reply to post by Darkblade71
TextText Purple Pfft! You're using Zac Bagans as proof? Ok, the dude is suppose to be related to my bloodline
somehow, maybe that is why we ALL seem to have a link to my late family's being drawn into the Paranormal. But c'mon! After so much time spent in
Paranormal Activities, do you not think that they would have found a way to get better EVP machines by now? Really. I DO have an EVP of my Late
Mother on my comp but I don't know how to upload on here anymore. I was so distraught after losing her but I've not yet cried, I mean the heart
wrenching wail that I only feel, for if I began, I don't believe I'll be able to stop. What I'm about to say is ONLY the most recent in my life.
I'm a just 49 yr old f.
My Mom was sent to a Hospital about 120 K's from her & Dad's home. We were lead to believe she was going to get better, her immune system came up,
she was asking," Is my Baby here yet? " " Where's my Baby?" "Isn't she coming to see me?" She'd been asking for a day and some. She was
only there 3 days. I kept phoning but the would just say she was showing improvement, that her immune system, though rising, would fail if I went to
see her with such a bad case of Pneumonia, that THAT would probably kill her, to wait till her immune system improved to at least a 3--5. I should
have trusted my instincts & just have gone anyway though a 4 hr trip. My Dad, Eldest Daughter, & 2 Aunties were there. NOBODY told me she was asking
for me. NO ONE. I'd have flown if I knew.
She died. 67 yrs old. October 14th 2012. Thinking I didn't want to go to her
I had been asleep on my futon in sofa position. My comp sitting on my Ouija Board Table same as now. The Pneumonia was breaking & it was the best 1
hour period of sleep I'd had in awhile. I awoke to my comp & table jumping around angrily. I sat up,held it, looked at the clock which showed 336
am. I knew. my eldest Daughter only sent me a text at 340 am saying," She's gone. Left at 335 am."
I was having trouble sleeping anymore with my 84 year old Father in the Hospital. One night, caught on my built in web cam, I was beginning to cry.
I felt so helpless. I felt my Mom's soft WARM hands rub my back like she did when I was young. I heard her speak softly but clearly, she said, "
It's ok my Baby, sleep. You need to sleep to get better. Sleep my poor Baby...." It's clearly heard on my comp. It may take me awhile, but
I'll get them up. For there is more.
Then February 11th, at 812 pm, I got very suddenly cold. I felt like I was stroking out. My cousin looked at me and said," Breath." The feeling
was gone after a few minutes and I said, " My Dad!" As my cousin was saying not to be foolish, that I'd just been through a lot. Phone rang at
845 pm. It was my Dad's main Nurse. She said, " I would have called sooner but shift just changed and I had to get the Doctor first. Your Dad is
gone. He left at 815 pm. His Doctor confirmed he had a stroke. He was gone fast so we believe he didn't suffer. " I just dropped the phone,
looked at my cousin and said," So I was F-ING being foolish huh? " I can tell when it is my Mom or Dad beside me at times. She feels warm and
serene. Like when I was a child. My Dad feels the coldest of them all and as though he is agitated over something yet still gives one of my
shoulders a comforting squeeze.
My maternal Grand-Mother passed December 13th 2008. I got a call from my Mom, before she could say anything, I said, " Grandma B. is gone right? "
My Mom asked how I knew. I said, " Because she's here crying big fat tears because she can't find Grandpa B. of Step Grandpa Willis. " My Mom
said," She did something bad to me when I was 16, no one knew except her & I, ask her." I did. I said to my Mom, " She said that in 1962, 4-H had
a contest. You got a little Lamb. You called him Lambykins. She said a bunch of people came for Thank's Giving so she sent you to town with
Grandpa so she could butcher your grain fed prize lamb to feed everyone." My Mom said, " No wonder she can't find anyone. She's still lying
about what she did to Lambykins and why. Tell her she's dead so she can tell the truth now." I said I thought she knew she was dead but would
mention all that anyway. I did. I told my Mom, " She said that Lambykins was worth a lot of money and she sold him to Mr. R. so she could go see
her boyfriend who was 30 years younger than her and is asking your forgiveness. " My Mom said, " Huh! I guess she must be there. I kept that
secret for her and another that almost destroyed my marriage, ask her about that!" I did. I told my Mom," She said she was seeing another younger
man, Steve or something, he was married like her. She almost got caught by Grandpa so she told Grandpa that the guy was just picking them up for
supper with you, Dad and I, when Grandpa went to dress up, she called you, you called his wife over and laid out a fancy supper that no one but her,
you and the guy was for, that he kissed you to thank you, Dad saw, blew up, was taking me and was going to leave you yet she still wouldn't say while
Grandpa was there but next day when she told Dad the truth, he thought she made the story up but you should forgive her because you and Dad are still
together. " My Mom just asked," And the last thing she did to me?" I asked Grandma. I told my Mom in surprise, " After Grandpa and his fist
cousin L.P passed away, she told you that L.P was your real Dad which was why he began visiting so much before he passed!" My Mom said," That is
the one I can't forgive her for. Ask her why I should forgive her," I did. Told my Mom," She said because they were almost identical, same blood
and it didn't change you life anyway." My Mom burst into tears and told me, " Tell her it changed everything! And she still won't apologize? " I
told my Grandma. I told my Mom, " She didn't think it could,would or should change your life but since you believe it did, she is very sorry and
now knows she shouldn't have told you." My Mom said," Ok. I'll forgive her. Then she'll move on."
But she didn't. I've seen her and others on the anniversaries of their deaths though they are still here quite often. A friend of my cousin's (
My cousin is my Flat Mate ), didn't believe us last Christmas when we tried to explain the noises in our kitchen in a high rise apt. bldg. Until she
sat on the sofa with him. The indent of her bottom and him suddenly felt like he was freezing, we all saw a hand shape on his dress pants. He jumped
up and away. I've lost so many friends and family since 2008. I died quite a few times. Near deaths I believe they're called. Don't recall
those. I recall all I saw when I died February 2008. Vividly, about to have my head covered by a friend. She freaked. Peed too. My Doctor was
Egyptian. He start worshiping me. His wife too. They think I'm one of their Goddesses come back. Can't recall the name atm sorry. I moved. Here.
A lot of people warned me, that kind of death experience, we bring back with us from where we went. Good thing I went to a good place but more on
that & all the other stuff when I can upload most. Oct. 14th is fast approaching. I'll be waiting from 336 am till Oct 15th with all recording
equipment & see if my Mom manifests as all the others so far :/