The Legend of Zelda Conspiracy

Originally posted by Argyll
reply to post by pgobbs2277

 

This, posting this, was part of my recovery process, one of the final steps. And I was and still am feeling well about it.

So you admit that you are a "recovering" troublesome stalker?

I've read all your posts here and all your comments on youtube, and you my friend are a classic stalker, all stalkers will blame everyone but themselves for their behaviour, and I notice that on the youtube channel you have taken to blaming the members of ATS for your current postings there

while I agree with Argyll, I think that branding someone as a stalker is very much damning. Everyone makes mistakes, keep that in mind, I think I speak for most of us when I say we are hoping you come right and dont cause any more trouble for yourself or this girl.

Admitting you are wrong is the first step to liberating yourself. acknowledge your mistakes amd shortcomings and you will overcome them. obsession is very unhealthy and unless it wasnt obvious by the reactions you are getting , unattractive in the extreme. repulsive even.

dont take it personally but you need to do some soul searching and find yourself before you lose it and make life extremely difficult for yourself. you are only hurting yourself, she cannot help that she didnt feel the same. often girls will try to like you but when they dont anymore it shouldn be made into a big deal. they usually come around cos they like "how can he be so cool about me not wanting him? am i not good enough?" but thats only if you havent told them you love them, and its not an exact science.

unfortunately for you, its gone past that point.cut your losses! would love to hear about some of the other girls you are meeting!

reply to post by Equinox13

while I agree with Argyll, I think that branding someone as a stalker is very much damning

It's not my intention to "damn" anyone.....I'm just calling a spade a spade.

The OP'er has exhibited all the classic hallmarks of a stalker, he says he isn't one.....but then all stalkers will deny that they are stalkers, they make connections in their own minds that aren't really there to justify their actions.

I genuinely wish the OP'er all the best and reading between the lines I think he knows what he has done isn't right and he's trying to move on......but I also think that posting his story here on ATS and the fall out it may or may not have caused was maybe not his best move.

Originally posted by BrandonD
I believe what you are saying.

However, this girl you are obsessed over doesn't have anything to do with all these coincidental events, what is happening to you is that you are being psychologically influenced by disembodied entities.

The reason she's freaking out on you is that she genuinely doesn't know what you're talking about.

These entities are speaking into your head and you are interpreting these words as your own thoughts. You think that you are noticing these secret things in these songs and TV shows, but all these things are actually being deliberately pointed out to you and you are being deceived into believing that they are your own thoughts.

edit on 21-2-2013 by BrandonD because: (no reason given)

This. People don't realize the negative forces that can get attached to them and affect them in different ways. There is so much we don't see and understand in the full spectrum of our universe and how our emotions come into play.

This guy talks about it at length in this video, how satanists and the elite believe entities are able to manipulate your thoughts and emotions.

That took me a long time to read, small text anyways there is a method to everyone's madness seems like a hell of a life to live in, could be you, could be fate I don't know you never really know how it feels till it's your problem I guess. But it's something new very obsessive I have to say. What say you actually did work thing out with this girl and you end up with her? Would those connections still mean something or would there be new connections according to you. But that's a great eye for coincidences imagine all the things we miss daily that could be similar to our life's. everything has a LINK ( yes I know terrible joke haha but it fits the context I just had to -.-)

reply to post by pgobbs2277

and you say I haven't behaved in an appropriate manner!

Remember, I have to be at the receiving end of all those childish remarks, and it builds up. So I really do sincerely apologize if it's coming back out. But I'm only a person, and I build up what goes in and have to release it. Thanks for listening, though and being sincere with me. I DO care what you have to say, and I AM listening. It's just I think it escapes you and a few others on here that I AM A VERY RATIONAL person like yourself but the difference is, is that I've been DOING this for THREE YEARS.. I have come to MANY of these same conclusions you guys have, in fact... ALL of them. not to be arrogant. But you would have done the same!!!

I wasn't referring to your behavior on ATS.

