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When you were mine

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posted on Dec, 26 2012 @ 05:05 AM
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Really now OP, its "have I been banned before" not "did I have been banned before' If you continue on like this your going to make me look like a good writer and speller, and I for one can not have that. But to answer those... ?
Oh sorry for the question and my misunderstanding,,I don't really know about this banning Game.

I guess that I better should ask...did you have ban before?

....or better said are you afraid that I will be banned?

And if I am wrong I appologize...probably it was the confusion of something that I do not understand like the banning game.
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Your a bit to addicted to your own melodrama, mellowly so, and so such a mellow song
I am addicted to Life and Emotion and Love and Care and .....many other diamonds that I cannot keep for me ,what I can do with them just sterring all day to so many gems and gold and....other things.



posted on Sep, 24 2013 @ 06:45 AM
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"When you were mine"




posted on Sep, 26 2013 @ 12:36 PM
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For your romantic heart Pi



Do you know what happens to martyrs Pi? Those who put others' happiness in front of their own? They get left behind.

Try to loosen up a little and laugh. Love doesn't have to be somber affair.






posted on Sep, 26 2013 @ 02:23 PM
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For your romantic heart Pi
Thank you TD,now go home TD,and start everything all over again....



posted on Sep, 27 2013 @ 08:35 AM
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Doubtful.

Changes cannot be undone and the old ways are dead.

Especially when you love change as much as I do.




posted on Oct, 2 2013 @ 09:48 AM
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Changes cannot be undone and the old ways are dead.

Especially when you love change as much as I do.
If change is loving us.

But the key to happiness it is to live life in Truth,a life without lie even if those around you are living in lie.

Then and only then you will feel true love and happiness.

We all have the duty to make repair to life as life it is one true truth lived just once on Earth.



posted on Oct, 3 2013 @ 03:33 PM
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Especially when you love change as much as I do.


If change is loving us.


Yes.


But the key to happiness it is to live life in Truth,a life without lie even if those around you are living in lie.


Then happiness is hard won. I'm sure you know as well as I do how hard that is. This is a pretty messy world and the more you live, the dirtier your hands are going to get. It takes time to wash them clean and have people realize the changes you may be going through,to where they don't get hurt because of those changes. Sometimes living in pure truth all the time can hurt other people Pi.


We all have the duty to make repair to life as life it is one true truth lived just once on Earth.


This is where we differ in opinion. In this body maybe, but we have more than one go round here to get it right. You must believe that making repair to your life as you go is it's own reward? And there's nothing after? I see things differently. It takes more than a single lifetime to realize the truths of this world. The only one who came close to doing that was Jesus Christ, and even HE was reborn.

Think about it.
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posted on Oct, 6 2013 @ 04:09 AM
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Pi,

Not all of us choose to live our lives in a song. We do not have that luxury. We are busy out here living and laboring for our lives. It makes me sad for you to think that you choose to hide behind songs and music.

I liken this to people who live movie and television lives. I know this about some people because when I ask them a question which requires deep thought..they try to explain it through a movie or television program they have watched.
Do you know people like this..living second hand lives by some medium they dont even control..but controls them???

It becomes obvious that these people have no real life or thoughts of their own. Their emotions are not even their own.
They live television and movie lives..television and movie thoughts...television and movie emotions. These are not even their own thought lives and emotions..but someones elses transplanted into them by some other medium...and they dont seem to even realize it or what they are tellling or telegraphing to those who can see inside them..as if they were au natural.

What is also very disturbing to me is the realization that these people are also Voters!! Are you getting the point yet Pi ???

Dont get me wrong here...I too like music. I like on occasion some Fleetwood Mac.. and on the other end some Antonio Vivaldi..partiularly his Four Seasons...but I dont live my life through this medium..nor movies and television ..though I watch movies and television on occasion. I simply know the difference.

It saddens me to think that you have little capability but to express yourself by the medium of music. And I dont think you are alone in this.
I choose to live my life..but not second hand through music and other second hand mediums. I can express ideas and concepts outside of these mediums.


No problem with me..it is your life and you are responsible for it.

Just remember that some of us think differently ..about a great many things.

Hope this helps or even clarifies some things. I think this is to what lunchmanstan and some others were alluding on page 1 of this thread but seemed unable to get the point across.

Orangetom
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posted on Oct, 6 2013 @ 04:50 AM
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Then happiness is hard won. I'm sure you know as well as I do how hard that is. This is a pretty messy world and the more you live, the dirtier your hands are going to get. It takes time to wash them clean and have people realize the changes you may be going through,to where they don't get hurt because of those changes. Sometimes living in pure truth all the time can hurt other people Pi.

The world might be messy,but we can make it white,if you know how to live in pure white,which is an art.
My hands are clean,as my soul it is pure,therefore truth can only heal when it comes from a pure heart.
Others can be hurt only if they do not accept the truth as the only healing medicine on Earth.





