't understand people.. My father called me an anarchist, I don't think he was listening... I WANT A GOVERNMENT, A GOOD ONE.. I want earth to end up like Star Trek.

Ah man, why do people feel the need to leave their trail of destruction on the world and die and not care about the reprocussions? It's because they don't believe in a life after death, that must be it. Its the damn baby boomers man, they screwed us!


Ah man, well aside from being drunk on the rye, I think I maintained my positioned well and didn't say anything stupid at all, infact I think I explained my position quite well

Ba Humbug and a holy christ I'm glad its not 2007 for much longer. Adding another year on the calender I think makes people wise up.. "oh its the future now, I guess we should start acting like it" Its the baby boomers man, they're all disgruntled because as I child they were promissed their own house on the moon, and now they can't have it. Well I can't build a house on the moon of them, but I'll pay for the rocket to send them into the sun!

hahaha, ahhh man, the christmas stress... is out of my blood officially now...

This concludes my rant.

I hope anyone over 60 wasn't too offended

reply to post by CavemanDD


Hey CavemanDD,

Good for you. Damn good rant. Pleased to hear you survived it all relatively unscathed.

(Back on topic); I regressed my youngest daughter and her partner tonight.



She was a North African Tribesman who had suffered a spear wound ... during a hunting trip, in his (her), twenties ... but had gone on to live an otherwise happy and full life (70yrs old).

Interesting thing was, when we were done she was walking with a limp (caused by a pain in her knee ... same place she'd been speared), for over an hour.

Woody.

Originally posted by woodwytch
reply to post by CavemanDD

 

Hey CavemanDD,

Good for you.

Damn good rant. Pleased to hear you survived it all relatively unscathed.

(Back on topic); I regressed my youngest daughter and her partner tonight.



She was a North African Tribesman who had suffered a spear wound ... during a hunting trip, in his (her), twenties ... but had gone on to live an otherwise happy and full life (70yrs old).

Interesting thing was, when we were done she was walking with a limp (caused by a pain in her knee ... same place she'd been speared), for over an hour.

Woody.

Thats awesome.

I want to be regressed to find out who this blond woman was...who I was.. that and the ancient guard thing are the only ones I remember. Well, I can't say I'm curious enough to go seek out a regressionist or whatever they call themselves. Its not of any current importance to me

I was just thinking... maybe we're not who we think we were. Maybe it's just day dreaming or, on the more fringe end, some government mind #ing thing. I dunno. It would be cool to know our past lives, but.... I dunno I'm just really bummed out lately, and all this stuff sometimes feels like I'm trying to live a fantasy that's only real in my mind.
It's just feeling a little hopeless as of late. I haven't been able to meditate, been getting these terrible head pains whenever I try, and I just stopped trying because if I try, I ruin my whole day because it just totally #s up my head to even try meditating anymore.
How can I continue becoming enlightened when it feels like my mind is being smashed with a meathammer?

And on top of that, what have I gained from all this enlightenment? I don't feel one with everything and flowers and rainbows and new age propaganda. All I feel is more isolated from everyone than I've ever been before. Is this the price we pay for knowledge? Because sometimes I wish I could get a goddamn refund.

A little off topic.

reply to post by indierockalien


no I know how you feel, it is isolation at first glance, but once you start to go deeper and deeper you start to feel quite the opposite, part of something great. It's a good test of spirit to see how we interact with others so different then us. A test that is necessary.

Try meditating with music, I did that one day with some abient music I found on the internet, it swept me away into a trance man, I got farther into meditation in less time.

When we gain knowledge, we begin to see the beauty in the ugliest of things. No, is it just me? Admire the design of the madness. It's quite amazing. I think you could benefit from a trip, as could I. Unless tv is lieing to me ALL the time (instead of most of the time), there is some fantastic places in the world that seems it would be refreshing to experience.

You have to surround yourself with similar people in a comfortable environment, or else it begins to suck away our energy. I live in a big city and once summer rolls around and people start being happy again, i feel relieved, you can feel the tension.

As for the people being different, just float through them, observe, know your surroundings to know yourself, its hard to deal with I know.. For the most part I think I just try to ignore everyone the best I can and focus on my thoughts. When I look at people I just kinda laugh and just try to picture what I coulda been like 500 years ago or something.

