The quiet before the storm. Just so you can't say that you werent warned.

Originally posted by trekwebmaster
reply to post by MamaJ

 

This a great story, even sad as it is, what MamaJ is sharing is a piece of the heart. It takes courage to share things as this, but to share that which is painful to help others is very noble. Out of the blue, and totally unconditional sharing of feeling. How can one not feel anything while reading?

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Agreed.

I agree to MamaJ's post which precedes this one.

Brian, I really don't see how this point you're trying to make is even practical.

I have read some of your postings, and I can agree with a majority of things you stand for, but I cannot agree with baiting people for a response and then be blasted for any inference they may have.

When you say "Denied," "Judge," or "lessen" a person by an attack on their credibility in their reply, without good reason and with bias, you are "judging" them unfairly. These acts negate any previous positive post you may have written and diminishes your standing.

You do not have the "Authority" to do this. You've been warned several times, and at which neither time did you avail yourself of a stance which promotes an unbiased viewpoint. So would this make you a fair judge, flatly no, it wouldn't.

You just "trashed" a good change for a good topic and OP, but now that has been wasted. May this post be a witness and example of "folly in ignorance," and signify that the OP has more left to learn.

Second Chance Clause: Remember, you have the opportunity at any time, to recompense for any action by being as a "Prodigal Son" and keeping things "between the lines."

This should appeal to any reasonable and compassionate person, if so and if the OP doesn't agree with the rationale, the result should be very evident and give witness any man or fool will be able to recognize.

Sorry to do it to you, but "Call," and it's your turn.

Originally posted by trekwebmaster
OFF-TOPIC Post - Some Relevance To Current Topic:

I just saw "Tornado in Springfield, Massachusetts," in the city. That's 3 major cities hit so far.

If there is a 4 or 5, we'd be well-advised to re-evaluate current intelligence and theories of "everything."

This was the "surge" in the "Force," I felt about an hour ago.

Something "snapped-up" or "increased" in intensity and was "felt," I'll let you know more as soon as things figure-out.

Yeah i made my choice! You all are old enough to be treated like adults and i will nolonger treat you like children.........I will treat you wise when you make those changes....HEAR ME

reply to post by Brianegan

I get it damn it.............Of course you heard that.......Im telling you why now. It didnt mean that the situation couldnt change....It was the current state of things.......You never tried to fight for it after the final straw day you eventually saw....

I don't know how you "fight" for love. I have never stopped trying to make myself worthy of it. And to find it again. It refused me.(very,very sadly) Then ignored me. I have never blamed God. I don't believe he blamed me either. Maybe it did mean something different than my interpretation, but it seemed so direct and simple at the time. It's been a long time, maybe there was no other way I could interpret the experience then.

I think the problem may lie in an inability to feel "entitled" to love. My grandparents always said my visiting cousins seemed to feel more "at home" in our home than I did. I have never felt deserving of anything...the feeling is deeper than words. Words can't fix it.

How do you reach the broken parts with words, when they were broken before they knew any words? There's an onion of intellect overlaying a broken-hearted baby. If God couldn't reach him, how can anything? I don't believe God would condemn me to eternal suffering--but snuffing out this soul completely would constitute a blessing I think. I am not hungry for eternal life, not really...I just want the wrongness that is me to be over already.

Do you get me now?

Originally posted by Toseekthetruth
reply to post by Brianegan

 

I see what you mean and I agree.

So here's a question? Are you wanting people to realize their vulnerability in the world and the fact that they are not in control? That they must make a decision rather than "sitting on the fence" so to speak? Just curious what's going on in your mind

And to answer your original question: I would give back my free will in a heartbeat.

yes. thank you, that is it , he has done it before , that is why people need to read these threads in right order , to be able to apply the knowledge in there responces , it is all with best intentions but often missinterpreted , read them from bottom up and your cup will be filled,

Quote by op

There are no excuses and you are accoutable for you actions, thoughts, and beliefs............

