An example of personal change from November to January for me:
- I used to say I would always avoid the certain place I'm now working in...And I discovered its actually nicer than what i thought.
Everybody asked me what was going on when I started working in it.
It was like I launched myself in a new world...
- The people I talk to and with whom I have relationship are EXTREMELY different from the ones of my past.
In 2008 I would have never thought I would talk to those people.
- My brother lately has changed literally personality...He is weirder than before, he was very conventional and habitual, predictable and workhaolic.
He became greatly lazy, more independent, has weird interests, watches weird tv programmes and is becoming very unpredictable.
He used to take school programme so seriously that we didn't even have a relationship though living in the same home, we went through ignoring each
other for years until late 2010.
- I used to be very religious, now in those months I'm the most far I've ever been from religion...I don't attend church since May 2010...I attended
once for Christmas.
- I was almost obsessively not trasgressive for 19 years of my life...Since August 2010 in particular and now from November to January I experienced
being trasgressive and rebellious.
I always knew my true adulescence would have started at 20.
- I still play videogames, I avoided them since I was 17 but now is a come-back...But I shifted from The Sims to Grand Theft Auto...
December 2010 was my first experience with such controversial videogame.
- My relationship with my brother that was almost non-existant for some years before 2009 since the last 2 months of 2010 is getting much better...
- Oddly, this is the first year of my life in which no one of my friends is a girl...I had bad experiences with them in 2009 and that had a strong
effect on me.
Though a girl I know since I was 12 is still one of my dear friends...But only her.
And a pen- friend girl.
And 2 new women I knew at work. But that's new, a month ago.
For the whole of 2010 I didn't go out with any girl.
- This is the year I will get the car licence. From that moment on, I know my life will change greatly.
- 2010 was the year I knew myself extremely better than ever before. Its like I was getting a mask with myself, but that mask melted down in August
2010.
- I find myself more prone to accept the mistakes of my friends and the habits of them that I don't like and agree with. I simply adapt, and I find
this more positive than judging them.
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