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Nepal sized EQ coming..feeling geophysical not political but could be wrong..migraine and mood shift for past 4 days...hearing " unprecedented" as in 'shock', as if from a scrambling media..high long tone in ear (r)..Chile? US?

originally posted by: Rosha
Nepal sized EQ coming..feeling geophysical not political but could be wrong..migraine and mood shift for past 4 days...hearing " unprecedented" as in 'shock', as if from a scrambling media..high long tone in ear (r)..Chile? US?

originally posted by: Rosha

When the sinkhole appears of the Oregon coast ( unmistakeable event ) you will have slightly less than 2 weeks to leave the Los Angeles area, leave the entire "basin".
Not long now, a kindness.

So, does this sinkhole have anything to do with your latest post? It's been a few months and no sinkhole.

How soon is this "Nepal sized" EQ going to happen?

Now...Chile 8.3
www.3news.co.nz...


Sinkhole off Oregon coast I saw has yet to appear. Comment " entire basin" not just referring to Pacific NW basin of the US..



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Mercury to the Sion.

First image:

I can see the globe, I am far away but close at the same time. If you were to place a silver dollar on the center of your monitor, that' my view.
The image was the earth encased. Yellow/gold transparent net, grids surrounding the planet, streaming off in a straight line away from the planet at the northern polar cap. The word 'funnel' comes to mind as I 'see' the way it leads off.
I dont see where it leads to, only 'away' - it widens as it goes further away. The grid net 'looks' like a perfect onion, flattish on the bottom, bulbous in the middle, coming together at the 'top' into this thick stem.
Just above and inside the thick stem is an area of density, a mass that looks like something stuck there - About a centimeter to my view, looking at it from silver dollar size, its whiter than the gold, brighter. I get the sense of 'me', but I am not sure if its me myself, or M I am referring to. Other energies present/around less familiar. "everyone wants to talk at once" .

Entirely aware as viewing this may be symbolic or literal, or both. It comes to say and I am very reluctant to say it, the phrase: Hyper dimensional tunnel. That said, I 'hear' emphasis on the word funnel again..not tunnel ( its one way). Again the phrase radiates as literal or symbolic. Intellectually, I haven't the vocabulary to explain it yet concisely.

Hearing: truth before emotional investment. A gentle caution.



2nd Image: An unbroken line.

A.___________________________________B.

- One way- knowing sense.
- Hearing/sensing: "piggy backing messages" - Literal, symbolic, emotional, all in one.

3rd Image: another line.

A. = B.

=
=
_____________


The image I am trying to draw here is a line, with lines "stacked" of top of it, not below it. " 3 up"

- I 'know' I need to send this somewhere dont know where yet.
Statement/message KW: "Go upwards - dont persist/keep trying along the straight line". Sensation ( reluctantly writing) Something's there for S or the other watcher - Someone who knows what I am talking about.

-Knowing: "The straight line isn't the message but the carrier." "Go up" comes through again. " Not down" - a caution.
- Accompanying knowing - the dynamics of the maturation process exists at the same levels and with the same complexities, frustrations and struggles 'there' too. An acceptance and reassurance, same/different/ but yes, the same. No fear.


Added 2pm: Important to resist the human need to deify these energies. "Just like us" presents as a comfort. Knowing sense inside they have unlocked much, but still are subject to same forces, in a different, more profound way. " There is no desert, no oasis, 'they' comprehend *that* better than we do. Not gods.... but they embody a godly wisdom with a beautiful gentle comprehension. Getting " Vibrations" here...sounding too 60's to my intellectual mind...let go..just write..be peaceful, accept and get on it with 'it'. Whatever it is.

Fourth image:

The last, a personal image; clasping of two very human glowing white hands in space.



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9.30am
Need to write.

To let go of the need to understand what is happening in me and around me is going to be possibly one of the hardest things I've ever undertaken. I do feel a soft push inside me, the need to do that, to let that need go just as I had to struggle with the need to let go of outcomes. I have that letting go process down pat now..but this is different, harder. I feel I'm required to go against ancient and primal instincts here...how the hell do I do that? Where do I even begin to do that?

