I smoke (cigs- Camels), I drink (beer and wine), I smoke reefer. I do all of these too much. I have been at this for......time immemorial. Since I was
a kid. I am 38 yrs old, can pass for late 20's. I don't have the energy I used to though, so I have cut down on all, bod just can't take it!
If you're going to do
anything you have got to moderate and balance. I saw a guy on Dr. Phil who was addicted to his metal detector! His wife
was going to leave him, he lost jobs over it! (This is one of those thingies that people scan the ground with, looking for coins and such).
I like to get a buzz, hey you need to at times! I LOVE to get high! While I do care about my health, I also am a Nihilist and would rather trade a few
years rotting away in an old folks home for some fun right now!
There is a philosophy, linked with the Dadaist Art Movement that goes something like: "A human exists for their own personal amusement". This is my
philosophy! One of the reasons I never had (and never will!) children is because it would cut into my party time! (I am CF for many reasons
though).
The hardest drugs I've had were: Cocaine (occasionally, I did not care for it-I don't like to be jittery, plus the hangover is awful), Ecstacy
(liked it, wouldn't do it now.....fear what I'd be getting......drain cleaner?), Morphine (And LOTS OF IT!!! (Was nearly killed in a car
accident-car was totaled and so was I!), and that's all, I guess. I pretty much stick to the "lite" stuff.........................
So not all of us
become raging addicts!!!! There is too much stigma on certain drugs, they are not all the same. A glass of beer is not the
same as a bottle of grain alcohol, ok? I think Marijuana should be legal and I belong to NORML (political action group). I am not ashamed of this,
people need to talk about it and be less biased. I am a grad student (MS candidate, Physics), I just had another IQ test, its 154. People would call
me a "yuppie" to look at me. I work hard and help others. Weed is no big deal. There are health issues of course, smoking will give you cancer.
Awareness of all angles is necessary.
I hated to see Ephedra go, because I discovered that it works
wonders for hayfever and is natural. A few people abused it, so nuts to us who
have hayfever. So now I am stuck with the Corporate Drugs. That is another thing I'd like to point out: All these Depression Pills and Sex Pills are
legal! I have known several people on these "Anti Depressants" and in my opinion, they are
DANGEROUS GARBAGE! Don't get me wrong, I'm sure
there are a MINUTE PERCENTAGE of people who truly have "chemical imbalances", but these are far too overprescribed and some have really scary side
effects: Wellbutrin can give you seizures! I am reasonably familiar with these things because I used to date a guy who was on them. And they made him
nuts!!!!
Worse then his usual crappy self. He eventually began stalking me. He was literally addicted to this stuff, was the 'drugstore cowboy' and was on
all kind of corollary pills as well-Valium, Vicodin, etc. I knew he had been on Anti Depressants for years----did no good. I have known other similar
cases. I avoid these people like the plague now.
Andrea Yates drowned her kids while on Anti Depressants. Marilyn Lemak (of my birthplace, Naperville (Yuppieland!) USA, did likewise. I've never
heard of someone smoking a joint and killing their kids........................................
Well, thats my 2 cents. The cigarettes have got to go, for sure.......I know I am not addicted to reefer or beer by how I feel about cigs------ I
jones for cigs in the worst way!, I am truly
addicted to these things, I must quit!
Anything else (booze, weed, coffee, Pepsi, money, sex, self esteem) I have lived without in the
past -and it was no big deal. Cigs-I can understand why prisoners stab each other in the Yard over them!
For those who like to up end the bottle you might want to check out the
Modern Drunkard website
moderndrunkardmagazine.com...
Lots of crazy stuff here and the chat boards are a sight to behold!
Niki
PS: In the above mentioned car accident, I was stone cold sober. I never drink and drive! And neither should YOU! Get drunk at home----its cheaper!
Call a cab, they need your business!
[edit on 22-1-2005 by Niki]