Do u speak certain cryptic lingo? If so, I need u to bounce ideas off of because I think I c the AC

This has been stewing for a little while and I thought it was some kind of joke and that he was just playing devil's advocate the access a part of my brain that will confront the issue of "us and them"... which is not the kind of thinking we want to have because it lays blame and creates division.... BUT.... within the design, there ARE actual sides. Even if these people come into their ill positions by ignorance or mistake and within the soul right and wrong becomes nothing more than a relevant thing... we are still playing the game and are not to be released from it because it isn't over... there will be division. Do not create it.... understand it.

One came back to this world with God knowledge, at least 3 died and their spirits were recombined with the blood of this Earth after transfiguration and having seen that God knowledge. There may very well be more but I am just putting bits and pieces together.I know who one of those three are, not certain yet about the third.

Here's what I know... I am followed by a man who has secret intell. Can I prove it. DO YOU ACTUALLY #ING THINK I CAN?... Think about that, be real.

This man attempted to install a Freudian emotional trigger into me when I was 15 to either A) counteract the effects of another set of emotional triggers opened to my subconscious when I was five. OR B) He is trying to create excuses a give a human feel to help me process the understanding of what happened to me when I was 5.

He is either a really silly and pointless devil's advocate.... Or he is believes in an old legend to a VICIOUS extent and is trying to circumvent it.

I CANNOT EXPLAIN THIS TO EVERYONE.... DO NOT ASK FOR CLARITY.

If you do not understand, I simply do NOT want to talk to you. I NEED someone who understands the necessity of cryptics because sometimes you need to be able to freely throw around KNOWN ideas amongst yourself without having others know what you are talking about. If you don't understand what am talking about... IT IS BECAUSE I NEED YOU TO NOT UNDERSTAND... but I am trying to reach someone who does, because I'm almost certain that 1 of the three has remembered and seen the horns.

I thought it was some kind of joke. It crossed my mind and I was like whuuu....??

nooooooo....what? Come on.

But I swear he is square in the middle of that position. I have seen him lately while he has been on vacation. He is ACTIVELY trying to deceive and confuse people. I seriously thought he was playing devil's advocate.... but I am not so sure now.
He has relatives... lot's of them. Megalomaniacs love to sire loads of children regardless of the cost of their little lives... because that is just more soldiers for them. I think I have identified a secret relative and I know this man operates undercover with aliases to boot. He has deep connections in the government but I SERIOUSLY thought he was just opening dialogue and forcing open that old can of worms to show us all.... but no, this is a mad man. This is an ANGRY ANGRY little man I fear.

I really need to talk to someone about this because his conglomeration.... they are rolling into power.

I'm not even joking. I seriously need to know certain things that the world is just not going to allow me to find out.... I know that there are people who know something about this. There are thoughts on this. I need a little more from people like that... to go on. I really think they have seen it... or maybe they are just claiming to have seen it for the sake of the thought confrontation that it could help process.... but so much confusion... too much. I'm at a stalemate. I have not acted on ANY confusion.... but do not think that within my mind there is not two very dangerous substances that are about to combine.... actually, no... I will just keep them in little bottles if I can't have answers but it's HELLA DAMN ANNOYING carrying these little caustic #ers around.

Let's see where this goes.

Come in here making demands for answers or arguing against silly things and you will just be ignored... there's no time or sense for that.... I will just scroll past. I know what I'm looking for.... I just need to feel around.

Got some thoughts? let's have a peek.

reply to post by BlackSatinDancer
sorry, but I apparently do not speak the lingo.

I follow some of what you are saying, but alas, not enough to be of any help.

I think this entire post is written in some cryptic lingo.

Originally posted by butcherguy
reply to post by BlackSatinDancer

 

sorry, but I apparently do not speak the lingo.

I follow some of what you are saying, but alas, not enough to be of any help.

well, since you're here... what parts do you understand. I mean if you feel like it, let's see where this goes... what have you extracted?

Originally posted by jjkenobi
I think this entire post is written in some cryptic lingo.

that was the idea, yes... but to clarify... AC stands for ANTICHRIST.

There wasn't enough room in the title.

My friend, I say this as one child of God to another with no malice intended whatsoever. After reading your post, I was immediately reminded of a paper I wrote in college; the topic being schizophrenia. I've read letters written by those who have had a break and they are very similar to yours.

You said the man had been following you since you were 15. Not trying to be rude, but how old are you now? Have you ever seen a doctor about this, or been prescribed medication? If so, are you not taking it?

Like I said I'm not trying to be rude at all, but you are obviously in distress and I'd like to help if I can.

Bobby

Let me rephrase something... I will clarify anything I can, but don't ask for names. I need you to see it with your own eyes.

If you have questions... I will try to answer but you must understand that it can only be work arounds... I want this to remain cryptic.

reply to post by BlackSatinDancer
What I understand, or at least think that I understand:

That you believe you are being affected by an individual that has been targeting you from an early age. That this individual has some secret knowledge.

I believe that all individuals have contact with God, even the most evil among us.