As for your headaches, ask steveR, or menguard, or go to an acupuncturist or physic shop or something.

Menguard was saying how focusing on the right side of your brain can eliminate heachache pain... what I do...I focus on the pain, force energy into it, trying to eliminate it, and when i feel it relieving I pretend that doesnt exist, thus in a thought-form reality, it should go away.. and it does. You have a chi imbalance or something man... its like how squeezing muscles around your neck can relieve headaches, its a block of blood/energy. If you want to take a meditative approach to it, (well besides trying to make it go away with thoughts like I do.. then focus breathing a healing, powerful light in your head, and importantly, tell yourself when you exhale your breathing out negative energy from your head, and then think of the energy in your head like a glass globe or something, with turbulent water representing imbalane and tension, let the water calm.. I do all sorts of visual representations to tell myself to calm areas of my body..

I haven't meditated very well since I came to my parents house, the stupid holidays kinda screwed up my pattern.. But if you don't feel like meditating, your not going to, thats just how it works, you'll struggle, HARD.

It usually takes something in my head to click like "I need to progress, I'm spiritually empty or powerless or I need knowledge or something"...something like that clicks in my head and thats when I get determined to meditate successfully.

The pain in your head is your energy man, or a blockage of it.. Meditate for an hour or so until your half way in... like right when your thoughts are very minimal and you dont notice any feeling in your body unless you focus on it.. then try to move something with your mind, feeling it with your mind, I try with something in my hand... well usually people get headaches trying to do this force-ably outside of meditation but for me I just get this sensation that feels nice...like I can feel energy tingling and stirring around in my brain for 3 hours after I meditate before it goes away.

Its energy man, its real, and its there.

I have a freind who is pretty physic and some university did a test on her brain, and it turns out it works much different then most peoples, her brain uses different pathways for information... I'd like to think it's the brain using more efficient pathways.

It's all a process man, nothing's easy.. But if what I said doesn't work for you, talk to menguard, a local psychic or acupuncturist or someone who deals with energy and stuff.

I was listening to that shirley McClane interview on ATS MIX and she was saying the pleidians (human aliens) gave the emperor of china the acupuncture map. She then talks about energies and how your body puts its problems elsewhere and how everythings linked and she was saying how getting a couple teeth pulled fixed some bad problem she had in her stomach, quite amazing! For all you know your head-aches could be result of a blockage of blood/energy in your neck/back (standard for headaches) or who knows even some damn leg infection!

I don't know, theres my...30 cents, good luck, you're only as healthy as you think you are.

reply to post by indierockalien


Hi Indierockalien,

Good to see you back with us, but sorry to hear you're on a 'downer' at the moment.

I wrote a lengthy post to you last night and guess what ... my modem went down and I lost it !!! quite ironic really considering the content.

I see CavemanDD has given you some words of wisdom though. I'll be back shortly to repost ... my views on why you ... I ... and the rest of us are having these crisis-episodes at the moment.

For the now ... hang-on in there my friend ... I'll be back in about an hour to add my perspective. I'm sure between us all, some of the advise will strike a chord and guide you through your own sense of isolation in your own personal wilderness (we all have one ... and at some points we all misplace the map) Woody


(Quick note to Dock6);

OOPS ! I hope my new avatar hasn't freaked you out ... I promise you I'm not one of the 'evil, hooded chanters'.

[edit on 28-12-2007 by woodwytch]

Who's drinking right now? What does this have to do with past lives? I think I drank a lot in my past lives thats what . I'm just trying to continue the conversation actually, I haven't had time to read most of these posts.

Hi there (if there is still anyone checking the thread);

Sorry I've been tied-up (not literally) for a few days and the old thread seems to have died oh well, all good things come to an end I suppose.

I'll still keep checking in from time to time to see if anyone has posted or has any questions etc.


Can I just say that it's been an absolute pleasure meeting you guys ... please feel free to contact me via u2u/email anytime about anything.


(CavemanDD); I haven't forgotten the Sirian stuff I promised you ... now the holidays are over I should be able to get back to normal. Phew !!!


HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL ...

Especially, Il Papa ... CavemanDD ... Dock6 ... Indierockalien ... and everyone else who made this a fantastic thread.

BE SAFE. Love and Light.

