posted on Aug, 17 2007 @ 02:33 AM
i would have to agree with you on this one, i to have been yearning for chaos and destruction, but i believe the reason is simple, it is because i
have lived a boring dull life, no wars, no hardships. just looking out the window seeing the population slave away, growing in their own little
realities of just obtaining more money and more materials then just dying out. its actually quite depressive knowing the fact that you are nothing but
i tiny little ant in the colony who will be forgotten, and whos only existence was to push the super powers further ahead.
so by believing in world catastrohes that gives one hope in knowing that they will not just live a boring dull life, they will either die in huge
catastrophe or survive and go on a huge adventure, and heck if most of the poplulation is wiped out then all the survivors will be of extreme
importance. the only problem is, everyone thinks they are going to be that one survivor who makes it. the truth however is that if their is going to
be huge destructive events sweeping the entire earth in the next few years, then most of the people are going to die, quickly for the most part
but overall i would still rather have a shot at survival, a shot at action, a shot at being something important, because otherwise my life will just
continue on being boring, being the life that was set out before me,which is finding a mate, reproducing, and working til i am of no more use, then
just turning back to dirt, at least by having crazy universe altering events sweep by we are all experiencing something new and we are all having the
honor of being a part of something big, being a part of something that progresses the universe not just mankind
what a journey it would be if big things were to happen on 2012 etc, we would all be right in the middle of a huge and drastic change that would
effect everything and just being a part of that in itself would be fullfilling enough for me, more fullfilling then just living a normal life could
ever be