Help Requested!

Durring my Priest training an elder once told me "witch heal thyself".While I know the philosophy behind it and have done some healing on myself and others many times with success. But I am at a grave state of health now at a young age and I truly do not have the strength to even set up a healing ritual much less preform one.,My coven is doing all they can and I have even reached out to others outside my religion(my faith encompases all religion,we all worship that which has created) and it seems I am sinking deeper. I cant even find joy in meditateing anymore. So I am asking with all my heart for all of your help.Any faith,send your prayers,send strengthening light.I know it sounds like much to ask from a stranger but I want to live,I want to continue to be a positive force and if the tables were turned I would do the same. Thank you and Be Blessed.

Man, I'm sorry. But god bless man, I wish you to live a long life through anything that happens.

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thank you.your compassion is healing in itself.be blessed.

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I wish you strength to carry on in hope, that you will feel joy again.

Have you gone to the doctor yet?

I am not implying anything just checking since you didn't state that you had or mention what your diagnosis is and this is a conspiracy site after all.

It kinda sucks cause I was workin on an awesome research project testing the accuracy of online pychic/tarot reading by useing runes. Maybe I will get to do that when I get some strength back.That would be the most Awesome ATS thread ever!

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Yes my friend I have. It started 2 years ago with lung cancer..that went into remission,then I got cancer in my leg last year and had parts removed(still have more to removed) and now the doc is saying there is a possibillity of stomach cancer but it may be crohns or ulcer collitis(not sure how to spell it?) I am vomiting blood as well as passing blood in my bowl and so tired that even now i am laying with my head on the desk typing.My Priestess jokeingly said it was because Ive sent too much energy out to the world and humankind.lol

Oh 3 weeks from now I have to get the dreaded scope done(this will be my first time) and a biopsy of the stomach, bowls/intestines?maybe both?My doc is an Indian fellow who if you dnt listen close he can confuse you to no end.lolbut he's a good one none the less

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I wish you much peace and health. Now.

Just wondering - have you acquired anything new into your abode?
Is there anything purchased at say a garage sale that may be carrying bad energies?
Just a thought.

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Oddly enough,before I got lung cancer I irritated a bruja..not sure if thats what she would be called,this was in chile...because I couldnt give her extra food and water when I already gave her more than I had anyone else and I know for sure she cast a spell but I was sure I countered it.I worked for IRC for over 8 years helping people in need,I am not greedy,she thought I was but there were 1000s more that needed stuff too and I just couldnt spare any more than the extra I gave.Even more strange I received an tibetin black quartz in the mail a few days ago and noone I know sent it nor was it an accidental purchase.Its a great healing stone but Its not been charged nor cleansed yet and is at the covenstead to be charged durring the moon.

oh wait...my uncle worked for the city as a forman over the graveyards and gave a a slab of granite that was brought in as a display for families to look at and decide if it would be to their taste..I use it as a mini alter..could this be it? hmmm

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Sending positive energy and thoughts your way. I wish you a healthy and fast recovery.
Blessed Be

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Sending positive energy and thoughts your way. I wish you a healthy and fast recovery.
Blessed Be

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I wish you the best of health and a strong recovery, may the God and Goddess be with you.

Blessed Be.

My young friend. I undertand your quest in wanting to find the cause of your disease at such a young age. I was diagnosed with MS 5 years ago at the age of 25 and It has been progressing very fast to the point that I cannot work anymore and I have trouble leaving the house. Certainly not a life and death illness like cancer, but still serious, devistating and horrible to endure. My advice I can give to you, as I once was wiccan, is that your illness is not directly related to anything you did- now, or in a past life. We all choose certain paths to experience in our lives before we incarnate on this earth. I believe you chose to experience Cancer, and I MS. As messed up as it sounds, there is a higher purpose for our suffering, and what we learn from this life and so forth. I do not know if you believe in reincarnation, but I have lived many lives and know of my past 5 from the past 120 years and in none of my recent past lives did I "do" something karmically to give myself MS in this life. Our illness's teach us something greater than we can understand. I support positive energy, to the universe and mother earth. I support healing energies of all sorts- alternative healing- chakra clearing, meditation, astral travel, massage therapy, etc. Since you said that you do meditation, but dont enjoy it anymore, have you considered going to your "sacred space" and calling to your higher self or a spirit guide to come and speak with you regarding your illness? I have done this many times and have gone through the akashic records myself and have better understood why I am dealing with my illness. This may bring you comfort, or atleast an understanding as to why you are going through all of this. I send you love, light, and positive energy my friend. Feel free to message me should you have any questions that I could answer for you. ((((hugs)))

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Hmmm that granite-- well you never know.

