Looking for people who have been to the grey room

Originally posted by KyleOrtonArmy

I am so incredibly jealous.

Don't be jealous.

It screwed up my life for a bit because it made me look at everything, EVERYTHING, differently. When you have an experience like that, it can be quite lonely.

Don't be jealous.

Originally posted by nltkn
reply to post by Waiting2

 

hi,
i am definitely one who is waiting.

and the feeling very much right now (for me) is one of waiting for that one moment when we know everything is (or i should say has..) changed...

Yes!! I think the change is beginning, otherwise I would have still been afraid to talk about all of this.

I do not know what the change will be. Do you have any ideas? Do you know when it will be?

Originally posted by NotThat

Two years ago I worried/obsessed about ...

I also worried/obsessed about the same things. NotThat and I didn't talk to each other about them, until it would somehow come up in the conversation and it was like, "Oh, you're obsessing about that, too?"

I found it amazing that we were hearing the same things, even though we didn't talk about it to each other.

I think others are hearing/obsessing about the same things. I am not sure what the connection is.

To all of you who are also hearing/obsessing:

Why is it that some of us can hear while others cannot?
Why do you think so many of us are hearing at the same time?
Who do you think is giving the message?
Why do you think the message is being sent?
Have you been told when you have to be ready/the time when things will start?

reply to post by Waiting2


Well ladies even though I was here earlier in the thread, I have just spent the day reading it. Skipped some here and there but most all of it.

I have been to a similar space and not the dream/astral space I spoke of earlier in the thread but a place I have seen in a meditative states whilst attempting to contact a higher council. However the color is whitish bluish.

Now the story gets interesting (at least to me :lol In my practice I must secure the lines of communication so that I know that I am not being deceived, about 5 days ago I see this being, prior to the securing of the lines, I continue to do my techniques. No biggy I just observe and go on. Then days later, I see this picture while reading UFO digest and it is the same being. Has anyone else seen this ET?

[atsimg]http://files.abovetopsecret.com/images/member/73999ffb245f.jpg[/atsimg]

I think it is on topic and was curious if it looked like the being you saw Waiting?

PS: I have enjoyed all the contributions on this thread and find NotThat a very interesting lady!

More about beings instructing cleaning and talking to God Source later.

[edit on 23-2-2010 by cindymars]

Originally posted by cindymars
reply to post by Waiting2

 

Well ladies even though I was here earlier in the thread, I have just spent the day reading it. Skipped some here and there but most all of it.

I have been to a similar space and not the dream/astral space I spoke of earlier in the thread but a place I have seen in a meditative states whilst attempting to contact a higher council. However the color is whitish bluish.

Now the story gets interesting (at least to me :lol

In my practice I must secure the lines of communication so that I know that I am not being deceived, about 5 days ago I see this being, prior to the securing of the lines, I continue to do my techniques. No biggy I just observe and go on. Then days later, I see this picture while reading UFO digest and it is the same being. Has anyone else seen this ET?

[atsimg]http://files.abovetopsecret.com/images/member/73999ffb245f.jpg[/atsimg]

I think it is on topic and was curious if it looked like the being you saw Waiting?

PS: I have enjoyed all the contributions on this thread and find NotNow a very interesting lady!

Thanks for your comments!

Whitish bluish is sort of grey. It sounds similar to what I saw.

The being in your picture looks similar to the ones I saw except no hair and no clothes. To my memory, the eyes were grey, dark grey, like looking at a deep pool of water. Eyes felt like they could look inside your soul. Long arms and legs, like at least double a human's length. Tall. 8-10 feet at least. Maybe even a little taller. Extremely graceful looking. Definite form, but same kind of fuzzy, glowing look as the picture. Neck a little longer than the picture. It's a good picture, like how a sketch artist draws someone from a decription and gets it pretty close, but not totally accurate. Know what I mean?

I saw him/it a long time ago. It is possible they wear clothes now.

What did UFO digest say about the being? I'd be curious to find out.

NotThat IS an interesting woman. I am glad she is contributing to this thread, too! It is helpful having her comments because she also experienced the same things and like me, has spent years trying to figure out what happened to us.

Originally posted by BlinkofanEye
Ive just read all 11 pages of this thread and I guess I must have somehow missed the whole "TESTS" part.
Can you please explain

How this all started? Your mom said she had "weeks" to prepare??
How did she know to prepare? I mean the very beginning of this.
How did you know you were going somewhere?
Did you just "out of the blue" begin hearing voices?
Sorry if Im asking you to repeat yourself I just missed it I guess.

Also, Your mom mentions God, that she was told You are In Jesus and Jesus is in God? You said you had been given the gift of knowledge?
A possible religious experience? A satanic experience?(would seem unusual with the Jesus talk tho but also possible if a deception)

I say that only because I am a Christian, I walk in certain gifts. I hear God/Holy Spirit speak, He tells me things before they happen. He even took the time to teach me how to hear . But at the same time I know His word and I use it, as a weapon and it changes things. It has saved my childrens lives and I could go on n on but the point is
Do you think God figures into your experience at all?

NotThat already answered some of this. I began having feelings I had to do certain things. One of the first was to read the Bible. I was not very religious and thought this was a strange compulsion. I felt I had to read the entire book. I'm a fast reader, but I knew I'd never be able to finish it in time. (Even then, I knew I had a deadline to meet, but wasn't sure of the exact end date.) I started reading anyway, even though I knew I wouldn't be able to finish. I figured it couldn't hurt. That was the first "test" I had, I think to see if I would follow directions.

Yes, out of the blue I began hearing things. It wasn't voices, but one voice. First it was a feeling, then a whisper, then it got louder. The information was always positive. I assumed it had something to do with God as well. It is possible it was a religious experience and I believed that all the way up to the grey room. That's where I don't know any more.

Your description of your relationship with God sounds quite similar to my own experiences. While in the "river," I felt at one with God and at one with everyone/everything else. It was pure bliss, pure love. I'll never forget that connection, that absolute feeling of completeness.

I have also been told things before they will happen. Eventually, I freaked out and said I really didn't want to know too much about the future because then all I would do is worry. I can still hear messages and see the future, but the future things especially have been lessened for me so I can manage living in every day life. However, I know it can be turned on again to the max when the time comes.

Before this happened, I would have called myself Christian. I KNOW God exists now, but I'm not sure my perception of God fits in the purely Christian sense anymore. It's much vaster now. Does this make any sense to you?

Originally posted by zippy1958
reply to post by NotThat

 

NotThat, OMG, that post was incredible. I have also begun to see God as an energy... a loving, forgiving, compassionate energy. Energy is the EXACT word and the only word that works for me.

Also, the comments you made about war. In my life (51 years) I have never been so disgusted with war. I guess I used to think it was a necessary evil, but now, it makes me sick and I see how unnecessary it really is. I cannot tell you how many times in the past several months that this has entered my thoughts.

The longer this thread gets, the more things we seem to have in common. Maybe I am reading too much into this...but I don't think so.

No, you are not reading too much into this. NotThat and I find that one of us will make a comment and the other one will say, "Really, you feel the same way?" It is like some how that little thing sparks a realization in the other. That's another reason why I started this thread, to find other people like us so that more things can be discovered.

Originally posted by cindymars
reply to [url=http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread544008
Well ladies even though I was here earlier in the thread,

Hey Cindy.

Even though I personally have not experienced the "grey room" - - I am recognizing some authenticity here.