I was actually referring to the fact that you were arrested and spent time in jail for your behavior.

Without you explaining and going into more detail of those circumstances it's hard for me to understand. I know you blame her mother for why you were arrested but for whatever reason you decided not to fight the charges and to plea deal.

If you are willing to discuss that in more detail maybe it would explain things better. The lack of details surrounding why you were arrested is confusing to me. I usually think the courts don't try to prosecute minor offenses. I sounds like you were charged with a serious violation.

Without wishing to go in too hard on the OP, I feel as if I need to see a counsellor after reading this. I've seen the inside of what I believe to be a VERY troubled mind.

I'm all for light hearted ribbing, but it just doesn't seem appropriate here.

reply to post by Darkphoenix77


Consider this time good luck, hey man I try I try.

You need psychological help, seriously.

OP, you're reading to much into this, and it's not healthy. Coincidences and such happen everyday to everyone, but there's no ulterior motive to them.

For instance, once I was carpooling to work, and the fuzz pulled the car over for bald tyres. I was sitting in the back with a workmate, and two policeman approached our respective windows, and asked us for our date of birth.

And in sync, we revealed our birth dates.

We were both born on the same day, in the same year, and yet we were in the same car, and we muttered our B'days at the same time. True story.

While that was neat, that's all it was.

What I think you need is a physical, tangible friend that you can speak to, rather than the virtual world of webcams and so forth. And shrinks aren't always the answer, hell my old shrink told me to donate my brain to science.

I wish you all the best, and don't get sucked into the halo conspiracy.

Okay dude. I really wanted to read this. And I read, page after page, until I could not stand a single word more, and it just takes no end whatsoever without saying anything. I can only imagine what your letters must have been like and why you never got a reply.

I think I have a brainbug now. Worst post in 2013 so far.

reply to post by pgobbs2277


Wow. I wish I could get back the 15 minutes I just wasted by reading such insanity. My eyes hurt and I got a headache now. Not the your fault though, It was my choice to do so.

I am not trying to be cruel to you my friend, but what I just got done reading could very well be interpreted as the ramblings of a madman. Can I ask you something, are you tweaking out any drugs? Is this some kind of a joke?

I think you need to get some help. Your state of mind is not healthy, and your behavior is not normal. Her Mother had every right to call the authorities. She was probably terrified by the fact that some creep was stalking her Daughter, and rightly so.

Again, I am not trying to hurt your feelings, I am trying to help you. You really need to get a grip on yourself before you come completely unhinged. I am sure some bleeding heart, do gooder will come in and tell yuh different, but don't listen to them.

You can be sure that what you have posted here is nothing short of a glimpse into a world of complete and utter madness. Get yourself some help, I am sure that you're a good person and it may only be that you need medication in order to return your mind to reality. Best wishes. ~$heopleNation

There's a small amount of my life I won't get back as they say..

I read pretty much all of it until I had confirmed my theory and then stopped, I came to the conclusion that this is one large story in the fictional sense pieced together with any thing to either make it feel real to you or just to fill space.

The references were all over the place with rather random reasons they were chosen lets say like the Contact reference, the girl points to the map re Pensecola FL not for no reason but because she had just made contact to an AM radio person from there and Daddy asks her to point it out on the map.

Also, the writing style, most folk have a set style, some write in blocks of text, some in bits and pieces and some in proper paragraphs and stick to it but yours was a mix, it was like it was done to look odd and that's the impression I get from the whole post, that it was MADE to look odd, made to sound weird. Weed was mentioned as something you would like to grow and then suddenly the girl her self loved weed, its all too simple in a weird way, no matter how she never seems to like you that much there's always a link to her.

It all sounds like a David Lynch wannabe idea and as such I'm crying fraud on this..

If I'm wrong then you really do need to see someone and get rid of the drugs old man, they appear to be BLEEPING you up..

