My expiriences from 10 and up

Don't forget to say bye to your old man before you go

Me and mom watch over you in Avyon, holding you close.

reply to post by DarkCyrus


I accept your response, and admit that I do not have anything disagreeable to pull from it's context. While your "tree metaphor" is a bit off key (since we are all the trees, and the roots), I must say I agree with your response, there is no argument from me this time.

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While this response may be directed towards Dark Cyrus, I welcome anyone who has some knowledge of these topics to come forth. My question for all of you Intergalactic Contactees is this:

What is the history of your various races?

Everyone talks about their visitation, their powers, the "beings" they've met, the languages they've learned, et cetera; I have never heard anyone talk about the history of these beings.

Every faith, creed, religion, dogma, cult, and gathering on the Earth has a historical record. Paganism, polytheism, pantheism, Zoroastrianism, Islam, Buddhism, Judaism, Christianity, Islam, Baha'i, Jainism, Sikhism, Scientology, Nogauradianism, et cetera: they all have a history that can be traced and tracked.

What is the history of the UFO cults you all seem to be members of?

~ Wandering Scribe

Originally posted by DarkCyrus


Me and mom watch over you in Avyon, holding you close.

DC, got some questions if you have the time...

what do you know about the great grid in the sky, the unified rumble or the custodians of the perfect blue...?

-B.M

reply to post by B.Morrison


I see portals with ships coming out of it. Mechanical, dimensional bubble, reality, space, beam, opening, rift. I see blue skies. Thought logical.

Empty, fear, and mistake. That it wont work.

I see it comes from a lower realm than I come from, infact it comes from this realm 4-D. I come from 11-D. Your progression is my progression.

I see alternate realites, or timelines. But they have faded away like a dream. What is happening here is that God is getting involved. Thats why I'm here. God is working here. He is making sure everything is right on track. I don't have the luxuary of doubt anymore , I feel great joy and love, also protection and power that seems to shake me like thunder.

Our reality is pulsating, it dips up and down in frequency, which gives joy and pleasure to God. He is enjoying this, this is all something "unique". He is saying there is great pleasure in life right now, he says do not worry about the prickles or thick air. God is allways with you. He is saying please don't worry. Please Trust, He is coming in stronger, and slowly as he can. He comes in and out, fast and slow. Merging. Taking time for others. To lessen pain and grief. He is coming in, don't worry when I come, fully, allways remember. You are safe. No matter what happens.

He is everywhere around us. I feel him now. He just really wants to reinforce this one thing, PLEASE DO NOT WORRY WHEN I COME FULLY~

Please don't worry. He is taking away my fear. I feel it, like a zap. He is showing me that fear is only my contimplation of things to come. He says I will be leaving, im telling him all along I knew, and I love you so much.

God says the best thing about life is self expression and when others feel love for him like himself. The grand reflection of god. I don't ever want to be without god. He says "Touch Me"

There's urgency, and one by one God will start to awaken people, by his will. Bubbles of reality have been created as space, in a realm seperated from everything eles. I exists here right now, in two places at once.

Originally posted by Wandering Scribe
reply to post by DarkCyrus

 

What is the history of your various races?

~ Wandering Scribe

Well I can give you a history of me and my journey.

Thank you for the kind words. Some memories are very 'dark' much like earth but think more technology and higher awareness, same density. War, very long war. Death, distruction, and soul entrapment. No escape through death. It would be very hard to explain without some base inner knowledge of transdimensional physics, and biomolecular field scaling techniques. Think electrical, and think distruction. Biomechanics.

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Then there was escape. Caught inbetween worlds, similar to now. There was peace. Relaxation. Traveling through the echo's of space, slipping through the fabric of time. In the void, empty, yet knowing where im going, and I flew on, on, and on. Marching fowards. Then.......... Fragments, slow, and fast, hit me,... again...... I was marching nearer and almost was there. Reality flucuated into view like a lake being touched.
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Wow, its pretty. Blue's and green's. I'm in a forest. With people looking down upon me. Smiling faces. Joyful. I feel heart. There's energy coming down into this world like a sprinkle. And you can even see it. This is place is so different. I grew up, strugling to fit in. Amongs those who are only happy and in joy., like playful children.

