Well where do I begin.....first of all, Happy Halloween.
Since i began smoking weed in 2006 i began to notice things like this...precognition, thought form manifestation, telepathy, etc. Although i think it
was occurring before then, i was just less attuned to the awareness aspect.
Then 2007. #ing hell.
My friend Chris died in a car crash and everything went #ING NUTS.
Endless paranormal experiences. I was experiencing everything anyone has s mentioned in this thread and much more...
So many bizarre and twisted happenings that have nearly ruined me.
A picture of my friend L and I on the beach with a very obvious grey alien looking head coming out of the top of my own head...It has been his
facebook profile pic for 7 years now.
Endless coincidences exhausting my whole self. People around me becoming frightened or angry by my very presence, and its usually when i listen in a
certain anxiety filled way to them speaking...like im mentally linking through some bizarte form of telepathy by listening to them speak, but only in
a certain way.
And then theres October 2012...
The coincidences were becoming unbearable and i was starting to lose it.
I can still remember those days...people around me stopping dead in their tracks to snap a look at me and against their will theyd say "It's Satan" or
"It's him" or "Its Lucian"
It all culminated in a late october 2012 night. My ex gf and i had moved to a forested mountain city north of the monterey bay...
That night...terror. Pure terror.
I felt something akin to a massive panic attack combined with extreme grief and dread. Our two cats were freaking out too, one was even throwing up
uncontrollably.
Then it came...
Something inhuman. It was right outside our #ing house, speaking.
The most gutteral, harshest, angriest voice and it was speaking a language ive never heard...it didnt sound human. I was petrified and my gut told me
to silence my mind. My ex gf and I both heard it...and she went outside to see it...i still dont know if she did.
We both moved away the next day, scarred by everything that had happened. That very next night, our next door neighbors house burned to the
ground...nothing was left.
To this day i am plagued with dreams of my dead friend, flashbacks to the coincidences and horrific experiences. I sometimes even wonder if im in a
coma or dead myself.
I cant hold a job despite being college educated and skilled because i honestly frighten or anger people with whatever the hell "gift" this is. Ive
seen a psychiatrist for 5 years and what began as "these are all delusions and hallucintions" quickly evolved into him admitting he is full of # and
now he is experiencing these things too...im not #ing JOKING. We have tried tons of medicines. Nothing "helps".
Im still often leary to even think around people or listen carefully out of concern that ill telepathically bother them. It often happens anyway and
makes me feel incredible guilt.
Im a loveable social outcast now.
Ive gone through the delusions of grandeur, thinking im God's son or perhaps Lucifer, to thinking im an alien or an abductee, to thinking im possesed
by interdimensional dick heads (some supposrd clairvoyant woman has been going around my home town telling people im possesed).
I have been searching for answers, and ive been here on ATS for a lot longer than this account's creation date.
And ill be honest, im kind of furious about a lot of this.
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