Just shows me how little you really understand about human conditioning.

Also shows me...that I wish not to go anywhere..with people who are so narrow minded ,that they would think that anyone who has had the unfortunate experiences I speak of..no doubt deserved that human condition.

Yes..I hope you will be accountable for the thoughts ,and beliefs you try to push on others,thinking your self wiser than they are. What a self proclaimed "crock of sh**"messiah you are...

Thanks..but no thanks..

Originally posted by Brianegan

Originally posted by trekwebmaster
OFF-TOPIC Post - Some Relevance To Current Topic:

I just saw "Tornado in Springfield, Massachusetts," in the city. That's 3 major cities hit so far.

If there is a 4 or 5, we'd be well-advised to re-evaluate current intelligence and theories of "everything."

This was the "surge" in the "Force," I felt about an hour ago.

Something "snapped-up" or "increased" in intensity and was "felt," I'll let you know more as soon as things figure-out.

Yeah i made my choice! You all are old enough to be treated like adults and i will nolonger treat you like children.........I will treat you wise when you make those changes....HEAR ME

Yes, and you should respect your elders, young man. Don't patronize me or relegate me into a category which you set-up as chief and witch doctor, to band back and forth to your liking.

People are not as toys to play with even with words. I do not have to justify my rationale to you, or any other person, for that matter. Reason and word alone are enough to prove the point.

If you keep playing with fire this way, you will get burned and it won't be something you'll heal from in days, the sort of thing your messing with takes decades to clear. You better be careful if you know what's good for you. If you tempt fate or provoke God, He can and possibly will teach you a lesson you'll never forget.

Take it from someone who knows this first-hand. Mark my words, and you'll be wiser for it.

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Agreed 10x over. I think it is time to exit and find another thread to participate in or....guess I can cook or even do more cleaning. lol

Peace to you brother and can't wait to read your words of wisdom. You are one to follow....just as I.

Like minds and hearts.... with the intent to love and bring peoples love and ideas together instead of causing separation.

I think its a start!

And.... Thanks to this thread...I was able to meet you and Joe. ;-)

reply to post by Brianegan


You would take those who trust you down the path of division, fear, and pride under the illusion of love.

You still walk prideful ground.

This thread is the same as the rest, a ruse. Instead of showing love and understanding to those who speak in anything other than specifically adoration for you and your words (even if they agree!), you tell them off and act as if attacked. You tell them to go to different threads, and in your different threads, you tell them to go to different threads. You say when others are bravely showing respect and consideration for each other (woodwytch, trek, mamaj), to "bring it on" instead of fostering and nurturing the compassionate attitude at hand.

They showed quite clearly what cooperation is all about, and what your actions are all about as well. Perhaps that was your intent, and that would be clever normally, but the time for games is over. That was really nice to see woodwytch, trek, and mama, and most certainly has encouraged me! Thank you for sharing your perspective in a kind, respectful, lovingly teaching way. No one has to agree to cooperate. In fact, the difference between peoples perspectives is a source of learning and the best place to actually culture Love and Respect.

Its not a battle.

You continue to introduce division where there was none. You continue to not respect others positions and perspectives, choosing instead to berate and hurt even those who speak your same message.

Your actions continue to belie your words. You judge who is or is not worthy in God's stead?

You should heed your own warning.

The storm that is coming is not the one in your head.

reply to post by MamaJ


You too MamaJ, perhaps the purpose of this thread was for people to find others who share the same views, notwithstanding the OP.

I'll add you as a friend, I enjoy everyone I can find these days, they are few and far in-between.

Many Blessings and Love,

reply to post by joechip


A man is measureed by his struggles that he overcomes......Dont blame anyone but yourself for suchg a wonderful skill and belief.....

Just because one seeks does not mean they seek for the right thing.....You could have been searching all those many year for no chance in hell of finding your hearts answer if the road you took was in the opposite direction....Dont tell me that you know the right direction bc you are smarter than that.

