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Originally posted by CBS01
reply to post by CleverNameHere
Hello "Clever Name Here":
You're answering questions without requiring people's background/history data. So that allows me to keep this somewhat short and I have a question to "throw at you." Ever since I can remember, I've felt like this world is almost foreign to me. Keeping in mind as I began growing up, I began to become a well adjusted normal person and felt at home to a large degree. I still feel like this world we live in meets 1% of its potential and something about it is just not right.
My question is this. I feel and have always felt like God had a different/higher purpose for me than my current life. I am not better than anyone else, this I know for a fact. But, why would a person feel that they're not meeting their intended purpose if they cannot determine what that purpose is? Though I'm doubtful of any worthy reply, I'm still hopeful you might have a helpful response to a question I've never posed to anyone else in my life.
Peace,
CBS
Originally posted by Deckard666
I don't believe in coincidences so you must be it
I was "called" and "guided" to awake about 3 months ago. It seems my path started with my mission and I was guided to the information I needed to get the big picture after that. I was guided to someone who needed help and in return I got the information I was looking for. All in all perfect timing. A week before that I wouldn't have found what I was looking for. After that I was made perfectly clear that it is known that I KNOW and that it is not much liked what I do. I'm tired of that influence because I can't feel my way right now.
And here you are. At the right time.
Originally posted by LeoLoeb
I dream of elaborate suicides and/or being torn apart in wild hedonistic orgies six or seven times a week, and they're the best, most ecstatic dreams I ever have. What does this say about me?
Originally posted by mynameisjuan
As I can't U2U yet, and you don't seem to be on AIM when I am, feel free to not answer these if you don't feel comfortable in the open forum, but I would like to ask these questions in private if that were possible.
1. How old were you when you woke up and couldn't remember anything?
2. So your only memory at that point was what happened with God?
3. What day (dd/mm/yyyy, ect.) was this day that you basically awoke?
I could keep going. Sometimes I feel like a question factory.
Originally posted by colloredbrothers
I wanted to U2U you but didn't know how so I though that maybe I need to befriend you first to have that option available.
If not please feel free to ignore the friend request if you wish and tell me how to U2U?
The ATS interface is something I can't get a hang of.
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Originally posted by putiplot
hey CleverNameHere
you said something about things are going to be more simple. I like simple, but can you give any further details?
if our society was more simple maybe we would be more advance in other stuff...
thx
Originally posted by Deckard666
I don't believe in coincidences so you must be it
I was "called" and "guided" to awake about 3 months ago. It seems my path started with my mission and I was guided to the information I needed to get the big picture after that. I was guided to someone who needed help and in return I got the information I was looking for. All in all perfect timing. A week before that I wouldn't have found what I was looking for. After that I was made perfectly clear that it is known that I KNOW and that it is not much liked what I do. I'm tired of that influence because I can't feel my way right now.
And here you are. At the right time.
Originally posted by Haza32
Originally posted by Deckard666
I don't believe in coincidences so you must be it
I was "called" and "guided" to awake about 3 months ago. It seems my path started with my mission and I was guided to the information I needed to get the big picture after that. I was guided to someone who needed help and in return I got the information I was looking for. All in all perfect timing. A week before that I wouldn't have found what I was looking for. After that I was made perfectly clear that it is known that I KNOW and that it is not much liked what I do. I'm tired of that influence because I can't feel my way right now.
And here you are. At the right time.
i can also relate to you my friend.
its weird, i do believe i just "woke up" one day
very similar time to what you did also.
and it just so happened i found this site. i couldnt resist but join!
and im starting to see whats going on with the world
as much as i hate it, realising now. the big picture.
what was going on right under our noses for many years
its a scary thought.
in some way i think ATS is a way helps the "guided"
i dunno, could be me.
but everythings too coincedental..
dont you think?
Originally posted by Carbilicon
Throughout my life I have noticed strange things. I've received/had premonitions about a classmate's father's death & injuries for the same classmate. I was also given visions that accurately described my spouse before we ever met. Unfortunately, I have no idea how I was able to receive/have these premonitions so I don't have them on a constant basis. Lately, I've seen patterns in numbers. Recently, I've also had a strong urge to write a rather odd fiction story.
My question would be: If this is all going to end so soon, why am I being given a story to write that I will most likely not have enough time to complete let alone anyone else to read it?
Originally posted by CavemanDD
Interesting. I have not much to say, what some would call strange I have to come to see as normal as it appears common, gradual, predictable. There is an acceleration, I feel this, and also a transitional theme that some others have discussed with me... like what 2007 was like, then 2008, then now. I feel a final stage of preparation for something is coming this year for the $%-storm that's on the horizon. However, just all storms, some fear it, some think they are beautiful and exciting, its a matter of perspective.
I'm not sure what passes as strange anymore. I guess I'll have to wait for something that totally bombards my perception.
Sounds like your a "walk-in" or something of that nature.
Every morning I feel like its a new life, that i've changed slightly. I've even woken up with "strange" messages that timelines have changed or something like this. I still always feel like ME, at least for the most part of what I experience myself as... a containment of memories and experience of a personality but not necessarily something I cling to.
Well you've interested me anyways, and I tend to give the benefit of a doubt, i don't care if I am deceived for your own ego-stroking. haha, but yeah, welcome.