a reply to:
asabuvsobelow
People often become lost in the dynamics of the pendulum you speak of, because they allow the balance of who they are, to be too heavily influenced
(or even controlled) by things which they cannot control
Such as with allowing the manipulation of algorithm such as within language, to influence the nature of our interactions. And the determination of the
emotion we feel within our experiences
There will always be people seeking to exploit, control or hurt us within the world
But we choose whether it allows us to be blinded to the beautiful and amazing things which exist within the very same algorithm
Like the lies within a politicians speech, spoiling the way we view poetry or art
We can find it too easy, to slip into becoming those who are influenced within our interactions, rather than those who promote our own influence
towards something better and "truer" to our nature
One of the biggest problems within this, is that we are taught (or even programmed, within algorithm such as language) for the majority of our early
lives to exist as reactionary beings, letting yesterday determine tomorrow. Rather than considering the nature of who we will be tomorrow, within our
actions and decisions today
Me make plans for the physical periphery of who we will be. But not for the nature of the person within such
The reason being, that we conditioned in such a way, that without knowing that physically manifest patterns of what we are going to react "to", we are
limited in our understanding of how we will react to such things
As is the essence of wisdom, being locked within the understanding that is gained through experience
A very big problem within this, is we can find that we also become the limitation of our own experiences. Locked within expectation of things, which
we see as being "the way things are"
*I have a writing I did years ago on this, during initiation, that I will try to find later and post in here*
So how do we train ourselves to become contemplative beings within the physical nature of our interactions and being, rather than existing as
reactionary being subject to the conditioning of our physical courses?
To influence, rather than be influenced?
The key within correcting this lays within re-wiring your brain to think bi-directionally. Such as with exercises used by the Rosicrucian like
Steiners "backwards review"
Within my tradition, we go much deeper into re-wiring your brain in this way, using exercises such as fluidly reading patterns within language written
both backwards and forwards. To the point where you can do it instinctually, without even thinking about it. I think I may have touched on it before
speaking to you
Have you noticed how I do not use full-stops at the end of my paragraphing?
There is a very particular reason that I do this, which has to do with redundancy in directional perception
The backwards review is a simple and excellent tool for directional training of the mind
If you are not familiar with it, its purpose basically, is to train your brain to think fluidly, in both directions through time, backwards and
forwards
Before you go to sleep, think about the last thing you did before going to bed. Then the thing before that. Try to recall your entire day as
accurately as you can in order, all the way back to when you first woke up
The more you do this, the easier it becomes. Which effectively re-wires you brain, to think outside the linear "reactionary" patterns we are subject
to within the conditioning of our early development
Eventually, when you become reasonably proficient at this, you will start to notice patterns within time, which seem to strangely work backwards
You will start to notice "choices" within your future experiences, related to an outcome of things, which have already happened to you
It may sound crazy, without having experienced it. But I assure you it is not
It is very real
To the point where entire lines of cyclic experience can be traced back to trauma within your past
It can seem within this, almost like you are responsible for patterns of events which took place retrospectively, leading to the bad things which
happened to you
But what you are actually recognising within it, is patterns towards allowing yourself to let go of pain, both past and future
Because it works much the same retrospectively, for things which may come to be
Recurring cycles all the way back to your childhood, act as ripples within the cycles of time, which can end up bringing you avoid something very
significant in your future
For example? (from personal experiences) repeated experiences of significantly hurting one side of my face, that seem to echo to how I may come to
leave this world
The more I "steer" the lines of probability within my choices between each of these "ripples", the lesser and lesser these "accidents" become, and the
closer I get to avoiding such a fate
I am going a little to deep into this, without you understanding the basics, so I will leave it here for not. I can elaborate later, if you like
The point is, that we exist cyclically in this world. We merely perceive it linearly
So when you train your brain to perceive fluid reality like time, bi-directionally or cyclically within complex non-linear dynamics, you also open
yourself to perceiving the precipitation of linear patterns
A personal example ... I find myself going to pick up a handful of change before I leave the house, without knowing why. Something which I never
normally do, as I would usually have no need for them
To find within the next few hours that I need those coins. For something important, that may have lead to me otherwise missing out on an experience
The more you train yourself to see the patterns retrospectively, the more instinctual these patterns become in forward linear perception
The more you begin to recognise these patterns within "short-count" cycles, the more significant and profound the recognition of the patterns become
within longer-count cycles
To the point where the patterns themselves that you come to recognise may exceed your own lifetime, stretching into those of your parents and
grandparents
The most significant part of re-wiring your brain in such a way, is that you also come to limit the influence and effect that those around you can
have on you. Unless you allow them to
When I say that people who conspire to hurt me, or control me unjustly, usually end up having very nasty inexplicable accidents days to weeks later,
it is very much a product of my ability to align myself across long-count patterns which extend to decades, centuries or even thousands of years
Alignment within experiences which have been formed within my life (somewhat thanks to my Illuminated "friends") which even align to cyclical patterns
described within books like the Bible
Such as physically experiencing death and (if we are lucky) being revived within initiation
As with all other bi-directional alignment, this is done to free us from collective perception within the cycles which may be used to reduce, limit,
influence, or even control us, by comparing us being lesser to someone like Jesus Christ
We make a similar sacrifice willingly. So that no collective perception (such as religion) influencing patterns, can limit our potential beneath their
own perceptions
Not to be equal to their beliefs, merely to free ourselves from their influence