Woody. xxx

I'm still here woody

Just that it is a busy..and horrible!!! ..time at present.

I have been formulating a response or two to posts...but it is hard to be coherent with the total awfulness that is the "Season to be jolly" invading my space....weird, there are all those protection measures to counter evil spirits but nothing to counter the Xmas spirit

Now then this struck me as curious...

Originally posted by woodwytch
reply to post by indierockalien

 

... my views on why you ... I ... and the rest of us are having these crisis-episodes at the moment.

Any further enlightenment on our crisis episodes?



Indierockalien

I think we all get down points in our lives, I used to hate them, almost to a point of terror!!, it is a horrible place to be when you are there..
I am not good at and don't like self analysis but I have looked at reasons why I get these feelings. Sometimes they occur at times when I should be feeling on top of the world and at other times there is an identifiable life crisis as a cause.

I have no definitive answers, just some thoughts. In my case I originally thought it may be a form of depression. The medicos are no good, first thing they say is "Here are some drugs..." not a solution for me. There was a recent thread here about empathy, I found that quite useful. That gave me the possibility that I am empathically picking up negative energy. Following advice there, I carry a lump of black obsidian around most times and do "Other stuff" when I feel it is needed.

I have many viewpoints but I also wonder if it is a resetting of our very being...bit like when you upgrade computer software, the system is sluggish or can't be used properly until the upgrade is over. Personally, I feel that I am usually stronger for going through such a down period...even if I can't figure out why I was there in the first place!!!!

Maybe these times of despair I have had in my life, are merely symptoms of something more real, the despair merely being a symptom of something happening in this plane or another...maybe the sorrow of a past-life.....who knows??

Either way I believe nothing in life or universe is stable...everything is cyclic....just chuck in a lump of chaos and quantum physics...whatever that is!!

As for enlightenment and and being at one with nature. MMmmm well I am not convinced that really exists. As a species we have gone against nature for far too long. Personally, I believe that humans lost being truly at one with nature when we started to manipulate nature for our own. Agriculture, animal husbandry etc are all an affront. I think in parts of the world where humans are both hunter and prey the difference is perhaps not so great.

Yes I feel more with nature when I am in it...be it sea, forest or mountain. But at one with it..no. I think smoking, drinking even wearing clothes are not what nature intended. I think that major religions have a point when they say man lost its innocence...I believe that is what is meant by it...but the point is lost in the mists of time. The loss of innocence could be the turning of our backs to nature. Perhaps we should die of disease and infection instead of using manufactured drugs. Perhaps we should walk everywhere and not fly or drive. Maybe to be at one with nature we have to be really living on the edge...the balance of life or death. Turn left and you eat a rabbit turn right a bear eats you?

Cynical and sceptic head on now. One thing I have noted, of all those claiming to be at one with the great spirit or universal consciousness none seem to be rushing to meet it!! I think one of the major lessons of life, is that, life is itself a lesson in how special life is!!! However crap or good a day is, it is it is still a day here, in this existence. I feel sure that there are many that have passed on that would do a swap for one of our crap days...just to be with a loved one for one more hour...just to say goodbye....just to say "I love you!!"...because the chance was taken away from them......because they took our time here for granted...they thought that they would always have tomorrow. I always say "The last time you see someone, may be the last time you ever see them...". Kind of puts things in perspective, I love to see peoples faces when that thought sinks in....Don't know where I got it from...too deep for me...

Crikey, I am getting morbidly philosophical..time for bed....

reply to post by Il Papa


Hey Il Papa,

So pleased you're back ... and back with some very insightful comments.

First things first ... I think it's safe to say that, that damn 'xmas spirit' has been well and truly exorcised Yah !!! At least for another year.

Ok, this is very 'deja vu', (so we're back on topic ... kinda).

I've just this minute finished sending a u2u reply to one of my other ATS friends, who sounds to be in a state of great distress too. So I'll begin with my theory of the 'crisis episodes'.

It would seem that 2007, has been a particularly awful year for every person you speak to ... and on a personal level (there have even been a couple of threads devoted to the topic here at ATS). The way the 'awfulness' manifests, is always in whatever way will effect the individual concerned at the deepest level of impact ... it could not be ignored or dismissed ... it was an absolute attention-grabber ... and it was relentless. Just when you thought it couldn't possibly get any worse ... it bloody well did ... with a smile on it's damn face.

