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Originally posted by The Quiet Storm
People are always misunderstanding me, misinterpretting my actions. It seems everyone is against me.
Like I said though... it becomes most apparent when no real physical explanation can be found as to why people act certain ways towards me and not others, as to why I do the right things but the consequences do not follow. I feel trapped all the time, with no way out. I think of suicide often. I'm going to see a psych but I'm not sure it will do anything.
and of course it seems like it's just all in my mind. Everything's always just 'all in my mind!!!!!'edit on 14-10-2010 by The Quiet Storm because: (no reason given)
The Word of Life
1 John 1
That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked at and our hands have touched—this we proclaim concerning the Word of life.
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Originally posted by The Quiet Storm
What it means to be targeted:
* Every major decision is made under duress
* No luck, except bad luck
* The target’s assets are stripped
* Nobody believes targets
* Betrayal by everyone and every institution
Originally posted by The Quiet Storm
reply to post by MMPI2
Of course.
Originally posted by The Quiet Storm
I was in class today and I said something normal. I didn't even finish speaking, and as soon as I started people in the back were talking and being all like "damn this guy doesn't shutup" "omg..." etc. just ridiculing me. And I asked a good question. I've never said anything wrong before in this class, I've always been ok. There are people that say or do things worse than I do, and they never get anything.
This has happened well, since I was in high school, even middle school. I was always treated as a social pariah. Everyone seems to be extra harsh with me, and arrogant.
This has been happening for a long time. It also seems like anyone I come across is meant to belittle me. My fears are always being mirrored, but it seems my fear has been developed from feeling like I'm being 'targetted'.
here's another: it seems that all women I come across are put there to belittle me and make me feel castrated. All women I come across seem to look at me with despise, they all look down on me. Even if they dont know me, or I've never talked to them. Even if they haven't even laid their eyes on me, their demeanor changes, they cover themselves up, they make themselves unapproachable. They also all seem to ignore me. I've never had a gf or a real sexual experience, I'm not bad looking, I'm smart and well, others "worse" than me get a lot more than I've ever had in one day. All others were meant to belittle me and demean me.
Maybe this is just common with all women for beta males.