basically if there was a deity i could relate my personality to most specifically, it would be Anubis. but only after my mental endeavors of having
quit sneering/prejudice/hatred as well as removing most of pride/fear/denial among other sin. As I said before, I don't worship him, I just relate
these experiences to his simulacrum and name, "He who sits upon his mountain which underscores the importance for the protection of the dead and
deceased"
However, I am still Christian, lol. I can't help what I've experienced, and what I've identified with. What's done is done. I'll face my judgment
with dignity.