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Originally posted by fizzy1
Yes your most likely schizophrenic but in denial. If this was real and this supercomputer had such powerful control over your mind you wouldny be on ATS talking about it much less aware of its existence. So they can control everything about you and your parents obviously since they controled when you were born and what sex you were. They obviously arranged your parents getting together and can also make people fall in love and want to have children. Then if they have all this power then why cant they prevent you from knowing they exist and having all this knowledge about them to expose them. Or should i say expose some of them since you obviously have no REAL knowledge of anything to say who THEY are and where THEY are. Just enough to build a conspiracy around.
Pyschosis at its best on ATS.
Yep tear me up all you want folks but its just true. People who believe in this kind of stuff and are this paranoid either end up being afraid to function in society and need meds to get out of bed daily or end up killing people in a subway or a school somewhere. No control over your own mind is not a supercomputer its a real life illness that you need help with.
So did the supercomputer and shadow government people control you and make you put all this on ATS to create fear and panic among society tolet everyone know THEY are among us and will control everyone and there isnt anything we can do? LOL
If such a entity existed i think it would be called god and we would all be worshipping it without say so. I can tell you this. If i alone had the power to control every mind on the planet at will and nothing you or anyone could do about it then i could force everyone to do what i wanted and noone would know what i was doing because i would erase whatever memories you had of me or my computer. Get a clue. lol
I remember the day I essentially gave up writing because it was just too easy for the machine to steer my destiny. I started doodling soft pentagrams and then electrorheological links. These will resume the second I pick up a pen. Besides, quantum secrets seem to respond very well to the harmony of stringed instruments. There's a wealth of spirit flow there, and you can keep the mind blank until you really screw on the jams. It was 1989 when I decided to drop penning thoughts, in a routine fashion, for good. I was rewarded with a high voltage blast which nearly killed me and left a lens in my eye, circa '93, Spring. It's rare that I sleep without great preparation, mentally.
Originally posted by tmk81
reply to post by blowfishdl
Could you explain further on how it has your entire life planned out since before birth? Does this fit into a larger goal?
I have been shaped by this system in many instances throughout my life, earlier on in ways I could not explain. Since 2006, it has been overtly communicating with me using disturbances, triggered thoughts and environment interactions. Its continual interaction coupled with external synchronicities convinces me this is not schizophrenia. I have family connections, which I don't feel comfortable discussing here, that make me a target for this direct interaction and plan. I am limited in what I can do and this supercomputer has strong predictive power so planning my life is not an issue. There are many other people who are writing about their experience with this system which leads me to believe that this behavior is conducive to their plan--the effect being increased awareness which leads to change.
Originally posted by TruthMagnet
The sad thing is - probably some of the OP's speculation is correct at least to some degree.
However - the OP apears to show classic symptoms of Tin Foil Hat Syndrome.
Really man, get some help - please - I know when I was an angry young man I wondered if my anger came from Demons who I chanelled or something - but I knew it was most likely a delusion.
Really I was just pissed about things I couldn't control - many years later now and I make SURE I control my environment whenever/wherever possible - and I am a very happy person.
It easy to self-delude onesself during weird times - but you show all the classic symptoms of unhealthy paranoia.
Even when it comes to your own ideas/mind you should follow this motto:
"Trust but Verify!"
Good luck to you - hope things work out!
Originally posted by TryThinking
Originally posted by tmk81
Here is one disturbing aspect of this system's programming:
Through my experience I have learned that it has a causal understanding of my thoughts and can create certain stimuli which influence my mind in predictable ways. One technique it uses is pairing of stimuli. For instance, it often creates creeping tactile sensations on my genitals while projecting morphing sexual images into my field of vision followed by sound modulations or voices; it does this repeatedly which makes me feel shame and discomfort.
It has controlled me in similar ways since childhood. When I was around twelve it projected homosexual pornographic images in my mind; I eventually started using aversion therapy, such as pinching myself, to try to make them stop.
I have ’occult’ associations and come from a line of religious leaders which I consider the most likely reason why I was targeted for this abuse.
I have read most all of the posts in this thread, having come here after a google search on Project Looking Glass (black ops not the desktop tool!)
I mean no disrespect, and I know you have heard this before, however honest and respectful dialogue in the following area is as important to determining the full picture of what is happening as anything else that will be said.
Certainly you have been told, and if you have seen a psychiatrist given the diagnosis, that ALL of your behaviors, beliefs, experiences, etc. which are being related here constitute the textbook diagnosis of Paranoid Schizophrenia. Keep in mind that a Paranoid Schizophrenic is absolutely convinced that their experiences are real and that they do not need any medical help, and that those around them who do not agree are out to get them and certainly wrong.
Belief that one has been 'chosen', comes from a lineage of 'special' heritage (Freemason/minister/native american/colonist in your case), auditory/tactile/visual hallucinations, instruction from voices, certainty that government organizations(s) control their mind/thoughts/actions/future/words/entire life, exhibits bizarre thinking regarding every aspect of their life (sexual mind control, occult, family/church thought you were a demon/devil, substance abuse, ability to form relationships), self mutilation as described above , and VERY high intelligence (although you denied knowing much science you discuss very technical areas of physics, math, etc.)
In other words, it is difficult to get past how perfectly the diagnosis fits and other than your denial, which ironically also fits the diagnosis, we have nothing to refute it. Again, no disrespect and in the interest of validating (as must be done with any area of scientific exploration) the phenomenon, have you in fact seen a psychiatrist and what was the outcome? Were you ever placed on medication?
Originally posted by davidmann
Yep tear me up all you want folks but its just true. People who believe in this kind of stuff and are this paranoid either end up being afraid to function in society and need meds to get out of bed daily or end up killing people in a subway or a school somewhere. No control over your own mind is not a supercomputer its a real life illness that you need help with.
Originally posted by Ophiuchus 13
Seems like a machine designed to pick out certain types of brain activity to ensure no 1 makes an advancement in humanity on the PTB and becomes A superhero or villan/ ENHANCED HUMAN ON THOSE WHO MAY BE WATCHING. SOUNDS INTERESTING THREADSTER
Originally posted by tmk81
reply to post by albertfothergill
how does it pick a victim?
By choosing the archetypes and personalities conducive to the shadow government's plan.
[edit on 15-12-2008 by tmk81]
Originally posted by empathy5975
Originally posted by tmk81
reply to post by albertfothergill
how does it pick a victim?
By choosing the archetypes and personalities conducive to the shadow government's plan.
[edit on 15-12-2008 by tmk81]
Sounds like something to get in on.
Where do I sign up?
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Originally posted by tmk81
ok everyone thanks for the input. I am now going to post all updates to my blog at remoteneuroimaging.blogspot.com...
[edit on 10-8-2010 by tmk81]