Heartbroken... AGAIN

FED EC! MY dear fellah!
Has someone tought you how to do it?
I'm talking about pizza pastry before you ASSume me as a donkey.
You know it's kind of powdery first and later it comes heavenly soft... with some time nice and warm as the yeast and other SPIRITs of perfection working in it... anyway it's quite simple. It just smells good. You would LOVE it. Probably the grounded grain particles, called wheat wouldn't regiment right for you, but that's not the reason why many of us think about eating pizza is a beautiful experience. You just have to FEEL it and need a little talent of improvisation. Maybe an earthbound and brainless technique, but sometimes works. Try it if you like.
Oh yes, nearly forgot to tell. My belly hurts sometimes too...
I don't know if i ever want to read your answer...maybe. It's not ignorancy rather just a competency issue. Forgive me.
Ps: I wish you were sleeping with lovely cricket chirping and dreaming of Death Kron.
Ave Mamma J, and Lighterside
Have a blessed day.

Originally posted by Pantherapardus
FED EC! MY dear fellah!
Has someone tought you how to do it?
I'm talking about pizza pastry before you ASSume me as a donkey.
You know it's kind of powdery first and later it comes heavenly soft... with some time nice and warm as the yeast and other SPIRITs of perfection working in it... anyway it's quite simple. It just smells good. You would LOVE it. Probably the grounded grain particles, called wheat wouldn't regiment right for you, but that's not the reason why many of us think about eating pizza is a beautiful experience. You just have to FEEL it and need a little talent of improvisation. Maybe an earthbound and brainless technique, but sometimes works. Try it if you like.
Oh yes, nearly forgot to tell. My belly hurts sometimes too...

I don't know if i ever want to read your answer...maybe. It's not ignorancy rather just a competency issue. Forgive me.
Ps: I wish you were sleeping with lovely cricket chirping and dreaming of Death Kron.
Ave Mamma J, and Lighterside
Have a blessed day.

Wha????

I never thought this thread would end up being a bunch of random stuff thrown all over the place.

Ok... I wont interrupt... carry on...

I just had my heart broken too...

We're going to be okay...

I hope...

reply to post by scafling


Awwwwww...... (((((((((HUGS))))))) for you!!!! Love can be a great joy to have around until it turns sour. I am so sorry.....just know..... this too will pass.

Originally posted by scafling

I just had my heart broken too...

We're going to be okay...

I hope...

We will ! Don't worry. Things only get better. They are starting to look good for me now. Try to get a hobby. Mine is hitting the gym hard. Nothing better than feeling good and looking even better.

reply to post by blackmetalmist



Not everyone is interested in UFO or Quantum physics, etc.. My gf isn't, all my friends aren't either.
It really doesn't matter what the subject is about, you can't really expect anyone to be interested in what you want to discuss about just as they cant expect you to be interested in what they want. You can listen and politely change the subject if you feel uninterested which sounds to me like what he's doing.
That to me isn't something I would put on him to blame in this situation. Maybe you're not but the fact that you mentioned it sounds like it is. This is just an incompatible interest between the two of you and you shouldn't hold that against him.
I don't see how the above topic even relate to him being insensitive so I would assume that his insensitivity comes from his lack of communication with you because that makes the most sense. His sudden disappearance for days without letting you know his whereabouts, now that I would agreed on.

But you mentioned this...

Originally posted by blackmetalmist
He's been married twice and both of those times, he cheated on the women he was with.

This should have been a major red flag for you. Major.
A guy like that is insensitive to even begin with and now you're realizing it after a year of knowing him? ...wut?
A man that cheats on his wife is an insensitive loser-- period and this man did it *twice.

You're young and beautiful but if you acted on this knowing his past history than I have no sympathy for you.

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Love makes you do crazy things and think illogical sometimes. Thanks for you advice. I think i am doing well on my own now.

Sometimes the simplest life can affect you the most complicated way. The most difficult part is to sit back, release your stress and find yourself in a desperate situation. It doesn't go with a flick of your fingers, but doable. Sometimes things can show a ways different picture for the one who experience them, than for who actually just listening to the story. We can sacrifice so much for love and tolerate so many misdeed. Myself also made a measure of little mistakes in my past relationship and tolerated so much that it all adds up as a big bulk of pointless drag-and-bickering and at times the more you are trying to fix it the worse it becomes, but I know I gave my best and I think in my case my ex did too. Despite of any efforts, sometimes it just can't help.
My best advice to you is to make a very good use of this time alone, find peace and when the waves have settled you will be able to see clear again and find the right man. Sometimes silent holds wonders. No matter what we went through in our past, the choice is always remains in our hand to find the right way.
Warm wishes.