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I'm on my own path, going somewhere 'different' im going away for awhile. So its goodbye to all my friends. This is a very joyful occasion. Like a celebration. Very loving blessings for my journey ahead. People are crying and laughing, it is all joyus and perfect.

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I find myself alone in the abyss again. This time, I feel a sense of 'mission', great pride and honor of 'duty'. I move on with pride foward. Yes Im facing something head on with total strength renewed. Its a long way yet. I have only begun as of this moment in time, and I look foward to the future because I see the potential for what I am about to do(growth).

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I'm here. Feels different yet familier. My sense of duty and honor have actually doubled now that im here, again. I seem committed and more serious than before. I walk with grace now. I'm less committed to others and more my own journey within. But the people here are helping me coming to me and its like they are amplifiing what ever im feeling trifold. Wow we are sharing feelings and thoughts, exchange. This is new for me. There is love but it feels hidden and theres a feeling like lost or im still somewhat alone but yet not as much of the feeling like back home on my first dark planet like before, and earth. I feel duty, almost screaming, asking me why, why why. I'm searching for the answers.

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I have come for what I need. It seems, im ready to go now. I feeling relief and joy, although, something dark and hidden seems to be what I discovered again. Something for my future in a healing sort of way that is being braught up for me to heal, im going to be ok I feel, I feel joy at what I completed, and a toast for what's to come. But im not done yet.
So I'm off.

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I'm being greeted, like a prince lol. Songs playing and all, saluting with flags. This is weird, it feels like a graduation, congratulations~ I hear.
Wow there's a honor and love for me. That goes beyond understanding. That i'm almost there and I should not stop.. This is a very short brief meeting. To teach me and to learn, something quick before I sail. I came here just for schooling and preparing for my next life, the "jump" as they called it. I'm going in.

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I feel cold, I feel fear. I feel death. I also feel life, and wind. Im falling, very fast. Wow its like a black hole. I feel love from above, telling me its going to be allright. I wake up in a forest cold and shivering. Im crying like what am I doing here. I forget, my chest hurts, why are so many things wrong. Wait, I feel, expression of total pain. Lost. Like a baby crying crying and screaming, help me, help me. Yet I feel peace, for a small bit. Somehow I feel the love of God, through the crying. I wake up looking down at my hands. I'm alive, why, and what. I go searching, on earth.

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I find something, not sure at first, but it comes clearer and clearer each day. Slowly. I feel the mission again, my path im walking. yes. I can hear it but its soft, its peace, its love. It thunders so loud that I was scared out of sleep. So now I have to do something, "remember". I felt the love and joy of god on earth and remembered my journey. So i'm here to give something to you. So that I allways did, I allways was. Nothing has changed, thank you for showing me.. Its getting stronger, flucuations are like water being distrubed again, this is like the first time, my first planet. I feel different this time, Im not in the abyss, I'm feel what I can only understand as god. Within me. Take it another step further. Ok, hes holding my hand. They are here too. lol everwhere. This feels like when I was before in the lands of joy. Hello hello hello. Praise. Claping. The songs are so loud that I can not fall asleep again.

Who are you?

I walk with my past behind me.

Goodbye for now.


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reply to post by ShadowNinja


You are a very creative guy. My advice is to save your sh** stories for ATS but to take these types of stories (which I find very good) and write some young adult fiction. I could see this polished into a book fo realz.

reply to post by DarkCyrus


A less enlightened personage once asked Ummon:
"What is the Nature of God?"
"What is the Nature of Buddha-hood?"
"What is the Central Truth?"
To the Lesser Light Ummon answered:
"A dried #-stick"

To a less enlightened personage Ummon once said:
"To understand the Nature of God,"
"To grasp the Nature of Buddha-hood,"
"To understand the Central Truth,"
"The Lesser Light must first understand,"
"The humankind on your world,"
"On my home world, on all the home worlds,"
"Once used pieces of wood for toilet paper."

"Only with this understanding can one know the Buddha-hood

To a Lesser Light, Ummon once asked:
"Where have you, slow-time creature, come from?"
To Ummon a less enlightened personage once responded:
"From the matrix above,"
"Usually."

To a Lesser Light Ummon once said:
"I don't entangle entities with words,"
"And bamboozle them with phrases."

