I bought the book yesterday, it will arrive here in may 18th..
I had an AP 2 days ago; you can see my testimony over Cavemans
thread...
But, the trance method is effective for me (althought is full on fear
on nights) and the whole works out as 3 ways:
1) You have to let your BODY sleep by relaxation and stay conscious;
2) You have to CONCENTRATE on the contemplation of the ideoretinal
lights behind your closed eyes (more on that later);
3) (Caveman tip) You have to detect changes in the ringing of ears;
Easy said than done.
I know this first hand.
Once you start to let go of body (it becomes apart from you, heavier and
heavier) and its annoyances (my mouth and eyes gets weird), things
START to change..
The first change is that the retinal lights (the million pricks of static) start
to become circles, popping, scaling and moving.. the colours are faint, like
blue and mostly purple.
(all this events at the same time)
The ringing gets louder... by this time, things gets REALLY weirder... this
stage is the opening of the etheric body, to what normally is the recharge
of vital energy... but this time, you are consciously going through.
Your body will feel different, as it weigths a ton, but I (my experience)
feel my heart pounding, racing and my breath following that.
(Robert bruce calls this as the heart chakra is not well balanced)
Going along, the speed of the ideoretinal lights now should be impressive,
and I got chills up and down (fear is my current blockage)....
Then the sound changes, from a high pitch "beacon" as I remember, to a
more oscillating sound, just like Caveman posted in his podcast.
Another last thing: you start to see hypnagogia images and situations..
this is the "surface mind" that never rests and keeps reminding you of
things to do, desires... i even saw sex scenes in there...
By then, i called it quits... too much for me at that time.
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The succesfull AP happened when after I woke up from a lucid dream,
i forced my way back, following the ideoretinal lights...
This time was WAY fast, and the lights were bright, but the motion of
them was not circles or anything... seamed to me like a random noise
generator with motion blur in real time.. crazy...
I feel my heart pounding again, and feel an imense CRACK open in
my chest...
I was back, with my wife and bed as thoughtforms along... as soon as I
understand that I had maked the cosncious transition (felt like 5 seconds),
i lost the "lockmold" and went back to here.
A pure beauty. I can remember clearly as day. My bed was beneath a
tree around a bus station where my lucid dream has ended.
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To force your way back needs a hell of WILL, and no fear.
Im working on those 2.
Hope to hear your projections!
[]´s
RP
[edit on 13-4-2009 by RobertPaulsim]