Originally posted by The Bear Man
Hey there darlin, what it sounds like it is Tinnitis, possibly an easy cure.
www.quietrelief.com... try this or a similar product out and come back if it doesnt change anything.
I have tinnitus. It's the result
of firing a gun without ear protection. Just once was all it took. Always wear protection when you fire a gun.
Lesson learned.
So I have all this little whistling background noise all the time and I'm used to that. I know that's tinnitus and it was diagnosed by a
specialist. The hum for me, and I am guessing but can't speak for NotKnowing, is kind of something you feel in the whole body. It's like a big
engine idling somewhere in the distance. It can rattle your bones, your nerves. It goes beyond nerve damage in the ears.
If it were tinnitus, my hum wouldn't have gone away, because the whistle/whine that IS definitely tinnitus has remained constant. If it were stray
electricity--okay maybe if the cause were something other than power lines, I guess it could come and go. But the powerlines that cut through our
community aren't near my house and they certainly haven't moved anyway. So that leaves my hum experience still a mystery.
I can tell you it's something perceived almost like part of you is stuck in another dimension. Gosh, how do I explain it. When I perceived it, ALL
of my senses were altered as well. I think an autistic person would understand. I had read some comments from Temple Grandin and her descriptions of
her perceptions and how they differ from a non autistic person really struck a chord with me. Here's a sample of how she perceives things
differently:
www.grandin.com...
I'm not autistic nor on the autistic spectrum but at the time I was being treated for post-partum psychosis (during which time I still remained quite
rational and reasonable, by the way) my perceptions were definitely altered from the way I experience sensory input now. I wish I were a more
articulate person so I could explain.
The way I perceived light and shadow and sound and scent and touch all altered for me. The way I emotionally reacted was different. The reason the
doctor tacked on "psychosis" instead of simple "depression" was because I was perceiving things that nobody else was and could verify. So I was
classed as having "hallucinations", both visual and auditory.
In terms of visual, I was seeing little sparkly lights all over the house. The cats seemed to be chasing them as well but I couldn't really be sure.
When my baby started talking a little she would point at them and say "light" but she was too young for us to verify she was seeing what I was
seeing.
A couple of times I saw large shadows near the ceiling in a couple of rooms. One resembles a possible hoax photo shown in another topic on ATS about
shadow people, whatever those are. The other seemed to swoop down over me when I using the changing pad on the bed, changing the baby's diaper. I
screamed and bent over to scoop up the baby and ran out to my husband in another part of the house. The best I can describe the experience is like a
large manta ray swam right over us. It had that approximate shape and dark color and seemed solid. It happened so fast.
I was plagued with feeling like one and oftentimes many people were standing around or behind me. I felt cold spots in the house that nobody but my
sister-in-law could feel. My mother and sister-in-law did complain about feeling "presences" during a couple of visits. My mom said it was only
fleeting for her. My sister-in-law said it was persistent for her. No other visitors felt anything.
I also had a couple of brief experiences of time or events seeming to replay in a loop. That was freaky. I'm so glad to have it all over and pray
it stays that way.