This is where we differ in opinion. In this body maybe, but we have more than one go round here to get it right. You must believe that making repair to your life as you go is it's own reward? And there's nothing after? I see things differently. It takes more than a single lifetime to realize the truths of this world. The only one who came close to doing that was Jesus Christ, and even HE was reborn.
The greatest Truth can be found in the most simple facts of life,if you have the eyes to see it,in the darkness of the deepest corners of the world.

It takes only one life time to live in purity,and it is never to late to do so,but for this you have to feel Heaven and to live in Paradise here on Earth.



posted on Oct, 6 2013 @ 04:58 AM
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Sorry but I don't watch television for years,and I am not very fond of movies because I didn't also watch one for years now.

But I do like music indeed which I think it is not a crime,to feel music as music can be a way to communicate with other people,because music it is born from feelings.

Second hand lives are those lives lived in speed without giving depth and true value to life.

Only Angels can have the luxury to feel in a certain way,not accessible for you mortals,to touch with their wings ,life on Earth.


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posted on Oct, 6 2013 @ 05:26 AM
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piequal3because14
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Sorry but I don't watch television for years,and I am not very fond of movies because I didn't also watch one for years now.

But I do like music indeed which I think it is not a crime,to feel music as music can be a way to communicate with other people,because music it is born from feelings.

Second hand lives are those lives lived in speed without giving depth and true value to life.

Only Angels can have the luxury to feel in a certain way,not accessible for you mortals,to touch with their wings ,life on Earth.


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No problem Pi,

No listening to music is not a crime...that is indeed true. Music can indeed communicate. But I do not live my life to the music. It takes much much more. You still have to function when the music stops. And that is my point.

Keep doing what you are doing. Just dont ever come back to reality without music. You are going to be in trouble..and fast.

One of my favorite things to do on the graveyard shift is to go to the river and listen to the silence and flow of the river as the tide goes in and out..the fish feeding and splashing. I am a night creature. Nature at her finest. Call it music if you like.

But I also know what a cold, dangerous,and feral place it is out there if you fall in this river. Even the most beautiful rose has thorns. You can take that anyway you like.

I love to go out into the country ..in the deep woods and sit..find myself a comfortable place and cover myself with leaves. It takes some time to become accustomed to the silence after living in a big city..but the silence and sounds, tempo of the woods can be music. Nature at her finest. But it can also be a cold, dangerous, and feral place if you are not prepared and don't correctly read the music. I dont go out there unless I am armed. I dont want to harm anything ..just enjoy the quiet and sounds of the woods. The music of nature if you like. But nature herself can be a very hard taskmaster.


Second hand lives are those lives lived in speed without giving depth and true value to life.


You have to survive first in order to give true value to life. You cannot survive by dreaming ...sooner or later you have to commit...or get someone else to commit to your security/safety blanket.

You must be very young at heart. No problem..bon appetit.



Keep dreaming..Pi..dont ever wake up.

Orangetom



posted on Oct, 6 2013 @ 06:10 AM
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No listening to music is not a crime...that is indeed true. Music can indeed communicate. But I do not live my life to the music. It takes much much more. You still have to function when the music stops. And that is my point.
After the music have stopped,I still function ,because my life is a Music and my heart sings her melody.



Keep doing what you are doing. Just dont ever come back to reality without music. You are going to be in trouble..and fast.


I the darkness of humanity I am the reality of the light.



But nature herself can be a very hard taskmaster.

The Nature can listen to you, if you are her master,as I am,and Nature is listening to my orders,because I can make Nature happy through my nature.





You have to survive first in order to give true value to life. You cannot survive by dreaming ...sooner or later you have to commit...or get someone else to commit to your security/safety blanket.
Certainly that it is true,but it depends at what level you want to give value to life.

You cannot feel safe just with a blanket ,it takes more than that,and that it is a shield made of light,which I have.




You must be very young at heart. No problem..bon appetit.



Keep dreaming..Pi..dont ever wake up.

I am billion of years old,and I will keep dreaming in Paradise and Light,surrounded by this darkness of the world today,but I might release the light that I have in me and around me .to light the World.


Oh.and...one more thing,I have only one active account here on ATS,I certainly will not be smarter if posting from multiple accounts as many think they are,because the forest has become thin these days,and you can see inside of it.

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posted on Oct, 7 2013 @ 07:29 PM
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Keep dreaming..Pi..dont ever wake up.

Thinking better ,I will give you the proper answer,about dreaming,ofcourse if you want to know the truth.

See this painting I have done lately?



It's called ,"Winter".

It has a secret message and a close event to happen in it,I mean in the real world at global scale.

See the red part of the sky?

That is the close event which will happen and which will took the Devil's power,forever.

That event will happen because I have represented in that painting as my will,at a globall scale,as the will of God.

If,I wouldn't have done that painting .the event certainly will never take place,or if that painting will be destroyed before the event will take place.

But the event will take place because the painting it is indestructible.

So.,you keep on dreaming because you do not dream not even in your wildest dreams the truth of my words.


Oh and one more thing,I have read lately these words,that they cannot hear over their freedom.

