The real root cause it people can be really terrible. Can they be improved? Sure but not by anyone one of us no amount of time effort or money on our
part can change a person. The change must come from within and sometimes it never comes, dosent even come close to coming for some people actually.
I don’t say this lightly, but some people are in fact valueless or even negative value to society and the world at large. They bring absolutely
nothing to table of mankind but will take from it ungraciously.
That said I used to count my very self among those people. I am not shy about it I was a hard drug addict for much of my life I grew up in a home of
alcoholics and became one myself. I only ever took from those around me and I gave absolutely nothing back. I was for all intent a purpose a worthless
human being at that time.
But one day something inside me just knew. I had a longing my whole life for a proper family, to become a proper father. And one day I just decided I
would do what ever it took to manifest my dream what ever it took to be a better honest upright human being. What ever it took to be a better man.
This isn’t something that can be givin it must come from within.
I checked myself into rehab, cleaned myself up, quit drinking, quit smoking, stopped hanging out with other dregs. The boys, the bros, the gang, the
crew, are not my friends and turns out they never were. I’ve been clean and sober for over 6 years I have a lovely wife and amazing children.
I’ve achieved my dream but I keep dreaming. None of it was given all of it was strove for all of it earned. If any of it was given to me it would
have no worth and I would not value it. It’s why many wellfair/low income/assisted income folks live in trashed trap houses and drive beater cars.
It’s not because they are poor no, it’s because they don’t value any of crap they get for free.
If you give a mouse a cookie he will ask for a glass of milk. If you give him a glass of milk he will ask for a book to read if you give him the book
to read he will ask for a blanket to get comfy. The real moral story of this children’s book is totally lost on children and parents alike.
I was a loser and the world owed me nothing for it.
a reply to:
Freeborn
edit on 19-3-2024 by Athetos because: (no reason given)