I do not cry
to be strong for others I must try
instead I drink my sorrows away
only for the sorrows to come back the next day
oh why don't the tears arrive
so once again I could feel so alive
I don't cry because I don't want to lose control
I fear I would never come back
Life is difficult
Without control there is chaos
Control is like the zombie land of The Matrix
A mediocre life
For fear of non-mediocrity
When I cry I wanna be held
To be told that things will be well
But instead I am irgnored
I just want some accord
I do not do it for attention
I just want some consideration
Just my head on someones shoulder would do
Once again let me feel new
I cry
my tears
here they come
again.
The imagination of
myself, someplace
in the American
desert, sitting
on a red rock.
The sun shines
on me.
I'm thinking
about all
of us.
There was a time I cried
When things were bad and when things were good
Oh, what is the use of tears anymore?
All they do is leave sticky streaks down my cheeks
Anger seems to be hip today
Lets just hold it in and damage with words
That's really all I see anymore
Crying with words is what I call it
Lets see how far this goes!
I see you
Oh what do I do?
Should I be talking?
Speak to you? I'll just keep walking
To you I confided
But you were blinded
You are just a memory to me
And maybe someday you will see
That you ultimately lost
But to me it didn't cost
And when you look me in the eyes
You will see I do not cry