a reply to: lovekills6
No, never. Nor would she want me to I assume. No, there will be no contact. Has to be done that she has never existed, actually reminds me of a song.
a reply to: Tiamat384
Brief moments together. I am having a hard time recalling the warm memories together, and even the cold ones escape me. I hear the voices just nearby
and can not hear the whispers of the past of me and her. I have no emotion. I can not even smile, with this lack of memory. I remember the first time
meeting her parents. They didn't know of us, rather just friendship. It was February 28, Behemoth and Cannibal Corpse were in town. (Apologies I met
them at a previous concert with Napalm Death) Great concert. She deceived her parents because prior, the beginning of the year they had told her that
she is young and etc, I can not recall the details. A week or two about of our relationship she told her mom. Her mom liked me, but asked what would
happen when I leave for college. There was no answer. It would work, and it would have. I remember at the end of either one of those concerts a man
told me to help her put her jacket on, I regret that I had not.
The first month "anniversary" didn't do anything special. It was a school day, though I had written a poem for her, hopefully not too corny. (I'll
find this by Wednesday hopefully).
I listen to anything , I think it's cool u guys went to concert together , and wait so a while ago u said u wish it wasn't over but like,now u have
no,emotion or lack of memory ?,
a reply to: lovekills6
Then I will send everything I can your way, but those that include things such as death metal or black metal? I wish it wasn't over, but the thing is,
I get rather bored of emotions. So I may be emotionally invested in something, it will be very intense, but likely only for a short time. This doesn't
include my feelings towards someone. I become apathetic quite often, I will feel more. I will post more a little late now that I will have more time.
a reply to: lovekills6
Then I will send everything I can your way, but those that include things such as death metal or black metal? I wish it wasn't over, but the thing is,
I get rather bored of emotions. So I may be emotionally invested in something, it will be very intense, but likely only for a short time. This doesn't
include my feelings towards someone. I become apathetic quite often, I will feel more. I will post more a little late now that I will have more time.
I love this band. They began black/death and moved into a much lighter style. This is the first song I've heard, and I love it musically and lyrically
and so when introducing this band I make sure to share this song first.
a reply to: lovekills6
Yes that is a good song, but I don't quite understand the "Let your L.E.D.S shine"? That's what I saw as the lyrics and I don't get it. Also yes, my
favorite band I think though there are so many others to choose from. This is a great song, the lyrics are amazing. I'll post the lyrics. It's much
heavier than those two, though it's about average.
Lyrics:
In the heat of the night
I went to forever walk
in the obscure eternity.
Through woods and thickets,
over mountains and through valleys.
I left my body this evening
and forever I will now live.
Curious I travelled through an unknown land,
like an angel that had recently learned to fly.
I left my fear with my body
and with the ravens I flew
on a road, of bleeding clouds, that never seemed to end.
As the road suddenly divided
I heard the ravens whisper:
"Please come, fly with us! Please come, fly with us!"
Confused and insecure I stopped for a while
and beheld the ravens disappear.
Then I heard a voice from the other road:
"This is the path to the golden land!
Come my friend, take my hand!"
But an uncontrolled voice deep in my soul
screamed out: "I'll go my own way!"
and straight ahead I flew, to continue my voyage
and my search of the land of eternity.
On the road I chose to go
I saw no other men..., 'cause it was my own imagined road
and I was alone to face its destination.
What I saw around me were things I love.
Things that I built with my heart, deep in myself.
The temples I passed were my temples
and the queen that welcomed me was my queen.
My voyage was ended, and surrounded by the most
beautiful flowers I stood beholding my kingdom
I would rule in all the future to come.
As the dawn of the morning swept through my dreamland
to adorn the leafs of the golden trees with dew
and to bring me eternal light, I thought:
"A life is only worth living for a king..."
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