posted on Oct, 6 2008 @ 09:07 PM
Dearest Sgt. Clifford,
I have had a very vivid memory that has haunted me for some time. My problem with this memory is, did this actually occur or is this my imagination?
I will be brief in my explanation and I hope that you will be able ( I am aware of your situation if you cannot) to tell me if in fact a scenario or
place like the one I will describe exists. I appreciate any information you can help me with, I have had a very full life of scenarios like the one I
will describe and I am hoping to piece together why these occurrences have been a part of my journey. This could bring great clarity to my wondering
soul. Now the brief story, I am two years old. I wake up in a room with a large table I'm laying my head upon. I look to my right and there are other
children of all different ages. I know of them but not who they are. They are in a sense lost, emotionless but still able to function. I notice the
boy sitting next to me is playing with these cards, they have symbols on them. He's flipping them back and forth very quickly and matching them to
one another without having to look at them. There are a few children sitting on the floor playing with blocks two children a boy and a girl I believe
they are twins, are making the blocks float. The other children are doing other random things like this. I start to come out of my haze, ( felt
drugged) a women comes in she has long dark hair it's braided down her back, she's carrying sandwiches, Peanut butter and jelly, I freak out and
telepathically scream at the others not to eat them, they are poisoned with something, they do. I am becoming very afraid, I am aware of what is going
on, I feel like I am supper old and knowledgeable, but I am two.. How can I know what is going on? I look to the glass that runs along the wall in
front of me. I know whoever brought me here is watching me behind there. I become very angry, they can hear me, I ask them telepathically to let me go
please, they hear me and don't respond, the more I become upset and fearful, they room begins to shake. I again ask them to let me go, I don't want
to cause harm to anyone, I cannot control my energy. The more I get upset I cannot keep my energy in check, the mirror explodes into a thousand
pieces. The children don't even respond. A man comes barging in he is wearing a white lab coat he has grey hair and the brightest blue eyes I have
ever seen. I can still see them now, he pulls me very forceful down this hall, (it feels cold and I am being drug down a tunnel, it looks like I am in
a cave? there are yellow and black striped posts along the wall and fences. He has these metal gloves on, I feel parallelized, I can't move energy,
or my body and he forcefully drags me, we come to these rooms they look like they go on for ever, tiny bulb lights over head white arched doors he
opens it with his hand. He takes me into the room and straps me to what looks like a dentist chair. It's the only thing in there. Above and behind
me I can feel others again watching. I know there is a glass room with about fifteen, here to watch what is going to happen to me, I can feel they are
excited and happy, I don't understand. The next part is very graphic and I choose to leave it out but a part of my anatomy was removed from my body.
(I have scares on my body where this occurred, which I have had life long difficulties with and at one point nearly caused death.) I don't have a
memory as to what occurred when the torture began or after or how I got out of there. This has been rather lengthy I have tried to make it as brief as
possible. I appreciate you taking the time to read this and for any information you can share. I also thank all others who have read this. I have been
very afraid to share this with anyone and I felt very safe and had hope that you could shine light on it after watching your video. I would have
contacted you directly but could not find a place to do that. So again I thank you and wish you love n peace.