reply to post by jackieisinlove
Hi jackieisinlove,
IMO, if you astral project, you are already awakened to Kundalini, but only a portion of It. IMO, it would be wise of you to work on making your mind
strong and balanced, so if or when the Energy gets really strange for you, you can seek that strength and balance. And I know from personal experience
that there are beautiful entities within that Energy that will help you if you call loud enough. They are full of Pure Love, and they will gladly
share that Love with you if you allow them to. They've come to me in times of stress and they will come to you too I'm sure. But IMO, we're here on
Earth to learn, so it's best to try and do it on your own, while following the positive flow of the Energy. Also, I think it's wise to talk with as
many positive people as possible, but remember that most have not attained a large degree of firsthand experience with the Energy. Remember that It's
called by many different names by different religions, and each person will have different advice, which may get confusing, but hopefully each of
these positive people will have good hearts and strong shoulders to lean on for awhile. With you taking Kundalini Yoga, I would only take classes from
a school where at least the leader has been fully awakened and can help you if needed. And use the yoga to make your body strong and healthy!
What I meant by "projecting it out into the world" and why I get into trouble is complex, but I can boil it down and simplify it. The deeper I 'go
into' the Energy, there is less of 'me' and my petty self, and more of Energy - Divine Love. I get filled with Pure Love, and then I share that Love
with everyone that I come into contact with, including some animals. It works best when there is eye to eye contact, but I've also found that some
people can feel it when they get within a few feet of me. (They can also hear the ringing in my head if we're in a very quiet place and they put their
ear by my head - the back of the head is the best.)
But there are many that never feel the Divine Energy that is in me.. Or they feel It as a sexual energy. This is where the trouble begins. These two
types of people misunderstand many of the things I say and do. And I lived just outside of a small rural town with a different church on almost every
corner, and they started gossipping about me. Then several people started making up lies - to say the least, it got intense and I wasn't sorry to
leave that town ;-)
I didn't expect all that to happen. I thought everyone would be extremely happy to share Divine Love. It's clean, simple, extremely enjoyable, and
there's no sex involved (especially when you're married like me ;-]) But the vast majority of people don't feel Divine Love, and they never have
experienced It. For them It is not clean, simple and extremely enjoyable - It's dirty, dangerous, demonic, terribly complicated, and full of nasty,
perverted sex, yet extremely enjoyable until you end up in hell ;-)
But there are other forms of projecting that you may be thinking of, such as projecting your thoughts or feelings or energy such as Chi or Reiki, and
I have used some of them. I was told by a master of Qigong that I was a 'natural' at it, but he didn't know how hard I've worked to develop these
natural 'skills'. And how hard I've worked to get this deep within the Kundalini Energy. (All without the aid of outside influences such as books and
Qigong masters until just recently. I wanted to find it on my own, so I knew that it was 'real' and not a fantasy copy of what others said that it was
supposed to be.) Anyway, the act of projecting is difficult to explain. First I clear all thoughts and 'open up' my mind. I 'push' my mind out. I
'expand' my mind. and then when I have 'percieved' a 'route' that's seems to open up, I 'pour myself' into it.
But that also leaves me open to Energy and forces outside of me to enter me. The vast majority of these forces are either 'good' or 'indifferent', but
some are 'bad' and even 'harmful'. And, yes, these forces can drive you crazy. I spent 10 years or more of my early life struggling with all these
forces. And what I did, was to let truth in all things guide me. I looked deeply at everything, especially myself, and I saw that the core of me was
good, positive energy. I also found that I gravitated towards the good, positive energy in all things, and I found it very easy to block out the bad,
negative energy/entities.
And as far as sanity or insanity, who in this human world can really judge who is sane or not. IMO, everyone is a little bit insane at many points in
their lives. IMO, the most important thing is to find balance in the positive aspects of our minds, and to deny the negative aspects control of our
minds before you attempt to awaken and access the full force of Kundalini Energy. Then a good question is, am I insane when I have done this? Is the
Divine Love that I feel a form of insanity? Whether it is or isn't, I so very much want to reenter into that Divine Love and stay within It for the
rest of my life!!!
But getting back to your post, you say that you're a natural at astral travel. Have you accessed the akashic records, or read much on it? Let me tell
you a few of my experiences, then if you would, could you please tell me if you or others have experienced similar things? That really helped me out a
lot to hear you say that other people have experienced out of body episodes while walking :-)
About 2 years ago my wife was doing Reiki on my lower spine. I had asked her to do this while I was meditating and entering into what I call the
Energy. Her hands are usually very hot, but this time they felt extremely cold to me. (She said later that they never felt cold to her, but instead
were extremely hot.) Anyway, I felt the Energy going strongly up my spine, and also branching out to the rest of my body, and then my head became
sparkly, then white, and then a loud snap sounded in my head. It was so loud I had a momentary fear that something had broken within my brain, but
then my mind expanded immensely! I felt like my head suddenly had doubled or more in size. It's really hard to describe. It was like the whole
universe was in my brain. And then vision after vision filed past me, and everything was so very clear. They looked like recordings of individual
lives. And since then, most of my dreams are very lucid and they seem to be about the daily lives of people I don't know.
Thank you in advance :-) May all that is Holy stand with you, may The Mother fill your heart with Her Divine Love, and may the Queen of all Angels,
the Holy Mother Herself bless you.
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