Originally posted by gabby2011
reply to post by Brianegan

 

That's not what I meant at all...don't put words,and thoughts into my mouth.

Now you're messing with my free will, and that is rather hypocritical of you.

Well at least you noticed.

Originally posted by trekwebmaster
reply to post by MamaJ

 

You too MamaJ, perhaps the purpose of this thread was for people to find others who share the same views, notwithstanding the OP.

I'll add you as a friend, I enjoy everyone I can find these days, they are few and far in-between.

Many Blessings and Love,

plz dont be offended, these are a series of threads and Op is indeed testing , and making people bond ,

Originally posted by traditionaldrummer
How original.

Selling the concept of god with fear.

I wish humanity would get beyond this.

The op is not based on fear but every response has breeded exactly that....Im sorry that someone of your calibur needs to witness this.......If the responses were a little less terrified majorly then the op would have said domething else to a larger group but im affraid it will only reach a few this time......Dont worry i have more up my sleeve coming soon.

I mean every word.

I am so sorry, I have to skip past page 4, I am like a little kid sitting in his chair patiently waiting for the thread to end so I can respond!

Thank you OP, exactly, it is about Free-will and we have created every single problem that exists today. We just cannot stop blaming GOD!

One day, we will be given our moment to stand before the Lord and be Judged, who will we blame? If we are right, we will blame our self, not ourselves, but singularly. Free-will is less about what socks you are going to wear, or if you are going to be given "equal rights", it is the ability to create! We simply see it, feel it, engage it, Love it, Hate it, hold it, swear by it, or pray for it; that is Free-will.

A child forced into Slavery is an innocent victim of another's Free-will; but one day, if the child grows enough to see the Light of GOD, they will choose another path by simply seeing it and believing in it; exercising their own Free-will. No, often the child of such circumstances grows to blame instead; they blame Society, they blame Men in general, they blame the Monster that did them wrong, and then ultimately they blame GOD.

I stand naked before GOD! I am sorry it was my fault for blaming you! Forgive me! Take this gift from me so that I may be given the chance to see the true workings of the Lord directly and with Awe.

I did Love while I was here, I nurtured as much as I could and I gave away everything I held Dear to me; yet everyday there is another thing to hand over to others as I pray for altruism and peace.

In the meantime, I use my Free-will to see beyond the worst, beyond the fallen buildings and destroyed cities. I imagine the tiny seedlings forcing up through the debris of destruction and death, reaching themselves to the Light above! I use my Free-will to usher in the Butterflies, the Birds, and the Bees back to my Garden that I have Manfested, in the name of the Father, the Mother, and the Holy Spirit within.

No, I am no longer an Angel if I ever was one; but with the proper use of my Free-will I will ultimately create my Peace and then I will release it to whom it belongs. I can choose to be a Witness to the Destruction of those around me simply by looking beyond this point and believing in Heaven on Earth.

Thank you OP! Time is so short and yet I am so amazed at how much work can be accomplished simply by listening and opening to the messages (or sign-posts) ahead!

Originally posted by trekwebmaster
reply to post by Brianegan

 

Conspiring? Not in the least. Call it an "intuition" so to speak. Of how inter-connected people and paths work. I sense you are a "child of two worlds," Brian. Why is it so difficult that you walk the razor's edge to keep things even or at-bay?

You know that doing that is really unnecessary, don't you?

Why people test themselves is really beyond me, even though I used-to do it myself. I pushed it too far and it easily could have broken-down for good or gone down in-flames easily. It was for the Grace of God that I write these words and continue.

Everyday, I thank my Maker "for air to breath, a heart to beat, and eyes to a thousand beautiful things. And even though it's hard for me to see the glass is full an not half-empty, a thousand beautiful things." From Annie Lennox: "Bare" Album.

Everything resonates within my spirit, because while we are here, we can make a difference.

The day will come when a new light will shine and ill ask you to look upon me yet again. You will just as all other will sahre in the undersatdning of why you all have forced me into what comes next.....You had your warning but this is what you have asked for so swim in it bc you poured it.......