Originally posted by Pantherapardus
Sometimes the simplest life can affect you the most complicated way. The most difficult part is to sit back, release your stress and find yourself in a desperate situation. It doesn't go with a flick of your fingers, but doable. Sometimes things can show a ways different picture for the one who experience them, than for who actually just listening to the story. We can sacrifice so much for love and tolerate so many misdeed. Myself also made a measure of little mistakes in my past relationship and tolerated so much that it all adds up as a big bulk of pointless drag-and-bickering and at times the more you are trying to fix it the worse it becomes, but I know I gave my best and I think in my case my ex did too. Despite of any efforts, sometimes it just can't help.
My best advice to you is to make a very good use of this time alone, find peace and when the waves have settled you will be able to see clear again and find the right man. Sometimes silent holds wonders. No matter what we went through in our past, the choice is always remains in our hand to find the right way.
Warm wishes.

Hmmmm, yes. What is your original language by the way?

I hope you are not about to teach me lessons on what the difference between there and their. I'm only joking here I of course won't take it hard. I think communication is what it result in. We are not supposed to use abbs and mods here. I'm sorry if I offended you in my previous reply. I felt I was right at that time and you guy's comments started to get a great service swing and it's leading to somewhere remote and desolate. I'm really not here to dispute, discussion is a better said word for it. And yes, English is my second language. It would be useless not to admit it.
Greats

Originally posted by Pantherapardus
I hope you are not about to teach me lessons on what the difference between there and their. I'm only joking here I of course won't take it hard. I think communication is what it result in. We are not supposed to use abbs and mods here. I'm sorry if I offended you in my previous reply. I felt I was right at that time and you guy's comments started to get a great service swing and it's leading to somewhere remote and desolate. I'm really not here to dispute, discussion is a better said word for it. And yes, English is my second language. It would be useless not to admit it.

Greats

I couldn't possibly be offended since I couldn't make sense of it. Maybe you ave some good points going on but I don't think they are getting through.

Originally posted by Pantherapardus
I hope you are not about to teach me lessons on what the difference between there and their. I'm only joking here I of course won't take it hard. I think communication is what it result in. We are not supposed to use abbs and mods here. I'm sorry if I offended you in my previous reply. I felt I was right at that time and you guy's comments started to get a great service swing and it's leading to somewhere remote and desolate. I'm really not here to dispute, discussion is a better said word for it. And yes, English is my second language. It would be useless not to admit it.

Greats

I understood what you were trying to say..... It was all in the words you used that made it simple. Also, it was great advice...for sure!

Thanks MamaJ. I tried to do it right. I just use this language and not live it, that's the difference. You are the greatest spirit on this thread.

I really hate to seem cruel, especially with the little I have to go on here but - and I do believe this man may have been a complete scumbag but honestly I think you gave away a little of the store right here.

Originally posted by blackmetalmist
PS. AND YES THIS IS ME

reply to post by Sanndy


I've had people ask me if my avatar is actually me as well. I don't see what the big deal is

Believe it or not, some of us are proud to be who we are, some of us aren't afraid to be seen, nor are we afraid to be associated with our thoughts and opinions.

You really gonna judge her for her confidence? Sounds pretty pathetic to me. Then again, I guess it's easy to bash others over your own insecurities when hiding behind a veil of anonymity.

reply to post by Sanndy


If you would have scrolled down, you would have seen why I posted that. Someone mentioned that it was probably 99% chance not my picture. Ive gotten that quite a number of times. I suggest reading before making assumptions.

Yeah. You right. I have just learnt my lessons anyway in the last couple of days about putting my good points and positive intentions where it is getting through. No worth trying to knock on the wall, when there is a door, or convince the Devil to take a sleep.

Sorry. Previous post for FEDec.

Originally posted by Sanndy
I really hate to seem cruel, especially with the little I have to go on here but - and I do believe this man may have been a complete scumbag but honestly I think you gave away a little of the store right here.

Originally posted by blackmetalmist
PS. AND YES THIS IS ME

Originally posted by Pantherapardus
Thanks MamaJ. I tried to do it right. I just use this language and not live it, that's the difference. You are the greatest spirit on this thread.

There are some mean people on this site who hide behind their computer all day in misery. I try not to get mad because I am not walking in their shoes. As for your post....it was quite clear and if English is your second language then KNOW you are doing a good job expressing yourself. No worries and thank you for calling me a great spirit. That made my day!!!!