I keep shutting it, but also keep wanting to leave this door open inside, the one that says ' Oh I'm just a crazy old nutter". For days now I've felt that if this door stays open, then there will come a time when something or someone will come along and explain it all to me - that there will be a tangible explanation of this. Its a door to a 'weird' kind of hope.

I am afraid to let that 'life line' go. If I am nuts, I can fix that..I can go get therapy or drugs or start a self maintenance program..something anything...at least I would know. I remain intrinsically willing to accept whatever this is _in truth_ on *its* terms..no matter how soul destroying or sad the reality might be.

Preferring crackpot-ism over other 'could be's' is rare for me. Today though it feels that if I leave that door open too much longer, someone will walk through it and I will end up having even less control overall - in a bad sense.
So the question today is; what do I risk if I let go of the need to understand? What will happen if I let go of that door? When I ask that, I am responded immediately by questions based in fears. Will I suddenly end up 'like them?' - meaning the crackpots I read every day, or will I start chanting and turn into some spiritual maniac? Will I risk my comforts, contentment over and beyond my choices? Will I 'loose myself'? I am spending a great deal of time asking, just what am I afraid of?
There's this sense of frustration attached to that question. I didn't spend 15 years 'locating myself' only to loose myself now...seems counter-productive to me.

In answer to myself I can say that at this point, while I have several dozen other fears, the thing I am most afraid of is misunderstanding this.

Despite all my intellectual nous, my scientific skepticism, being in any way authentically objective here has become impossible. How can you be objective when you get hijacked so 'violently' so non consensual ? You can't be both 'subject' and objective! I am trying to be that...its not working.

More than that, I have felt two distinct forces at play here, one very human, one I can only describe in spiritual terms if I want to steer clear of little green men theories - which I do at this point because I honestly feel no 'alien' sense attached to any of this. Quiet the opposite I feel strongly that whomever this is, we are somehow related, 'they' are just like us.

The other force is malevolent...this man in the blue suit. Mole rats and olive rooms, tv screens and desks and whatever it is, it is surrounded by manipulating energies. I feel/sense/at times 'know' this energy, as if it is a more skilled RV'er, someone stronger, more experienced than I am has engaged with me, is 'hunting' as 'we' often say. Poking about in the ether waiting for a hit. I sometimes catch a glimpse, but he puts up barriers and all I see is the color olive on the walls around him.
I dont like this energy, it is dishonest, disrespectful, it leaves a metallic taste in my mouth and a sense of non consensual 'penetration'. Something the M energy never has given me. Every time I go into thinking about this 'voice' and the blue suit, I reject it because I hear myself sounding paranoid. I dont want to be/become paranoid - or afraid of this at depth.


Last night I sat out under the stars for a while, trying to be still and fathom this. I felt inside like I as if I was screaming for confirmation. Begging for proof. Proof of what I dont know. I heard/felt nothing regardless. The experience left me feeling very alone. This morning I woke up with red eyes, as if had been crying in my sleep. I had a deep sleep and remember nothing. Only being shaky on waking up, internal tremors and external shudders...and this feeling like I had sobbed heavily.

Experience.

I had stormed past every symbolic gate and its emanation. I found myself observing two beings seated, surrounded by darkness self illuminated. I observed myself as a child, my legs swinging, I was sitting on the lap of a being who had no face, only light in different colors streaming from its face, over my shoulder and off into the dark in front of itself.
I heard this being say " get this child off of me". I felt both nothing and rejected at the same time from the two viewpoints - child and observer I was in.

My impulse then was to "move", I felt my eyes close and I willed to move myself to stand before the other being. A binary view becomes triune immediately. A question of trust. At this time I am the adult standing before the being afraid and cautious, the child laying in this beings arms and the one observing all of these things.

I next see myself as adult in this beings arms yet I am so small in its arms as to be a child. I begin to cry heavily, pouring out my heart and pain. Sobbing. I feel myself moved forward, into this being, part of me with no form moves forward into the stars within its body, as I move back, not willing to go....yet. I remember vividly, the stars within this being and also my fear I was leaving. I didn't want to leave. I had to be here for him.