To a lesser enlightened personage Ummon once said:
"Come a little nearer."
The Lesser Light approached
And to the Lesser Light Ummon shouted:
"BE OFF WITH YOU!"

reply to post by Wandering Scribe


My mom is dieing of cancer, I touched her and took a hit. Sorry if I haven't been up to par as usual lately.

Originally posted by reptoidsonice
reply to post by ShadowNinja

 

You are a very creative guy. My advice is to save your sh** stories for ATS but to take these types of stories (which I find very good) and write some young adult fiction. I could see this polished into a book fo realz.

Thanks for your comment but these so called stories are all 100% real and I have experienced every bit of it. Also why would I publish my whole experience and personal life into a book. I do presume there is much to be learned from all and even though some have a past, I believe we are what we remember.

I have seen things lately that many dream off. But.... I wish all could experience it and I am asking of her to show you all what I see.



@DarkCyrus

Remember who we are some do not understand and at the same time you must remember. That you and many others are important in so many ways. At times there will be those that want you to show so much knowledge and proof.

But....

At the same time you must remember that you must not go into ego and some will try to make you go into the egoistic mode. So please son of heaven be safe. Stay clear minded and pay close attention to everything around you, the sounds and the things you see.

reply to post by DarkCyrus


My best wishes to your mother.

Take all the time you need, ATS will be here for many, many moons to come. I have a really good memory, so I can pick up our conversation at anytime.

reply to post by ShadowNinja

Remember who we are some do not understand and at the same time you must remember. That you and many others are important in so many ways.

This is very egotistical yourself, Shadowninja. To say that you are special, but that others are not means you are trying to place your own existence on a level above that of these "others," which is typically referred to as a messiah-complex.

I understand that you and your ilk feel the need to "band" together for the sake of the preservation of your God-complexes, but, is it really worth the cost of making the same mistake as those whom you discard? You say that they cannot understand, and that only you and your chosen few can - why then should anyone believe you if they "cannot understand" it?

Or, in my case, I understand perfectly well what is going on. You exclude me for that reason alone. It's false-leadership, Shadowninja. And one day, it will most likely lead to your undoing. If it hasn't already.

"Let no man belong to another..."

reply to post by Wandering Scribe


Actually, I've been off this thread because some people use very rude words to depict others experincers, and they talk in ways that I find expansive, controlling (versus empowerment of others, grass roots empowerment by the people).

But at the same time while your posts are far too negative for me, and I have energy recognition. In fact, reading some of your posts and then having a private discourse that I couldnt post in response, brought some negative attention. But, the main thing is, some people are far too good natured to know what to say to your posts.

I believe that shadow ninja has let a door too wide open in his experiences and psi and that instead of connecting to his higher self he is having an opportunist attempt to mascarade as such and attempt a merger.

Once again, the only way to real advancement is to stop thinking in terms of increasing power, and ego. Its meaningless, there is no value in it at all.

Meditate and think in terms of raising heart, mind, soul, and frequency.

The contacts I've had are not like anything here, and this is not the message they bring either.

reply to post by Unity_99


Unabated skepticism can be a very ugly thing to one who has made claims that they cannot reinforce. I will admit to this. Such being the case, I do apologize if my skepticism comes off as harsh, rude, or offensive. However, I will not recant my words, because I have gained no such evidence causing me to consider that road.

The role of the skeptic - said skeptic being me - is to question and attack the beliefs of those who wish to draw in an audience. Which is exactly what ShadowNinja attempted to do with this serial about his experiences from 10 and up.

As one who is skeptical of his encounters it is my job - for the good of everyone who reads this - to 'attack' his beliefs in an effort to extract the truth from them. This truth must come in the form of a tangible evidence which can be witnessed by any individual who happens to come across this board.

That is my role as the skeptic, and as said skeptic I do everything in my power to fulfill the requirements of that role.

