DoGBite, here's how I feel about the situation.
I'm 19, and I live in Montreal, which is in Canada. However, it is located in the province of Quebec. We have a seriously ****ed up educational
system, which adds 2 to 3 years of study before reaching University. I don't know how it works in South Africa (you really live there?), but for a US
citizen, I'm still a high-schooler, and will be when I reach the 20 years old mark. So that makes us in the same situation, educationally speaking.
I was really a good student, getting great results and everything. But then came the little Youtube videos about UFOs. By pure randomness (even if I
now say it was meant to be), I've started to learn about the "greatest cover-up our world ever faced". Then I got deeper into that damn rabbit
hole. Learning about the Illuminati, then their NWO agenda. I have learned their alleged "Project BlueBeam", where they would fake an alien
invasion. I was falling down pretty quickly. How hard it is to learn all of these completely life-changing topics over the course of a month or two,
and having to study. It is what many refer to as the "fear porn". It is what it is. You become addicted to it. You want to learn more and more about
truth. Yet there are so much things to learn that it takes almost all of your free time.
This period was really dark for me, especially when I discovered the FEMA concentration camps all over America (+ 2 here in Canada). It is quite hard
to study and put all of your attention into listening to a teacher talking about things you don't give a F anymore. They didn't mean anything to me
anymore. I thought I was doomed, and that the world would end very soon (un-related to 2012)
Then I remembered I was researching the 2012 topic when I was something like 12. Being young, my research was poor and very limited as for the numbers
of sources I had consulted. I didn't really remember the core of the subject, let alone the fact the world would end. So I've started researching on
the subject, thinking it would probably be true because of all these conspiracies. Why not this one, after all?
What I have found astounded me. After having gone through the cheezy doom and gloom scenarios, I've started to understand what it was really about.
Before getting deeper, I must say I now believe something will happen. Not at a certainty percentage of 100%, but I definitely think something is on
the verge of happening. One word: ascension. At first it seemed a religious thing. I'm atheist, so I rejected the idea right away. However, my
research would always lead me to the subject of ascension, the dimensional shift we are to experience in about 1 or 2 years. Well...All I can say is
that it was life-changing, even more than all these fear-bases NWO propaganda.
It helped me see the big picture, making sense of this evil-bases authority. If NWO was the only way I could explain all the problems in the word,
ascension was how I could explain the Universe, in itself. I'm not saying I've gained universal knowledge, I know nothing about it. However, I have
a much clearer idea of what it's like than when I was a sleeping human being. In fact, it used to be simple: Planets orbiting around stars, stars
spinning around a black hole, thus creating a galaxy, etc etc etc. I wasn't aware of the multiple dimension.
The only thing I could say here, is that everything is gonna be alright. You know, Bob Marley had it right! I won't explain in details here what is
going to happen, because you can easily research about it on the web, maybe on this website (our 2012 section isn't really good to be honest, too
many close-minded skeptics who haven't research the topic of ascension deeply enough to debate, throwing nonsensical "debunks"). You'll learn that
2012 is a hope based event, not a fear based one. We're going to shift to the next dimension, which is here called "Heaven" by the Catholics
(however, the topic of 2012 as nothing to do with controlled religions). Yes, that's right, we're possibly headed to paradise, where everything is
so harmonious!
Right now I can feel anxiety, fear in you. What is it that makes you feel this way? Would you happen to be afraid of dieing? No soul dies, we are
infinite forms of life. When 2012 comes, we won't die (well...we could, but MY own research lead me to believe we won't. Others think we will but I
think 2012 is more of a personal approach than of one absolute truth (as my ascension could lead me somewhere else than you)). And even if we do, your
soul won't suffer from it, because it will most probably respawn in the 5th dimension, a dimension of 4th density.
Anyways, I won't go deeper than that, I'd suggest you extend your research on that. Now I don't know if I clearly answered your question, it just
came out like this I kind of had a urge to write (happens
). So how do I feel about 2012? How do I transpose this belief into my every day life?
Well I live to my fullest, trying to spread as much positivity as I can. Studying is now much more easy, having left fear behind me. As others
mentioned before, you could get rammed by a bus tomorrow. The government could choose your city for its next false flag operation. You could have a
heart-attack. Maybe you've just realized how precious and fragile our physical life really is, just as I did maybe 3-4 months ago. Living in the NOW,
the present, is the most important thing in your life. What if nothing happens? You will have wasted a couple of your precious years fearing an
illusion: the future. The future is a creation of man, when in 4th dimension (ours). It doesn't exist, really, it's just a projection of your mind,
and it's just that, a projection. There are so much things that can change in the course of 2 years. The fear based projection I was making 2 months
ago is way more different than my hope based projection I'm making right now!
So to sums things up, I live my life to the fullest. I thought I was last year, when I was asleep, but really I wasn't. I take every seconds as
sacred and cherish it as much as i can. My life is never going to end, but maybe I'll spawn on another planet when I'll die, or another dimension. I
want to take every moment I canMa while I'm here on Earth.
Don't fear, don't let the Illuminati (which are those who probably started this huge misinterpretation or disinformation of the Mayan Calendar) ruin
your life. That's what they want. Hope, love. These two are your most powerful weapon. I hope it will be useful to you but really, ask me the same
question in a month and I'll probably say something else, as my projection change everyday. However, I must admit I like this one