My parting view is of a child on the arm/side of a being pointing at me and accusing me. I turn and depart the place.

I return, no memory of returning itself, yet I am myself and life is as before. A chance missed perhaps or an experience had perfectly I don't know. Sitting on my couch I feel this child as a part of myself arriving. It flutters down above my head, I do feel it as a child returning.
At this time again I am the observer of this experience I do not see what it sees but I sense it is aware and not in pain or anger calling everything it sees about itself love. Perhaps it returned to be here for me. I dont know. I have heard no more from this presence within or without since. I have not experienced anything like this since that day either.

This is all I can tell you S. An honest record. TYFA.

NTS...

A correction - two posts above, was intended to read " to the son'...not sion. Mercury being semiotic aka communication.

- People and energy everywhere going off sending psi and spirit into chaos right now as masses buy into a masses led delusion. Fear going before faith..it's truly incredible to watch..hard to experience as its so weighted..thick like mud...because of it all density everywhere is increasing...would heal everyone..but no ears. Stay human...be honest.

- 24 hours now, I keep hearing " Sava Sava Abbas" - no image or context..just that. Hebrew?

- I dont particularly want to write the following as I can't tell which non local source is its origin..its just 'coming in' over last 24 and now just 'there' as knowing : "Jerusalem will not be settled before Obedience." A reminder...The Land - all of it - belongs to God.

KW on upcoming nature events is "Collapse"....here there everywhere.

NTS;
Ref; precog about Albuquerque NM 'disappearing'.
*Sandia Nat Lab: www.sandia.gov...
Thinking someone may be planning to blow this place up..or something rank is going down there shrugs.
* KPs "I am Z" - may reference: Sharon (Davar Dec 17 '82) ( or a man like) - SB or ISIS?
Could link to Nuke /EMP prems.

originally posted by: Rosha
Nepal sized EQ coming..feeling geophysical not political but could be wrong..migraine and mood shift for past 4 days...hearing " unprecedented" as in 'shock', as if from a scrambling media..high long tone in ear (r)..Chile? US?

You predicted the Chile EQ accurately..

a reply to: glend

Hindsight:
-The Nepal reference was to the 7.8-8.1 mag range
- The Chile/US question marks (?) Both locations were being emphasized to me,and it didn't make sense to me at the time until I saw the tsunami watches come up.


I am not sure it was a matter of prediction per say, at least not conventionally. I was just listening and noting what was being experienced in that moment from a non linear viewpoint. The agitation I was experiencing in the days leading up to this quake, a fierce anger without cause ( something I attribute to a type of quantum entanglement or energetic "quarrel") ; the strong and persistent migraine and the receipt of impressions - a sense of location etc. are variables, or artifacts of a known experience, one I recognized I had experienced before Sumatra Nepal and Japan quakes .
It seems to be a physiological phenomenon that occurs in me when a release is going to be +7, increasing anxiety comes with each magnitude above that. Perhaps there is a psycho-spiritual component as well I dont know or speculate. I do know I am just 'noticing' it with more ease now and with less ethical and emotional distress, which again, to me, makes this less a matter of predictive ability as it is a matter of conscious pattern recognition.

ty

Rosha

a reply to: Rosha

Interesting. So you are what some call a earthquake sensitive that have similar feelings to which you describe. Might have to put you in a Faraday cage to tell if its electromagnetic or sensitivity to something even more bazaar (quantum particle travelling back in time etc). Keep us posted, thanks

originally posted by: glend
a reply to: Rosha

Interesting. So you are what some call a earthquake sensitive that have similar feelings to which you describe. Might have to put you in a Faraday cage to tell if its electromagnetic or sensitivity to something even more bazaar (quantum particle travelling back in time etc). Keep us posted, thanks

I agree its geo-sensitivity, I find I just dont agree with many geosensitives...I wish to examine this as logically as I can without the fluff commonly attributed to the phenomenon. I do find examining the irrational that precedes an event, from an objective even obverse space very useful and informing. I have also found the sooner inside an experience I can do that, the better, for me and people around me. I feel 'lucky' to have been able to do it this time with clarity as it hit me...its a relationship saver.