Originally posted by OldCorp
My friend, I say this as one child of God to another with no malice intended whatsoever. After reading your post, I was immediately reminded of a paper I wrote in college; the topic being schizophrenia. I've read letters written by those who have had a break and they are very similar to yours.

You said the man had been following you since you were 15. Not trying to be rude, but how old are you now? Have you ever seen a doctor about this, or been prescribed medication? If so, are you not taking it?

Like I said I'm not trying to be rude at all, but you are obviously in distress and I'd like to help if I can.

Bobby

Funny you mention doctor because he actually has medical degrees. At least two of his aliases are Doctors.


Oh and Bobby, you're not here to help.

please see the door.

reply to post by BlackSatinDancer
Your reply to OldCorp actually reinforces his evaluation of what may be going on.

I have read enough of his posts to believe that he is honest and was in truth trying to help.

Wait a minute, are you saying there is an active MK Ultra-style agent going around mind-screwing people and you caught onto him / figured him out?

Hmmm...it's possible.

Please provide more information in response to this question if you do not mind.
If you have any questions for me I will try to respond and aid you in any way possible.

How can you be certain you'll find the people you're looking for here on ATS. Why are you "so certain" of that. You give off a vibe that you feel you're one of only two or three connected people. What if one of them is living in poverty, or the other one is only 3 years old.

I don't see a general conspiracy here personally, just crazy babble. But good luck on your cryptic-quest. It seems others may have caught the jist, which is fine, means you can scroll over this answer and get on with your hunt.

Also - telling people to leave your thread alone is pretty low. I mean, you did post it on a public forum.

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Thanks butcherguy. I wish OP knew me better and realized that too. One thing I've learned is that when someone is delusional and they don't want help it's best just to back off.

OP, I wish you luck in your search for answers. I'll respect your request to leave, but please know I'm only a U2U away if you change your mind.

I don't think the OP has any mental disorders, perhaps faulty data but everyone has faulty data to some extent.

Just because someone speaks differently or thinks differently doesn't justify an assumption they are mentally ill.

If that were the case, I would have to say anyone who supports government is mentally ill because there is no such thing as the government in reality, it's just a figment of imagination! The only real thing is objects and people.

So if you wanna say who is mentally ill, I can paint every single person as mentally ill without even breaking a sweat. So let's not go there, thanks.

Originally posted by muzzleflash
Wait a minute, are you saying there is an active MK Ultra-style agent going around mind-screwing people and you caught onto him / figured him out?

Hmmm...it's possible.

Please provide more information in response to this question if you do not mind.
If you have any questions for me I will try to respond and aid you in any way possible.

I believe that he has stalked me for decades because is a megalomaniac that had horrific experiences but was sheltered by the system and learned of some very arcane knowledge. The reason that I think he is who he is, is because he believes it himself.... but aspires to rise above it.

It is not actually me who is making this up... it's him.

He has given me a lot of intell and has made his presence known REPEATEDLY. He understands scalar very well, understands and has studied MK procedure and I have known this for years. He has had his fingers in my vagina. He attempts to exploit those triggers in many ways.... including the media and he may very well have MANY victims.

I am extremely serious.

He is no dummy but he started digging into secret intel after climbing ladders and he understand the anatomy and psychology of a person WELL.

Then he found things that really screwed with his head. Not only has he pulled this into reality by his own imagination and paranoia of all of it, but somebody else knew it would happen well before that.... and that is who visited me when I was five. So looking back, he could exploit those triggers in me because he knew that I knew that it was all real.... because I have seen it with my own eyes.

reply to post by BlackSatinDancer

First of all you don't need validation from ANYONE.
Not me, not anyone here on ATS.
You OWN your own validation.
If your information, your story, your accounts of this individual are real to you - that's all that counts.

My only question at this point is are you safe? Not in your own skin, this I understand, or think I do, but, are you physically safe? Do you have someplace to get away from this person?

peace

This man attempted to install a Freudian emotional trigger into me when I was 15 to either A) counteract the effects of another set of emotional triggers opened to my subconscious when I was five. OR B) He is trying to create excuses a give a human feel to help me process the understanding of what happened to me when I was 5.

Well to me there are two possible explanations for what you're saying.

A) You just made this up to gain some attention here

B) This Person you saw back then, tried to sexualy abuse you (install a trigger in to me) and your brain has been traumatized since then. So you are constantly thinking about him and that he is haunting you.

He actually has many people enslaved and in psychological ways as well. I don't know about the others but I know that has meticulous yet completely strange tactics. He lead me right to himself and is actually the one who woke me. This is real because he believes it and has studied it and employed methods by his own temptation I guess... just like it was aid he would do.

I keep asking why he does the things he does and he just continues to screw with people and will not make the choice to stop. I had a dream long before I saw his face again as people see it today of him and another man... horrible horrible dream.... australian renegade.... they disintergrated... it was such a horrible dream.... that was in 05-06... around the time he was rising. They know who he is.

do they talk about it with him? I on't know.

I thought it was a huge joke but they made it real. I thought they were just trying to make it look real.

They were told that we would recombine and this would happen.