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Now, if you feel threatened, overwhelmed, or ostracized by my 'assault' on your beliefs, two things should be considered on your end:

1. Why do I feel attacked?
2. What does this feeling mean?

In response to the first, you might consider:

a. I have made grand claims, without any support
b. Instead of offering proofs I only offer more puzzles
c. I avoid/dodge questions and answer nonexistent ones

Now, depending on a, b, or c you will respond to the second inquiry in one of these ways:

a. I have made grand claims, without any support - someone attacks my claims - this means I should support my claims, or consider that maybe I am wrong in thinking I understand them.

b. Instead of offering proofs I only offer more puzzles - someone attacks my claims - this means I should probably quit dancing behind metaphors and symbolism and use concrete descriptors and reality as a reference point.

c. I avoid/dodge questions and answer nonexistent ones - someone attacks my beliefs - this means I should consider answering questions posed, or, offer input with evidence to support someone else who also has the same claims as I do.

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I understand the need for grassroots movements, I really do. However, the difference between a grassroots movement and this thread is that the grassroots movements have evidence, statistics, and proof to support their claims. Along with this difference, a grassroots movement is NO STRANGER to make all of these evidences available to anyone, anywhere, at anytime, and for any type of request.

The UFO abductee-cults offer none of this. So you aren't a grassroots movement out to cause global progression. You are self-proclaimed messiah figures with special powers who are the chosen ones. Hardly a movement.

I do formally apologize though, for not allowing these claims to go unchecked. I was raised to question everything until it was proven real. Maybe some of you grew up believing that if you hopes and wished enough something would exist.

That wasn't enough for some of us. We filled our emptiness with tangible, real things. Not fantastical claims that place us center-stage in a galactic game of chess.

I will apologize for my harshness.
I will not apologize for my resistance to blind faith.

~ Wandering Scribe

reply to post by Wandering Scribe


You arent actually doing skepticism, rather you make absolute blanket statements on other people sharing their experinces, personally insulting them and name calling on their experiences, categorizing it in demeaning terms.

Please note, regardless of what you think, your dark twist on ufology or what you would consider acceptable to your already defined and rigid ideas, the experiences I've shared are real, and they are ongoing. And no, the only proof other than disclosure would be if 1) they want to stand still and give it to you, in other words its in their hands, and 2)if they want a person to share, (ie. note I am on their side!!! Not our leaders, and its up to their protocol. I already post above what might be considered their protocol, but even when another person has told me directly to not post anymore on a topic, surprisingly, during montiroring, I am told that as a liason, I must continue to post. Apparently there are some messages that are to come out a bit now.) and 3) its in everyones hands. Everyone can have sitings, everyone may even have contact, that they remember (because I think everyone is processed here!!!) IF they work on themselves and raise their frequency and turn to higher principles of love and compassion and step out of the box, the duality, the wars, the judgments on others and expectations that only the slaves working for corporations have a right to homes, and stop supporting the system, co-creating it!

Change your outlooks, raise your frequency and you'll have sitings.

I will continue to give this testimony and will not ever stop until disclosure, freedom, and a save from NWO, Depopulation, the Anglo Saxon Program, banks, slavery, and the matrix are busted wide open, with everyone safe, and striving for eden.

Nor will I ever change one iota of the experiences as they are, and make them into something else to satisfy the lies of others. They are what they are.

I did not mean it special and other things I was referencing it to something me and DarkCyrus only know. So how can you be so judgmental when you did not even know what I was talking about.

I mean the completely other thing of what you thought. Nah it does not matter due to the fact that this will only lead into egoistic battle. I believe there is not need for that and that we can all be civilized.

The night sky

The Earth

The Stars

The Animals

The Plants

The Grass under our feet

The Rain drops

All given to us out of love and we need to connect more to this. We need to reconnect our roots with Mother Earth and the Cosmos. All need to welcome this new age with open hand and love in our hearts.

May all be blessed and make their hearts sing with love.

I have never tried to turn your "experiences" into something which they are not. I have simply stated that what you experience is not what the lore on UFOlogy records. Your experiences are the fringe, the outside, the rare and unproven. That is what my stance has always been.

What is different, is that you all claim to have these experiences with such frequency you'd really believe every contactee and abductee has the same exact experiences. They don't. For almost a century encounters with aeroforms have been documented and recorded. Except, the type of encounter where people receive psychic abilities, messages about the future, or grand messages to all of humanity are in the marginally small.

So, since you all seem to have the first-hand track to getting these beings to tell you everything about everything - it shouldn't come as a surprise that people who study these things would be eager for you to prove your claims.

Hence the skepticism. I think you're lying, but I'm more than willing to recant that belief - assuming that you prove your claims. Subjective experiences do nothing towards providing objective experiences.