What about the all natural cure from thousands of years ago - the success rate is astounding..
Just one ATS link for you, albeit there are many

www.abovetopsecret.com...&addstar=1&on=9220921#pid9220921

Namaste

Thoughts and prayers for good health and peace of mind.........If I can suggest something, I've head on coast to coast am occasionally the host will ask listeners for a mass prayer for someone.Maybe you could call in and request it.

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Yes, there is a video on netflix called food matters with tons of such info.

Death is inevitable. I am sorry you have to face such a horrifying experience at such a young age. I wish you the best. I sincerely hope you do not take this the wrong way, as I am not in any way, shape, or form trying to be a smartass or unempathetic jerkoff...perhaps you should focus your energy on accepting the inevitability of death rather than lingering on avoiding it. Hope for the best, but expect the worse. I have seen death up-close, have seen many in their dying hours, and the hardest part has unequivocally been the acceptance of dying. However, I have also seen that once they do accept that they are going to die, they find a calmness and peace that proves vital in their final moments. You may recover, but you may not. From the sound of it you seem like an extraordinary human being, though..one who has tried to do the best you could with the time spent alive. Cherish that, take pride in that, for there is a great majority of people who cannot say the same and regret it (perhaps eternally). May you find peace and love.

Originally posted by cyberboiraves
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Oddly enough,before I got lung cancer I irritated a bruja..not sure if thats what she would be called,this was in chile...because I couldnt give her extra food and water when I already gave her more than I had anyone else and I know for sure she cast a spell but I was sure I countered it.I worked for IRC for over 8 years helping people in need,I am not greedy,she thought I was but there were 1000s more that needed stuff too and I just couldnt spare any more than the extra I gave.Even more strange I received an tibetin black quartz in the mail a few days ago and noone I know sent it nor was it an accidental purchase.Its a great healing stone but Its not been charged nor cleansed yet and is at the covenstead to be charged durring the moon.

oh wait...my uncle worked for the city as a forman over the graveyards and gave a a slab of granite that was brought in as a display for families to look at and decide if it would be to their taste..I use it as a mini alter..could this be it? hmmm

edit on 06/08/2011 by cyberboiraves because: ps

Any form of witchcraft will only affect you if you allow it to. It is straight from Satan. Don't be afraid of stuff like that.

James 4:7-10(KJV)
7Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.


1 John 4:2-4 (KJV)
2Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesseth that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God:
3And every spirit that confesseth not that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is not of God: and this is that spirit of antichrist, whereof ye have heard that it should come; and even now already is it in the world.
4Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.

Please accept this metaphorical White Light cloak I am sending you. When you next meditate, put it on and experience the sensation of being completely immersed in Love, Warmth and Peace. A glow so potent that nothing can penetrate it and get you down. I hope this cloak helps.

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cyberboiraves, I do see you believe in more then whats seen and send you as much Energy as 1 can. I will do my best to send you as much positive vibs as I can. Since I dont know your location I will send them thru the SUN/SOL and on the next sunny day go out if you can or get close enough to a window and find you an area where there is no cloud coverage blocking the rays. Allow your whole body or as much as you can to be covered in sun light for approx. 15 minutes. This is 1 of my forms of meditation except I also do sun gaze for long periods which I dont recommend now for you. Take some time why in the sun light to think of the discomforts your experiencing and concentrate on the problem areas strong as you can as if the sun light is being directed there by you and allow SOL to cleans you, let the rays rush thru your body at times turn away from SOL so your back area of your organs can receive rays as well. Afterwards go and have a cool (citris mixed drink of orange-lemon-grapefruit)drink and try to relaxe your mind and begin refocusing your recharged energies. Again I am sorry for your discomforts but this is the way I can send some more concentrated vibes thru SOL... For 24 hours I will send them and you can recieve them.

Be well and good luck