posted on Jan, 10 2012 @ 08:00 PM
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I realized that what I felt "between" my teeth was the jagged, broken piece of my tooth, jammed into my gum tissue. I have never had cavities or
any dental issues in my life and I take METICULOUS care of my teeth. How did this happen to my tooth?? I went into full panic mode...I had to get it
out. My husband came to check on me and found me freaking out, trying to dig this broken tooth piece out of my gum. He helped me and it finally came
out. Half of my tooth had come out. No blood, no reason for it breaking, no kind of trauma. And there is a neat, clean hole there. Of the missing
half? The piece I retrieved was roughly half of THAT. A quarter of my molar is unaccounted for. I cried for a long time...I felt traumatized and
horribly afraid because there is absolutely no explanation for what happened. Also, I have a paralyzing phobia of dentists....have my entire life. I
finally calmed down and accepted the loss of my tooth, but I felt this horrid dread in the pit of my stomach that wouldn't go away. I spent the next
day on the internet, looking for a dentist. That was when I first noticed time felt like it was speeding up. The feeling of dread just got worse and
I felt horribly depressed and wanted to sleep, all the rest of Friday. Woke up Saturday 01/07 feeling like I had no energy at all, and had a marked
aversion to going outside. I remember thinking it had actually been several days since I had been outside the apartment, thought that was really
weird and then dismissed it. I ended up laying down in the afternoon and didn't wake up until around 9pm that night. My husband had tried to wake
me a couple of times but it felt physically impossible for me to keep my eyes open. I am usually a very light sleeper and require no more than 6
hours a night. I knew this was odd but was so tired I didn't care. I slept for over 4 hours that "nap" but it felt like about five minutes. As I
got up my husband came and told me that he and both of our neighbors had spent about an hour outside watching a weird light in the sky that looked
like a really large star, only it was far too close to be a star and far too bright. It also did not "twinkle", and there was some type of pointy
protrusion on the bottom of it that appeared to "bend" or change shape. He also said it was "too close for comfort". I have seen unconventional
flying objects before and even photographed a formation of them 7 years ago, and we talk about things like that all the time. I wasn't alarmed, just
thought it was vaguely interesting but I was so tired and felt so awful...just wanted to go back to bed. Stayed up anyway and we ended up gaming for
a couple of hours and then we both felt exhausted and went to bed around 2am. I woke up suddenly at 0530, wide awake...I was surprised but chalked it
up to oversleeping for the prior two days so much that my body was finished sleeping for a while. I got on the computer and played Scrabble but my
heart wasn't in it. I felt like I couldn't concentrate on anything, felt very restless and hyper and felt very jumpy and anxious, and my heart was
beating really fast. I also kept experiencing intense ringing in my ears and felt the sensation of a vibrating "hum" (like if you were leaning
against a thumping bass speaker) that seemed to come from the floor up through the bottoms of my feet. We live on the ground floor, so no one below
us. Both of us had for several weeks heard at different times of the day and night a low-frequency buzzing/humming sound all around us with no clear
direction of origin and no explanation, and I now was feeling it as well. Strangely, I also felt very cold all over even though I was moving around,
cleaning and doing laundry.
Running out of room again......will have to continue this on one more page in a little while!!! Sorry guys!!!!