Why ???

I have thought about the potential cause of this apparent pandemic long and hard, for months ... and I have formed a theoretical explanation that you may or may not agree with, but it's certainly something worth considering.

I believe that 2007, was specifically designed to test our metal to the limits ... sort of SAS training for the soul if you will.

The reason (I believe), for such a global test-run, is the preperation for activating some/all of our 'shadow DNA'. As you know humans currently use two strands that form a double helix ... but there also exists within each and every one of us, a further 10 strands ... that seem to have no current application ... scientists derogatively refer to these extra strands as 'junk DNA', because they have no idea as to their purpose).

We are drawing ever closer to the infamous and well documented 'end-times' (2012) ... 'the end of the world - as we know it' (a very dramatic and constant chant of all ancient civilizations, throughout the existance of mankind). Is this a mere coincidence ? I personally think not, I believe this well worn statement refers to the next evolusionary leap of humans & Earth.

This is not me just being an old hippy, I promise you . and yes, I could be totally wrong. Time itself will tell ! It just seems to be the most logical explanation from both scientific and spiritual perspectives ... a common ground whatever our personal beliefs.

You only have to look around to see how the present phase of chaos, is gathering momentum on every level. Einstein said 'Time' is relative ... and although I'm not a betting person, I would risk a small wager that all of us have uttered those imortal words ... 'Doesn't time seem to go quickly nowadays' ... or ... 'I cant believe how quickly this year has gone' (or some such statement), at one time or another.

The truth of the matter is ... 'Time' is moving more quickly ... not in the literal sense of course ... but our sense and perception of it ... even children are feeling it.

The reason behind this is because the changes within us are already underway. At the risk of sounding melodramatic, our extra strands of DNA have already been activated ! (IMHO)



(Il Papa);

In reply to the comments you posted to 'indierockalien'. Which incidently tie-in with this theory very neatly and might help me to explain myself a little better (hopefully).

1. (empathy - picking-up on negative energy); I couldn't agree more. Besides our individual crap ... we are also picking-up on the crap of those around us because we are becomeing more sensitively aware. Even the people who don't consider themselves to be 'sensitives' are being effected without knowing why.

(note); Black Obsidian emits a very strong vibration (too strong for some people). A suitable alternative is 'Apache Teardrop' ... same qualities (metamorphic ... quickly cooled volcanic glass), but a little gentler.

2. (upgrading a computer); Again I'm in total agreement. Everytime I've experienced some kind of life trauma, I come out the other side feeling stronger and revitalized. This is because we've taken onboard the lessons laid before us. Not everyone learnsthe lessons of a particular situation and feels weakened rather than strengthened after the event.

(note); I also believe this is the reason why more and more people are recalling their past-lives ... during this incarnation. A sort of review/revision of experiences and lessons learned throughout our soul's history. This is also why I believe we are about to undergo cellular/planetary changes ... the reason we need to retrieve the knowledge now.

3. (being at one with nature); Cycles of nature (chaos/order) ... life/death/rebirth ... what could be more natural ? And we ARE undoubtably at one with that natural cycle. I agree with the smoking/drinking/clothes taking us away from that intimate connection with nature ... (solution); become a witch ... go 'skyclad' nothing like it. But most of all I believe our 'at oneness with nature' comes from the memory of or hereditory ancient lineage. This is why we feel either tranquility/terror (depending on those instilled memories), when we spend time alone in the heart of nature (beach/forest/mountain). The real magick is learning how to extend that feeling of connection during the more mundane parts of our life. The real beauty is knowing that as mere humans we can never achieve that ... but it's an amazing thing to keep on trying.

4. (cynical/sceptic head); I don't think so my friend. you put it beautifully. It's only when we learn to accept that we and our world consists of both light and shadow ... that we can begin to understand what it's all about ... and whilst we may well be endowed with 'free-will' ... we don't get to call all the shots. That is the true meaning of faith ... at the end of the day we're just along for the adventure ... and what an amazing adveture it is ... if we take time to take in the view occasionally.

Phew !!! What the hell is going on with all this deep philosophocal s@?# ... must be catching.

Ok when you stop laughing/rolling your eyes or saying 'what the f#@!* is that girl on' let me know what you think.

