posted on May, 28 2008 @ 12:22 AM
I have had the same feeling for a long time......waiting. A buddy and I would talk about all sorts of stuff about life, death, the universe, our
creator, our savior, and everything in between, like if we were philosophers or something. For years now, it has been feeling like something big is
going to happen. It was actually my friend that asked me that question. "Do you ever feel like your waiting for something, like something big was
going to happen?". This was about 10 years ago about. We studied on a lot of things like cultures, religions, magick, and history. I did more of
the studying on those subjects, he did more on the majick than I have tho. He got stuck on that for awhile. Anyways I told him I had that feeling
for a quite a while myself. Probably explains all the different jobs I've had, and how I lived my life. I was going to join the military, 3 times I
was real close to, but the 3rd time I was actually going for it, I ended gettin shot, with the bullet going through my knee, shattering it, this was
over 2 yrs ago. Now, I can't ever join the military, but so glad now that I don't have to. I live in Olathe, KS, I moved out of here about a dozen
times now in the past several years, but for some reason, I keep coming back, each time didn't want to at all.
Now, to understand things, you have to always have an open mind on things, having common sense with common knowledge, and especially knowing our
history, history repeats itself over and over and over again. I go by the bible only as a guideline, nothing more, nothing less. It's been
translated over and over again throughout history, some scripts lost, some even burned, and some changed to make some things sound better. All I
know, something is going to happen, a whole bunch of events, one after another, and some at the same time, all over the world. Even the bible
explains things that are happening now, and some for awhile, but the list is getting super short now. I am a very very analytical person, but very
open minded, with common sense and logic, reason, and faith. God is something totally different than what people think, even than what I think, I'm
sure. Theories are what we have, as well as faith as humans nowadays. Soon, everyone will know what's about to happen. People are wanting change,
but no one is doing a thing about it. History tells, either we change, or change will fall upon us, forcefully. And when we are forced to change,
nature, in any way, takes lives away. History shows that. To me, I am still waiting, just several years from now, the waiting will stop. Then for
awhile it's gonna be very hectic for several years. Gonna be to busy to wait for that crap to end tho. But life hasn't stopped because of the
wait.
[edit on 28-5-2008 by FalknFerno]