Help Requested!

Thank you all for your encouragement. I plan on living as though there is no problem,stressing over it can cause more harm to the body. I look back at my life and I can see I have done so much good in this world. I have helped people I dont know with no thought other than their in need. I beleive it is mearly another test in hummulity.Maybe there is things to come that the Creator chooses not to taint my pure and gentle spirit.I do not fear deat,it is a joyus part of the cycle of life. I woke up this morning feeling so much better,had the energy to shower,shave and have a good cup of godeiva coffee! I feel in my heart I will overcome this,I have much more good to do and it may be difficult journey but thats the joy of life...Obstacles.Without them you do not learn;you can not progress. I once witnessed a beutiful healing circle in Canada that brought tears to my eyes for a lady suffering from MS and would love to try that.The woman was healed. The circle was set up in a fashion I havent seen since.Quarts and rose quartz were set all around the circle and large quarts marked the corners(taller one at least 5ft with a smaller 3ft quarts in front towards the inner circle).She was bound with black cord which was latter cut to symbolize severing the illness.Varies activities took place in that circle and lasted well after sunrise.The wording was the most beutiful sounding song.

Hey! Hope the rest of your day was better, too.

You're doing things right.
Doing all the good you say you have done is bound to be returned to you multifold at some point.

Take care, rest well.

reply to post by Ophiuchus 13


thank you..ive taken upon myself to eating citrus fruit lately and took a good ritual bath useing grapefruit,lime and lemon peels.It was a wanderful aroma and let the shades up so I could invoke the healing rays of the sun into myself and my bath. I am feeling so much more positive and I thank you and everyone for your support.Now to get my aura and magickal essence back to par would be a major help.I have a great gift for healing and prophesy but these seem to have almost lingered to nothing.I fear looseing my magickal gifts more than looseing my life because I know there is another life that can bring better gifts.I hate that this sounds greedy,thats not what my faith is based on but I have worked hard to hone some of these gifts and its like looseing a limb off ones body.Bless you all

reply to post by ItsEvolutionBaby


Thank you my friend.I wish all people would be so kind to one another and spend less time fighting over who's right and gaining more than they need.One should remember in prayer that what you want is not necisarily what you need. This leeds to negative energy in ones faith by beleiving you are not heard and what you want from nature(other than need) means someone elses need has been taken,thats just my opinion though. A simply hello,how are you or meirly complimenting someones shoes can lend enough positive energy to make that persons day blessed.Be kind to one another is my moto,you never know whom or what walks among you. Stay well yourself and get better sleep my friend.

Mind you I am a little off lately but i feel you should check on your current health problems i am sure you are aware of..will keep that between us..noones buisness in my opinion.

reply to post by cyberboiraves


You are very welcome and dont worry about losing your abilities. If they are positive influencing abilities they will stick with you for eternia, you may forget some but in time remember again. So keep up the positive vibes and again 1 wishes you the best.

Be well

reply to post by cyberboiraves


No my friend you are not off. You caught it on the sleep, and assorted health issues.

And yes a little more kindness around us all please. Amazing what a few words can do - to see an old woman's eyes light up when sincerely complimented - or a small child beam when you tell them you think they've done well on an effort. Neat human traits we have.

I hope the morning has greeted you well, when ever your morning time is.
All good, all goodness to you.
I believe a robin just chirped a greeting to you too.

I can't do anything about your health issues, but maybe I can help you to better understand what is happening to you.

When you were a fetus, as the time came for you to be expelled from the womb the contractions grew in strength and severity. You have no memory of this, but if you did, you'd remember being unsettled (at the very least) about what was happening to your perfect little world - nice and warm, and dark, and that wonderful rhythmic pattern of your mom's heartbeat that had always been right there, like an anchor in your life. If you could've chosen, you'd probably have avoided all that unpleasantness, and things would've stayed the same forever. And why not? Who knows what lies ahead after an enormous change. Especially one that introduces itself in such a negative manner. All indications were that leaving that womb would be the worst possible thing that could happen, but the truth is that it was the beginning of what you wish to hold onto right now.

When I was in the military, they used to say that the best base you'll ever be assigned to is the one you just left. I don't know if that's always true, but it's true enough to become a cliche in that community.

You're getting birth contractions again, and the only difference is that you're aware of them this time. And yes, they're scary as hell. We all can assume that we know what to expect - the slipping from one realm to the next, and what to expect when we accomplish that transition - but when it does present itself as a certainty, no one's completely sure or completely comfortable with what lies just ahead. If they say that they are, then the percentages suggest that they're either putting on a stoic front or working to convince themselves of their own certainty. The truth is that regardless of how sure you are intellectually that you have the journey mapped out, viscerally, your brain is terrified of the impending oblivion. But the good news is that you aren't your brain. You will transition, even while your corporeal structure is left behind to begin its own version of transition.

The human being doesn't even become fully developed until the body is cast aside. The final birth can be quick and painless, or the labor can be challenging, but once it's completed, the human being emerges fresh and strong, and fully capable of taking on the whole of realty as the epitome expression of dynamic existence that it is. You've got wonderful changes coming, and looking forward to them is a great way to step off into full viability once the birthing process has completed.

I hope your birth is less trying than you suggest that it wants to be, but keep your focus on the brilliant future that lies just beyond it. Think of it like walking through a tunnel, where the end of the tunnel is always in sight. Suddenly, the stuff on the walls, floor and ceiling of the tunnel lose their significance, and only the opening at the end has any power to affect you. Good luck in your adventure.