Grace of god.........You mock me?

Look deeper.

If this is what it takes then so be it......Ive tried it the way you speak of and stayed strong for a great many years.....Well im tried of waiting and i wont watch this continue any longer....Deal with it or dont deal with it...Those will be th choices you have.....Claim another and that will be seen as not dealing with it........or dealing with it and still denying/........

Ever hear the saying that someone can only take so much.........Well my limit was ages ago and everyone has been on borrowed time..........Im going back home now. Stick around if you want but there isnt going to be much left.

Originally posted by MamaJ
reply to post by joechip

 

Experiences change all of us whether good or bad. We are constantly in creation mode as the creation story goes on.

There was a time and maybe you have experienced as such where I did not listen or my intuition was put aside as nothing but coincidence.

I say to you what God is to me...He is Light, Love, and Energy that is a creating force. Within this force lies the opposite as well. He did not want us to experience the opposite. He wanted us to only eat from the tree of life and not knowledge.

My 14 yr old says we were doomed from then on out. The way the creation story ends (I believe) is totally up to us.....

What will we do with this knowledge that is a continuous flow? If we have found laws that govern us and we know it to be true...why do we quickly forget and go back to the same ole same ole. We have no idea what this energy will do to an already energetic planet, but hey...lets do it anyway and see what happens. Our way of thinking is not only distorted but programmed in a way that has us doomed!

Its easy to be nice and back away from wars. Its easier to love than hate. Its easier to let things be and live peaceful but we are constantly driven by egos and emotions and so on.

The ones before us also have a story to tell...we should listen to them and take to heart that we all want the same thing in life....

PEACE!

The only way to get it ....is to give it. Jesus was spot on...hands down all the way!

Let your guard down and when you have a worry or a stress throw your hands up and give it away. Go to the Word and read what he says to do....(not saying get all dogma'ed out lol )
You don't want nor need anything negative within your being. Give it back and ask for your solution. I only guarantee a solution after you are willing to give yourself away to something greater. ;-)

Love to you!!! xoxox

He is so much more and please dont put a cage around him.

reply to post by Greensage


Your words made my heart jump of joy
Thank-you
Thank God

reply to post by laffoe


This is the kind of positive energy we need! I could feel the love radiating throughout my computer!

Originally posted by trekwebmaster
Pssssttt: Brian, yes there are alternatives. (Whispering) Ease-up, on the hellfire and brimstone, man. Allow creation to unfold as it should. It can't be rushed.

Check-in to readings about "God and the Sublime," I think you'll find wisdom there. Humanity only has limited access when God is in Full Control over it all. If we jump-out on a limb without seeing, we'll get our "noses rubbed in it." Harken to the words, and the "inner-voice."

This mixtape's tracks are eloquent and subtle, jacking-up the volume on all of them creates "interference" and the tendency of cancellation the opposite or negative frequency equals zero decibels.

If it doesn't sound right, play the track in a room with good acoustics and if that doesn't help, adjust and remaster it until you have a "pure sound."

I know of no other way to "transmit" this track except from the above words.

Originally posted by Brianegan

Originally posted by MamaJ
reply to post by trekwebmaster

 

Trek, I love your words and think you have so much light. Never ever hold back! You, my friend are someone I could follow and not get tired doing so!

Peace and Love to you and yours!!

That choice is not available.

you either follow yourself or god....You will have no false idols.......Im sorry but you are in the wrong thread of brianegan.....You should be in a bunch of the others......

This in not time to be carful it is the final hours in spirtiual concepts...If you are already doing well please visit the other threads where love reigns over all and lives within them......Or not.......whatever you want.......

Ill decide when its time to ease up...........Do you claim to be God? If so i have some news for you........Get ready because you will need the practice.......

Makes judgments elsewhere bc you waste you time here......It would better be spent traiining for the battle not that it will do you any good......

I hear your heart clear........Test me and be tested.

I suggest you yeild.