I am not sure I would like to be put in a Faraday cage. I recently purchased a bed with iron rods at the top and bottom and I haven't slept well since. As I do seem to 'see' or 'hear' media reports as if they are coming right off a tv screen, I remain curious as to the role of Time in this phenomenon, however that is a general investigation on more than just EQ's as I experience Time differently a lot in many other areas of my life and in this phenomenon of precognition too. For example; Yesterday morning my friend and I argued about a certain footballer leaving the game..I was utterly convinced he had already ( recently) left and relayed a news item I had seen. Yet the news announcement of his resignation only came late afternoon evening yesterday, after that days game in which he played. I had somehow seen the news report..preemptively.
Ironically, I don't even watch TV unless there is a game or something has been prerecorded and it was a fluke that we were even watching the game at all..so it was another odd thing to add to my odd thing box. As I have no explanations..I just have to shrug and set it aside..move on.

ty Rosha

Hmmm

"makes this less a matter of predictive ability as it is a matter of conscious pattern recognition"

Just noticing that this simple statement seems to sum up all of my posts...pattern recognition.

That said we have a household full of headachy ppl today..so something is about...maybe its just flu...but tc anyway.



Clarification "Z" post above: SB or ISIS? refers to: Shin Bet or Israeli Security Intelligence Service...not Daesh...though Savak (OINS) does linger in mind as well.

What keeps coming back since this morning is an awareness in many minds of an EMP burst. They know its coming. I think this also relates to Z machine post somehow. EMP not solar or via a foreign nuclear warhead. Given all KWs and references so far point to an act of 'deception'...this is likely to be an ISIS false flag akin to 9.11 but worse. Definitely intentional. " to bring about" is very clear. It won't matter much to know this..effect will be the same.

I keep coming back to your thread. As I'm reading through it I can't help but understand you on many levels. It hurts almost to read through because I've been there, I've shut it down, only to be thrown back in. Currently I'm back in my avoidance phase.

I know the 'beings' you speak of. Not aliens per say but intra dimensional.

PM me if you'd like to chat on a non public wavelength.

a reply to: NixieJean

Thanks Nixie, and when time frees up I will ty.
Right now there are so many fearing ppl it acts like an oppressive mag field of its own..trying to keep my head..and my head above the mud at present.

I find myself drawn to post here at times of universal human distress or in response to an rv request, recently it was the nearbye quakes..I posted here for my own 'time stamp' verification, forums like this are useful for doing that anon.

Outside of these times I'm still working on sorting what from what I have seen are Time Immutable events and what if any are open to intervention and if so, how. Doing this if for no other reason than it gives me something to do with it all.

-Today, a knowing, the Oregon 'sinkhole' event + "zipper" events are not far away ' nature has its limits'
"shed load" is a universal principle. To understand scale direction and dimension, follow the buttes south and west from the coast.

Gravel/dirt road, tall gold color grass field
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User in New Hampshire?
Question?

Australian central regions coming in as highlights for unusual geo event over this next few months.
Still attaching to this 'collapse' mental meme buzzing my head atm.

Feeling a bit sick...like i want to throw up atm.

About an hour ago now.."heard" an evacuation call from Damascus..male voice, sounds a person of authority, calm voice, but more like a tv anchor than a military person, as if I was hearing in from a tv or very clear radio. That's all I heard, literally, a call to "evacuate Damascus". Its the weirdest sensation...as if I was sitting over there hearing it and also in my lounge receiving it at the same time. It's usually one or the other...this time two completely different sets of senses - sight sound and smell..very weird...feeling ick.

Worried a bit by this one..have friends...also I've been hoping the 6 way stand off will last long enough to see those fleeing retrieve their families before shtf in any large way - if it is going to.....I'm still hoping....and hoping this is just a bounce back or 'refraction' of some kind rather than precognitive.

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Major headache...not full blown migraine but close enough. EQ def inbound..difficult to clarify mag and grid. Its a nation or location with a SH and K in it...sounds like "Shan kook"...but that's all ( China?) .pain is making it hard to see and locate..will nts here and come back after some rest or if anything further comes...it's peaking fast and feels a >7 but < 9.
KW: "epic"