Do u speak certain cryptic lingo? If so, I need u to bounce ideas off of because I think I c the AC

Another thing I want to add, because I feel kinda bad for laughing at *certain people* when i know that some are capable of better and they may be caught in the cross hairs in all of this, but i still think we are on a different time line. These things do not have to be.

Yet they likely *will* be.

Poor communication is rampant. People simply won't cut to the chase.

look around, look around... It's everywhere.

just take a personal note from this if you understand what I am saying here... resist this. Things can change, give it back to God. Put it in God's hands.

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I swim in a sea of faces everyday. Many of these faces are strange to me but the rest are mine. I don't know if they are my faces I see.. im not sure.. Initially I was surrounded by unfamiliar and taunting faces. They just stared as I tried to make sense of them. This I found to be quite a difficult struggle. They made me angry, sad, vengeful then a sense of contentment and clarity overwhelmed me. Are they the faces of angels and who belongs to these other faces I do not recognise. I see monsters too.. Hmm
I'm not the strongest swimmer so an already long struggle which this has been I expect to continue for some time. Where's the lifeboat when you need it!