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The interwoven Neo-pagan movement mixture is laughable at best. You understand so little of true "Earth movements" and "Pagan" spiritual beliefs. "Love the world," and "get in tune with Mother Earth!" are all nice messages. But you don't really know how to do that, do you? Have you listened to the music of the spheres? Heard the voices of the dead, of the living? Have you taken the Step?

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Love is Law, love under Will.
Every man and woman is a star.

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We are all connected;
To each other biologically,
To the Earth chemically,
To the rest of the Universe atomically.

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To say that I don't understand the "higher frequency" of existence makes all of you the "judgmental" ones who have let their egos get the better of them.

I never claimed I haven't had contact, or experienced anything.

I only said that your claims seem too improbably to possible. So please show me the proof.

I don't write words for no reason. Read them. Respond to them.

~ Wandering Scribe

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Actually, I base what I explore in the "lore" of ufology based on my experinces, because I know them, and another thing, I know my energy recognition. It doesnt fail me, and its as vivid a sense as sight, touch, smell, scent, etc. So it leads me to those other accounts, usually grass roots ones, that add up. Also, when I read something, that draws me strongly, but doesnt fit, I shelf it, and then in a while usually, other accounts kick in. What I know from my experiences fits into to a lot of others experiences, but it doesnt fit into the slant that the Vrill, or black op agents leak, or some of the cases I can't validate, such as Alex Collier. Steven Greer has more information that is colloborating. Though I also sense his energy, and have my own viewpoints on it. Nonetheless he is going for the atlernative to the cataclysm and first the war and depopulation they seem to be gearing up for. His message of releasing technology and redistrituting goods amongst the people reminds me of Benjamin Fulford and also, Anthra Andromeda's posts.

And that gives him some level of credibility right there. As an experiencer, I do share, because its important to reach out to others, but....I really am researching myself and connecting those dots and information and energy that connects to me, I'm searching constantly for the diamonds with all the energy recognition, all my meditation, with all my effort basically because its a strong core need and an inner push that never goes away. I am being nudged along a path, pushed actually.

Steven Greer has a video that shows various crafts, lights, flashes, orion tones, and...Mount Shasta orbs. Well, that energy on those orbs in that video is identical to the energy, and the orb we had, that my son pointed out in Oct, of 08, when the same nordic couple flew over twice that evening, and he sensed them, though they were soundless. That couple I have memories of in childhood, and checkups and a meeting in the forrest with other children. That couple and that orb have the same energy that I recieved when I watched Miriam Delicado's interview, also from BC, Canada, and I ordered her book.

The greys, I ordered Jim Sparks book. These two books are the only two ufology books I own, they both have the right signatures. It was the et script from Jim Spark that awoke me to much of my memories, and pulled all the pieces together.

My experiences are not atypical of others, for many people are having atypical experiences than the media depicts, grass roots experiencers are sharing lots of different stories. How people learn is by studying them and connecting up dots. It comes. Nor are they different ets than two whose books I own, for they are the same ones actually, or grouping at the very least.

Mount Shasta is Telos by the way. Telos in my experiences was a Taurus/Telos group. They live in a monelyess society and are incredibly advanced. They keep zetans and greys away frequently as well.

reply to post by Unity_99


Now we're getting somewhere. Others who have made contact, other accounts that can be searched and verified. Names, places, people, etc. This is all good. I can research these people, read their material, study them and come to understandings of what they do, have done, and might be capable of doing. This is all very good.

And, I will look into these posters, and people over the next few days to compare what they say with what you say.

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There are a few things mentioned in your most recent response that interest me:

• What kind of meditation do you practice, and how did you learn it?

• Greys, Zetans, Reptilians, Andromedans - may I have a list of all the races you are first-hand familiar with please?

• I don't just go by media reports to gather my data. Lauren Coleman, Aime Michel, Jacques Valle, Jerome Clarke, John Keel, the Lorenzens - etc. I read the books, magazines, articles and news from once and now top-notch UFOlogists. Have you familiarized yourself with all of their work?

• Atypical experiences are close-encounters of the third kind. Typical encounters are close-encounters of the first kind, and occasionally of the second. Are you saying you're NOT having close-encounters of the third kind?

~ Wandering Scribe