reply to post by expelliamousse
just read your answer and i am glad that you "felt" bashar.
ok i ll try to answer without thinking to much even if there will be many mistakes as i will try to answer it more in my language to make it more easy
for me...
So! How did bashars concept change my life: before i stumpled upon bashar i was in a really long search. I tried several techniques of meditation and
had a lot of contact to buddhistic teachings. At the end i was really interested in mystic teachings from all over the world...Zen was a field which i
also was very interested in.
I met some enlightened beings and read some books of them (like Eckhart Tolle, nisargadatta, wei wu wei, mooji, ramana maharshi, karl renz etc etc). I
could see the truth in all that teachings but still ich felt depressed because my mind "would not become quit"...it was always talking and really
choatic in its approach to understand its frustration and its search for a bigger understanding.
So there was still a deep depression because the enlightenment which was teached in which i believed to be a state of my essence was not really
approchable for me. I wanted to "EAT the chocolate instead of just BEING it".
At the beginning when i stumpled upon bashar i was really sceptical. His whole way of talking was loud and "american" in a way...but still i was
really interested in how "the seeming actor darryl" would lie ...at the beginning i would just want to find out how someone can trick so many people
for over 25 years...so i listened to him and tired to focus on "breaches" (dont know how to call that in english: like something which shows that he
is not in the "flow of truth" but in the "remembering of a lie).. To explain :there is one thing which i could see about people who lie which all
have in common..they can trick people for a few minutes and act like they would not have to memorise what they say but then you see that the way they
try to "construct the lie" is obvious by their way of tallking and processing the thoughts.. But Darryl did not do that...i was listening for hours
and hours..and could not see one moment where he went out of the flow...where he memorised or became "unsecure"... This itself was a skill of a
genius for me. So i began to listen to him in a way like: "what could he answer to this question..what could he answer to that questioN" etc...and
every answer was "pure" in a way.. My intuition never doubted an answer of him. This was new to me. I am a really sceptical guy and my intuition
normally is not satisfied easily because i always feel that "humans" only have a limited perspective and tend to generalize things that are only
valid in their own reality.
I did not have this feeling with bashar...so i listened to him for hours and hours..i guess now its really so much i can not even count.
How did my life change: my depression is gone. In a way i accepted my responsibilty for my own thoughts. I am more open to "other realities"..even
to realities of people who back in the days i called "sick" or" pathologic"...
I am really aware now of the possibilites the universe has...but the most profound change is: my trust in reality came back!
I could explain that much more deep in german but i guess its enough for you to understand that i really trust this guy. And i never..never had a
teacher...i would call bashar my Teacher! And everyone who knows me, know that i never experienced such a trust in a "knowledge of someone else".
I am glad that people like you exist! And i am positive that more people will feel bashar.
greetings.