Hi
Im new here and english is not my native language so sorry some errors andvance. Know this theard is old but this is closest i found to relate my
experience.
This thing is happened to me few times over the years and dont even remembering those but now it happend again last night and im so freaked out that i
had to Google this and find something.
So, last night i was on my bed (bed is placed a way that only access is one side) just trying to sleep, backside. Not long i felt and heard like
someone sat next to me and of course i open my eyes and nothing. After that i turn to my right side, face to side that i come to bed and felt and
heard that presure. Just like 10s after that i feel it again but like something sat and then get lying next to me. I was so terrified that i cant even
put that in words, shacking and heart pumping like crazy. I didint even dare to open my eyes, just trying to thing something else but also same time i
feel like you know someone is stare at you like 20cm away 😳 fear was totaly paralyzed me. Almost same time i feel my pillow is pressed front my
face, i dont know, like "it" wanted to expose my face more from pillow or something? Must admit that at this point i was going to break crying. Pillow
pressing stopped and i dont know did it notice my state cause i starting to feel my head like small hand ( i have thick hair so hard to say more)
comforting me. Short after "it" started comforting me i felt such a feeling that closest thing i can get in my mind is time when i was knee surgery
and pumpend meds in at surgery room, relaxed and mild euphoric. Not long when i was relaxed felt that bed side pumped up again and i thought "it"
left.
Think you all know how well i slept after that.. Went few hours i even dare to go wc. But at the end i got some sleep and now, at day, i dont have any
theory what that was about. I think this is 4th time "this kind" of thing happened to me and last time was so many years ago that i was almost forgot
these Incidents. Wondering that sleep paralysis but i was not even that tired when i went to sleep and this episode started very soon after i entered
to bed. And over all this was scariest of them all. Short, first experience was same kind as this but long time ago when i live with my parents and i
was drunk so then i think is was just drunk crazynes but now im not so sure. I've been thinking this all day and first time ever i told about these
things to anyone and called my sister, she told that when she was teenager and we live our parents house she had same kind of experience; she woke up
middle of the night when something blow air to her ear and when woken hear whisper. She dosent remember what that whisper said.
So, i dont belive any paranormal and such a things etc. As a sane normal person i see somekind of logic on these experiences and that frightens me,
these are not some random object falling by itself. My sisters case etc: if i wanted gently and not scary way wake someone up, blowing air to target
ear would be optimal, maybe not so effect but do a job if you are not in hurry.
Skeptical, otherhand i know that mind and senses can trick you, but how this can be same way almost anytime? And one time it wasnt night etc.
Long and messy text but i had to open some where. Thanks for reading, opinions and info/solutions? are more than welcome.
edit on 18-12-2019
by Rolle86 because: Forgot skeptical part to fullfill my thoughts