But, I'm pretty sure this is just an ATS special...

reply to post by pgobbs2277


You simply scratched the surface.. wait till you discover the mushroom kingdom

Originally posted by zonetripper2065
reply to post by Darkphoenix77

 

Consider this time good luck, hey man I try I try.

It's all good...you are forgiven my friend

To lighten the mood, and so my post is not so short and still somewhat on topic, this is for all the people that came here actually expecting something to do with zelda......

To be honest, I only made it half way through your post, and for that, I apologize. What you've written is a classic case of infatuation and it would seem that you are what's called a hopeless romantic. . .and that's great. What yu have shown, however, is that you have great heart, and it should be nurtured.

At some point, the warrior's toughest battle is with those he loves, including himself.

I hope everything works out for the best for you. . .your writing reminds me of my younger self.

Dude, actually I had a similar (kinda) experience to this. I didn't take it as far as you did, though, and I stopped it before I could really piss her off or let it take over my life or anything. And mine was only on FB and Myspace, and it was a girl I had actually met and half-dated.

Pretty much, I worked with her for like a year. She had a husband, but she flirted with me a lot. I was young, maybe 20 or 21, so I didn't know how to really handle it. But pretty much in the end, I'm pretty sure all she wanted was sex. In my mind, I thought she was "in love" with me, and I kept trying to convince her to leave her husband and #. So yeah, it progressed from that, to creepily stalking her FB/Myspace, thinking every post she made was about me. After we got laid off from the place we worked, she helped me get a new job at the new place she worked. At the new job, she flirted with some other guy and I got all depressed.

Long story short, during all that time, I guess the evolution of my behavior was so gradual that I never really noticed how creepy I had become. But eventually I ended up realizing how f'ed up I was acting. And after that 2nd job laid us off, I just kinda..dropped it. Just like your story, at first, she reciprocated the flirtation, etc. But after the creepiness started, she lost interest.

Please just make sure after this situation of yours is out of your head that you don't become involved with anything like it again. I've learned from my little episode, and I'm sure you can too.

Also, drugs/alcohol enhance this type of behavior, at least they did for me. Maybe take a break from those for a while.

Peace, good luck man.

EDIT: Also, I kinda researched it for myself back when it was going on, and the best I could come up with was:

Erotomania
A delusion in which a person (typically a woman) believes that another person (typically of higher social status) is in love with them.

Hope this helps.

oh my god what an uncomfortable read

anybody else think the police should see this before he goes and shoots up a populated area?

My condolences on the loss of your brother and the effect that had on you, but I hope you can get the help you need. Your entire dissertation is clearly the delusional rantings of a paranoid person desperately in need of counseling and quite possibly some meds to counter any chemical imbalance that I'm afraid exists.

Jog on

Sigh, I saw you comment in another thread (think it was the one about animated avatars) and you stated you were striving to meet your first 20 posts so that you could start this very thread.

And I was intrigued. The legend of Zelda on the old 16-bit nintendo was and still is one of my all-time favourite games. I was looking forward to this thread and clicked the link immediately when I saw it.

Kinda disappointed, I hoped for something more mysterious, you dwell too much on certain things, sorry, bro - I couldn't finish it. But it seems like you ought to lay off the live cam chat thing and maybe off the net for a bit. Ground yourself a little, it's good to get back to basics now and then, you know?

It's not the women you meet that are messing with your mind, it's you. It's how you're looking at situations and thinking about them. It's the trying to read between often non-existant lines and the relentless conversations you have with yourself that mess with your mind...you mess with your mind.

Go out, drink, socialise, come on ATS every once in a while and share ideas and learn from the people here.

Just to add...playing the the legend of Zelda might help ground you a little, but not if you play it for 2 days straight like I did when I was a lad - still, great days! I like to get away from the net and computers in general for a couple of days every so often, spend more time playing my guitar, get some exercise, go for a run, visit friends or family, take walks, play football...take some time out to just be about as close to normal as I can every now and then.

As let down as I was, welcome to ATS and hope to read more contributions from you in future.