What a bad joke,freedom it is a lost word for them,forever because freedom no longer exist in that place.

As harder they will try to keep their privileges at any cost the faster and painful they will loose them along with....the bad joke.

It was good that I didn't trust you in the first place ,because I knew who you are and your intentions.

But it is good to make devi'ls game in order to defeat him,and he will never notice that.

piequal3because14



posted on Oct, 21 2013 @ 11:48 AM
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FissionSurplus
Aw, that was bitter-sweet.

Younger people tend to be more morose and sad about breakups. Older people put these things in perspective (at least, they should....what good is life experience if you're not using it?).

All romantic relationships, except the one you're currently in, is an "ex" relationship. Some are easier to get over than others.

But eventually, get over them we must. Life's too short to live in the past.

A melancholy post, but rather poetic. S & F from me to you.



I broke up with my ex-gf/ex-fiance' last year - and the hurt and pain is still there because it was such a bitter breakup - and she now doesn't want to have anything to do with me even though I never did anything to her to cause her to be this way towards me.

Last week, I found out that she was dating again - and it gutted me like being sliced open with a butcher knife and all the hurt and pain came flooding back. Reminds me of the first line of Don Henley's song, "Heart Of The Matter":

"I got the call today that I didn't wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
And old true friend of ours was talking on the phone
She said you'd found someone...."

When I saw him sing that on the Eagles 1995 "Hell Freezes Over" DVD the first time, I cried like a baby...and over a year later after the breakup of our relationship in 2012, I still cry....I miss her so much....


I'm disabled...have been since birth...but have always wanted that one special person to call my own but...I feel like, at 37, that the thought of that happening to me - a dream come true - is slowly fading into darkness...and I don't feel like there's a single thing I can do to stop it...losing my ex's friendship nearly killed me...the breakup spun me into a very deep depression which I'm still dealing with. I've always wound up getting the "short end of the stick" in relationships and I hate winding up loving someone so much then having to let them go only to have them turn around and treat you like trash - like I never existed! And the weird thing about all of this is that she felt like she was supposed to be with me until the end - whatever that amounted to - and she told me one time, "If something were to happen to you, I want to be there to hold your hand as you leave this world"...(I didn't get all of that wrote out without a tear slipping down my cheek) - yet, I feel like she lied to me and used me.

She had a younger brother who, at four years old, passed away (his name was Gary and he had Cerebral Palsy, like myself) and she told me in the beginning of the friendship/relationship that she felt a closeness to me because of that....and I very much miss that closeness and want it back...


Sorry.....it's just been a very bad time for me the last year. Four friends of mine passed away within weeks of each other and I lost my Uncle (my Mom's brother) to prostate cancer this year in April. From April to May, it was Hell on Earth for me with so many losses....

I'll shut up...sorry....


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posted on Oct, 21 2013 @ 12:32 PM
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Sorry.....it's just been a very bad time for me the last year. Four friends of mine passed away within weeks of each other and I lost my Uncle (my Mom's brother) to prostate cancer this year in April. From April to May, it was Hell on Earth for me with so many losses....

I'll shut up...sorry....

I can assure you that there are one millions of reasons in life to live for,and sooner or later there will be a sun shining for all those who wrongly believe that they are alone.

The only thing that it is important it as to resist the boiling point,the point where a person can take a hit from life(from those very close to us whom we have trusted and have decieved us).

Because after that point have been passed,everything will be okay.

The secret is to resist to all the bad thoughts that you may have about what others have done to you in a wrong way.

I guess you should see how hard they are trying to hurt me,but it's okay ,because in the end justice will be done.


Each fact of life is paid sooner or later,good or bad,in one way or the other.

Important is to trust Life,and life will reward you.



posted on Oct, 21 2013 @ 02:12 PM
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Ill bite

when you were mine
just for a little time
stars were in line
taste ocean brine
on yr lips
was just fine
all i needed
wanted or hoped to find
the waters deep
past in my mind
not possible to drown
when you were mine



posted on Oct, 21 2013 @ 02:37 PM
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sikko45
Ill bite

when you were mine
just for a little time
stars were in line
taste ocean brine
on yr lips
was just fine
all i needed
wanted or hoped to find
the waters deep
past in my mind
not possible to drown
when you were mine
That was certainly beautiful,you have talent.



posted on Oct, 21 2013 @ 02:42 PM
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Thank You. in reality what i have is a broken heart. a mistranslation is often 'talent'. thank You again tho for the compliment.
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posted on Oct, 21 2013 @ 02:47 PM
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sikko45
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Thank You. in reality what i have is a broken heart. a mistranslation is often 'talent'. thank You again tho for the compliment.
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From the blues of the broken hearts comes the most beautiful rays of light in the most beautiful colors ever seen.



posted on Oct, 21 2013 @ 03:10 PM
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buisness......gotta give props to my little chico Pit Bull for the inspiration in the line 'for a little time'. not tryin to endorse anything..credit where its due.



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