Woody.

Hello woody!!


Crisis episodes:
I am not aware of any personal crisis this year...but it has been challenging...I think this year I am more positive and at times I feel I can achieve anything...so may be I just looked at the crisis' as challenges or opportunities!! That said, the previous period has been....mmmm...interesting...

Time
I feel time may be moving quicker but I think that it is a natural observation as we get older...kind of at 10 years old a year is one tenth of your life at 100 years old it is just one percent. I am aware of the "Junk DNA" thing. As for activation...well who knows...science don't!! Nature doesn't seem to waste stuff..so it either had a use in our past or will have in the future...but it could be that science can't see what it's doing yet!!! Let's face it, there is a lot that science doesn't know about...

Evolutionary step
Evolutionary step? Cripes we need some changes!! As I see it evolution is merely a mutation that is more successful in a given environment than the original. Ok it is usually a long term thing. But is it always a gradual change or is it sometimes that there is a sudden change. There are certainly mysteries in the origins of man..lots of luverly gaps in the fossil record....One of my favourites is the "Aquatic Ape Hypothesis"...it could answer some of our mysteries!!

I do wonder about where humanity is actually going though and are we able to affect it ourselves? I mean our diet has made changes to us. I understand that the Japanese are now taller, due possibly in part to taken onboard western dietary crap. I look at the UK population and the changes there. Kids are taller and more developed (physically if not mentally!!!) than in "my day".

2012?
Well, I am a wait and seer at the moment....but who knows. To be honest people do keep coming up with dates for this and that...and nowt happens...so I have not really read too much about 2012....well not taken too much of it in anyway. But as I keep saying..I am a cynically, sceptical open minded chap!! But as you say a lot of stuff seems to mention it....but is it a case of making the evidence fit?

Empathy
Could it be the violence and nastiness worldwide is in part due to people picking up bad vibes / energy and not being able to deal with it..vent it violently? I met someone who said to me, that martial arts were a good way to vent emotional emergy....expressing yourself with the human body... Maybe violence is just a means of venting pressure?

Skyclad become a witch
I have never really thought about it but it is kind of weird. I have always prefered being "Skyclad" as you put it. I seldom wear clothes at home, it saves a fortune in laundry costs ...makes it interesting when the postie knocks . But I have certainly had Skyclad moments. I have been Skyclad sunbathing on the beach...and have certainly been in forest, beach, sea and mountain as nature intended. I have been running "Skyclad" in forest and on beach...an exhilarating experience...but sometimes anatomically difficult.. .. I am sure that an ex of mine believed such things perverted or kinky. Maybe she was right or maybe there is a deep seated natural inclination....mmm food for thought for sure!!

Anyway don't you mean Cloudclad or Rainclad? I was on the A1 again this week and it was raining...again...North Yorkshire Witches must be a hardy breed!!

Originally posted by woodwytch

Ok when you stop laughing/rolling your eyes or saying 'what the f#@!* is that girl on' let me know what you think.

Woody.

I am still rolling my eyes and laughing too much to let you know what I think....

Keep well friend!!

TTFN

IP

reply to post by Il Papa


Hey there,

Looks like it's just me'n'you ... but that's fine by me ... we've obviously got staying power my friend. and you never fail to make me smile (this time is no exception) !!!

As you say ... all any of us can do is wait and see ... you can be sure that I'll be the first to say 'I told you so' But joking aside somethings afoot. Quite exciting really.

Skyclad ... cloudclad ... rainclad ... yep ! we northern witches are a hardy lot. But I'm not too sure about the whole running thing when skyclad hurts my eyes just thinking about it just watch you don't do yourself a mischief

Woody (ok stop rolling your eyes and laughing now).

[edit on 5-1-2008 by woodwytch]

hey i'm still here. I keep checking back. I've just been super busy lately with other matters. I got a psychic email that basically says right now I'm going through an intense change that will not happen for me again for probably a very long time. I'm currently watching events unfold. I've decided to persue somewhat of a career in art, I believe this was to be. I spent the last week working on a big painting, and now this week I've been working... been too tired to do anything, trying to get back in shape and find my supreme confidence I used to have that seemed to dissapear. I've been trying to make more art and get it online and stuff. I've been busy.

