Why do you feel chosen?

a reply to: redtic

I think the terminology in psychology is schizophrenic, or in another sense they call it by different names under the rules of society, wouldn't work if someone act with just instincts in a society. Average human baby replicates the closest living thing in its surroundings, and the easiest control form is fear, what differs humans from other humans is the way to act on common sense or spirituality.

a reply to: Tranceopticalinclined

until you start getting personally attacked..
Mainly and seemingly for saying the word LOVE too much on ATS.

or maybe it was talking about multiple time lines?

but I do love you guys. I can't help it.

And I feel better, so much better now, but I am sure this is not my last "battle." Wowzas..

Good thing I do not hear voices, lol.. Also good I have a crew.
I'm not backing off.

a reply to: KnightLight

You know there is easy ways to alter brain chemistry, or numb them. There's a thing called the pineal gland, when you know how to manipulate it in good or bad intention, you control pretty much everything.

a reply to: KnightLight

I've been personally attacked my whole life, funny part is, it was always the way I thought not the way I look, walked, learned or lived. I rarely talk about love and light other than in forum posts like these and chats of the more personal kind when I was younger.

It's not in a new agey way, it's in a way that a family member would love another, it's just acceptance and caring, without limit once so ever.

I love you all too, it's what helps us stay sane.

voices may tip the cup a bit too much, or require the need for a tinnitus solution.

Never back off, stay you, it's the best way, because you did it.

a reply to: KnightLight

My point being that feeling special or different (I'm an alien, I'm chosen, etc) is really just your brain's reaction and rationalization to something it doesn't understand. And btw, I *do* know that I know nothing - anyone who claims otherwise is lying.

Conscious link detect-accepted

Always seeking guidance and truth
FEAR is to be acknowledged and taken as caution, but not allowed to control you
The attachment to this... reality and its experiences has been for so long so it becomes reality
Only feeling for some and has for 1 at times
so the detachment or awakening process though acknowledged appears slowed but is more of a
hope all is well with those animals attempted to be brightened
appreciation is always in recognition for concern of health
habits... of the attachment
can and WILL be overcame
guidance is always welcome
transmitted-
NAMASTE*******

clarification
EGO not feel chosen

originally posted by: Temudjin

- Did you feel you always were different?
Yes i am more loving and honest than most.

- Did you feel you always could relate to animals better than humans?
No i don't like pets much I prefer humans.

- Did you feel what a human told you instead of hearing the words?
Yes I have empathy

- Does electric shortages happen nearby, lightbulbs, Tv , elevator opens?
Nothing unusual.

- Do you feel classical music?
Nope, i like music with words. The lyrics mean more to me than the instruments.

- Does maths, chemistry, physics and biology, come in pictures as a solution.?
Yes, but I have to consciously visualize the problem and I am not too good past 3 or 4 digits.

- Do you hear voices ?
I ask myself questions and I hear answers, but I wouldn't call them voices.

Most important question:

Do you feel alone?
I feel that most people don't understand me and I get lonely at times, but I never feel alone.

Why do I feel chosen?
I prayed to God for understanding and I follow his commands. This is why I feel chosen.

a reply to: redtic

The point is you have something called a "gut feeling" you wanna rationalise everything? In society you aren't paid to think, in society you act as an ant. You wander of you die. Your heart emits a electromagnetic pulse, in Sweden we call that comfort zone you do not pass, nature and water emits a frequency of 432Hz in Sweden we call it be one with nature and feel fresh. In Sweden we are placing mentally developed starting this year in special schools or actually we are fostering kids who are unique and different to be the leaders of tomorrow starting this year called school of higher learning. Most people like you will have problem to adjusting to the new world.

a reply to: Ophiuchus 13

You see another awakened, don't feel alone.

originally posted by: Temudjin
a reply to: KnightLight

You know there is easy ways to alter brain chemistry, or numb them. There's a thing called the pineal gland, when you know how to manipulate it in good or bad intention, you control pretty much everything.

A LONG time ago I did do such things..
I have been dealing since I was 4..

It's just I started running because the weirdness mixed with coming out of the Army, and the Kundalini thing..
discovered alcohol/sugar/sex to lower that spirit side..

Only recently getting back to it, but it's way weirder than last time.. Tinnitus is something I used to have a lot and used it to get out of my body.. I changed the pitch..

I'm just having to ease.. Back.. Finding more of my own demons than before.

I'm a lot more ballsy than I sound today.. It's just what happened lol.

@red tic..

No my friend (if I can call you that, I do mean it, if it's ok)

I do NOT feel special. It's part of this knowing thing.. You love everyone as yourself.. I really can't help that. It's quite humbling sometimes.

originally posted by: Temudjin
a reply to: ladyinwaiting

Someone who fits into society will tell them that it is anxiety, advice them into society as society works. You are part of society, the ones I'm reaching out to, has to fight everyday to adjust. Killing them slowly in the process, the ones im seeking feels what is wrong but can't put a finger on it. Once called Druids, shamans, witch doctors, witches One with nature, we are all one.

Oh lord almighty that sent chills down my spine, I wasn't going to reply to this thread but the higlighted part is what reallyyyy caught my attention..

a reply to: Temudjin

I felt this way in my early twenties, that was only about 5 years ago,

Then my immediate family basically just all disbanded all at once, and it was either I went with my parents to a small boring town, or I stayed here where I live.
Long story short, paying bills and surviving got in the way of me thinking I was 'special' of sorts. I have just now become financially stable, getting on the right path to a career, so who knows what my mentality will be like.

a reply to: Temudjin

1. I am the 7th daughter born to a 7th daughter. I am different.

2. I can communicate with most critters instinctively. They tend to find me.

3. I am a sensor, and I sense the energies of people both in person and far away.

4. Light bulb in my bathroom at work yesterday and the power in my living room tonight. Everything suddenly went out, just in the room I was in.

5. I recall all music after I've heard it for the first time. I feel all elements of the components individually and then collectively.

6. I do hear my mom say a few things from the other side, normally when she wants to make a point. This is quite rare.

7. I do not ever feel alone. I am surrounded by my critters, my hubby, my small circle of friends, and my music. I have not felt alone since my early teen years,

I know it's hard to let go of those who were with you,
apart of you from the start of you.

You wish they had a deeper view
you hope one day they see it as you!

But it was from the start you somehow felt apart
accepting and knowing is how you grew.

But dispatching is something new
knowing is how you cope accepting is just a joke.

When will the rope be broke
I guess when you see you want to be the person you know you see..

And if it helps I have been waiting for you,
it was you and me in the stars that unite so we can shine together as one light.

M

a reply to: j1x1n

We forgotten how to just feel

a reply to: Layaly

I will not be part of the journey I'm cursed to walk this earth until she is no more.

I think teenage angst and frustrations extend out further than they used to. Plenty of weirdo's in this world, in fact I think we're all weird, some just accept and express this more than others. The whole "thinking in pictures" I think is a phase with some people as well. At some point it seemed my dominant style of thought, but has evolved far beyond this.

I'm not special. just a regular guy. Normal.

I can make fart noises with my feet, but I don't think that counts.

a reply to: KnightLight

When a soldier you become what you truly are.