Well my original username was chosen to sound emo, fake, almost poser-ish as I confessed a background that set people, let alone any surveillance on
edge, thus allowing it to be painted as someone's teen drama or some equivalent if the need arose. I'd initially joined because I'd found some cool
stuff and some politically informative stuff on ATS. Truth is I was aware enough that in doing so I was fully consigning myself never to take
advantage of such things, but I digress.
So, now that I'm popping back in I figured I'd nab a new account. Well one night, not so very long ago, after having checked up on a few political
events again, I had a few notions rattling in my head. True, they could use some floss and shine, but I figured I might as well share. Still, it
having been a good half decade since I'd been on ATS I did well recall how well founded and lengthy conspiratorial claims tended to be, with many a
link, slowly laying a path to the writer's eventual conclusion before opening it up for an informed and genuine discussion. OK, perhaps I speak only
of a few, but I recall having been caught a time or two without a citation, or having been told off for the quality of one, so I did then resign
myself that I am no theorist, analyst, or informed spectator. I am but an unfounded madmen, and worse then that, sources or not I made the conscious
concession that all that I say might be naught else but the ramblings of a madman. ...and ramble I do, on and on, why I seem utterly incapable of
writing up a simple one or two line post. How hard would it be to say only that it is because I speak only maddened ramblings and naught of substance
and fact? ...yet to leave it thus is simply beyond me. Perhaps that in truth is the the root of that which is a maddened rambler? In any case with
my schnazzy new account I did hasten to cement those notions that did rattle so in my poor head, filled to the brim as it was with each one then
tripping over the next. Still I thought it best to follow the 20 replies prior to starting a thread rule, and so I posted in several, and I fear in
doing so I lost what meager focus I had, allowing those tumbling thoughts to fall free once more to the recesses of my subconscious, lost from my
tongue once more. Still one does remain, but I continue to live up to this name I have given myself. Even now I gnaw on it, turning it over in my
mind. Truly there cannot be but one theory, for where then does the conspiracy enter? More may be involved, but who then and why? As I do it comes
to me, more over time, but as I ponder a thought occurs to me, one not wholly mine. If these parties are here and those parties want that, if these
are aware and those are cool cats, when what impact might it bring to even share... drat. If it is madness we see and madness we sow, then spreading
it about will leave us nowhere to go. A thought need be informed or well thought out at least, so there's scarce little reason to just feed the
beast. In any case, I might as well hold off and think it through a touch more. Almost wish I'd jotted the others down, but I suppose nothing's
lost, it's all still in there somewhere. (Increasingly a problem with age.)
Well in any case, I'm on somewhat irregularly and generally just rambling in other folks threads for now, like yours.
edit on 20-7-2016 by
MaddenedRambler because: putting the "h" in "ish"