This career period goes from the 10th/today... to the 22nd, and apparently I'm going to establish something with someone in that time.. I dont know.

So you can see my hands are full. I can't screw this up, as it is extremely important. What's interesting is this psychic lady had a very strong connection with me, she assumes the same as I do... we established the connection prior to this..

So on the topic of past life memories... i think when I was dead/pre-birth, this was a very important thing I set up, theres lots of those for me. My life is surrounded with spirituality pointing me in directions.


Anyways, I don't have much to contribute here. I haven't put much thought in the past and I've accepted what I once was, but right now I've got to focus on the now.. at least until... like the start of february.. Ha I'll let you now how this madness goes. This is going to be some eventful times.

reply to post by CavemanDD


Hey there CavemanDD,

Congratulations, I sincerely hope everything pan's out for you ... sounds exciting.

I've just had a look at the artwork you posted via your signature link.
that is quite a talent you have there my friend.

Good Luck with everything. Woody

Woodwytch
It seems to me that you know what you are talking about, and to this day i don't know any of my past lives(that i know of). I know you can't tell me any of my past lives, Due to the reason i am the only one that can remember MY past lives. But maybe you can give me some tips on how to tap into my memory banks. I have been meditating on a daily basis, yet i seem to be unable to remember any past lives. I will keep trying to remember, using meditation techniques, and dream work. But i would appreciate any info, you could provide.

EDIT;also i have only read two pages of this thread, i know there is useful information in this thread and i will read it thoroughly.

[edit on 6-2-2008 by darcon]

you'll remember. Think of any wierd dreams you've had while you were younger perhaps. Dreams where you were someone else? or someplace else? If you can think of anything strange, write it down like to tell us. I find the more you think about it, the more the memory starts to clear up. I remember all the signifigant dreams I had when I was younger. I thought all dreams were forgotten, but I started thinking of one idea.. one detail, and it just expanded. Talking about it helps.

Well i know it sounds strange but i do remember part of one dream. I believe i had this dream 4 years ago, i would have been 12 at that point. I remember it was dark out and it seemed to me there were people around me, i don't remember what they look like, i was looking around what looked like a party perhaps. Then this guy(don't remember what he looks like either, but i do no that he was a guy), showed me a pizza. I looked at the pizza and there were tons of snakes slithering all over the pizza. But i woke up at that moment and i was freaking out. To this day i don't remember a time when i was most terrified. When i woke up i was so scared, i was even crying. It was so emotionally Frightening i just don't know how to describe it. Now i know it sounds stupid to get so upset over that, but I know i couldn't have been that emotional over snakes on a pizza. I mean i was so frightened i couldn't sleep the rest of the night. I think the dream was Interpreting something, or maybe something happened at that moment when i woke up, like maybe i died in a past life. But i know something happened, that i can not seem to Wrap my head around. I will keep trying to remember dreams from the past, and especially this one.
Maybe you can give me some insight on what that might have meant.(Caveman or woodwytch).

[edit on 6-2-2008 by darcon]

I also remember a dream that happened to me about a couple years back. I remember i was in a Bright white room with a person in the front of me. Now i will say this person looked a lot like Jesus. He was wearing a white robe matching the room. I asked him what the meaning of life is. Now When i woke up in the morning i remember what he told me. I was so stupid not to write it down but i felt like i would remember it forever. But when i went to go tell my parents my dream, i couldn't REMEMBER what he TOLD ME. Now this is were it gets strange. My mother told me she had that exact same dream(she told me she thought it was Jesus too) when she was about 8. She also asked what the meaning of life was, and also forgot it. My father had the same dream a couple of months before, and like my mother and me, he thought it was Jesus too, and asked the same question. He also did not remember what he had been told. I know it sounds strange, but we were all freaked out that day. This is where i differ from my parents. I started to think about, like cavemann had said to do. And it hit me like nothing ever hit me before. Clear as day. I just remembered Like 5 minutes ago what he told me. He told me that the meaning of life was to LOVE. Now i think most of you probably think i am crazy at this point, but i know what i experienced, and what my parents experienced. It is the craziest thing ever. I think i know what you mean caveman, I think i just need to focus on my dreams for long enough and it will come to me.
THNX AGAIN for the words.

[edit on 6-2-2008 by darcon]