posted on Dec, 10 2007 @ 11:46 AM
ok im back....
so, it didnt go exactly as i planned...when i got there it was an amazing old house ,huge inside loads of rooms.
very calm welcoming feel to the house , so i sat down and waited for the therapist to arive.
when she turned up she took me to a room , looked just like a typical old peoples back room lol...we sat down and she was talking to me about why i
was there and what i wanted to achive and what i thought was going to happen.
well after a while of talking i decided that a past life regression wasnt what i wanted at this point in my life.But as she is also a counciler and
therapst aswell , i decided to have some councilling type of thing , because im hanving quite a few problems in my present life that i wanted to
address ,1 being my on off depression...among other things.
after i felt a weight lifted and i felt amazing for the rest of the day and was in the frame of mind that i could do anything.
when i came home i sorted a fewproblems out with my family that had been there for a while under the surface but never mentioned...just every1 would
argue over stupid little things because underneath they were angry at somthing else.
had a great night and a great sleep, for once.
but today , sunday,iv woke up in the completly opposite mood...extreme opposite...
so i phoned the doctors so he could see what was the matter with me, long story short hes suggested i take anti depressants and carry on the
councilling.
iv started taking them today, didnt really want to because i hate prescription drugs and that stuff.
but if they can help , and i can have enough willpower and strenth to do it ,its worth a shot.
But about the past life regression, i am thinking of having it done at another time defonatly , but at the moment its just not the right time.
btw this therapist is also a medium, and she told me that i was an indigo .
which didnt suprise me tbh, im your typical stereotype indigo lol
but at the moment its alll got a bit much for me...its like 99.9% of the world is crazy and im 1 of the only ones who see the way things really are
,its difficult to say the least .
neways yeah thanx for posting and sorry for the delay.
any questions ill be glad to answer to the best of my ability
peace