posted on Apr, 8 2010 @ 06:13 PM
Recently, I've just been asking over and over through meditation for answers of what's going on and I've started to get them. The past week or
so, I've had dreams of meeting with a 'friend' or 'mentor'. He answers questions I may have about 2012, current events, my life, or anything else
I might be curious about. The gist I got from these meetings was that I couldn't remember everything because that would defeat the purpose of my
search for answers. Part of my reason for being here is to be on a search for answers in the hope that others would follow. What's the point of
playing a video game if you have all the cheat codes? But he couldn't let me keep begging for answers, he wanted to help.
I only have a general idea of what was asked and what the answers were. But I got the sense that 2012 is a very personal journey. If you want martial
law, fear, you'll get that. If you want a new golden age, you'll get that, etc. I also got the sense that everything is working out as it should be.
The earthquakes are a beginning change to wake people up. Right around this summer (even starting now) things are really going to start to accelerate
to 2012.
As for other dreams, I always have a repetitive dream where I am in a crowd of people running and screaming from a terrorist/villian, etc. I'm always
the only guy who tries to take him down because I'm not afraid. Sometimes I succeed and people are amazed that I wasn't scared. But many times it
ends in me getting shot & killed, but I feel at peace because atleast I tried and was not fleeing in fear. I see this affecting my everyday life as
well. When someone challenges me, I don't back down like I used to, and defend my position. It amazes me how so many people are cowards, even if they
seem tough on the outside. I'm 5' 9" and 120lbs. and I find jocks twice my size now leave me alone just because I'm not afraid. Sure, they make it
seem like I'm the coward, but it is in fact them.