My life with an Alien Soul

Originally posted by observe50

Do you kind of understand what I am trying to say.

[edit on 26-7-2010 by observe50]

Hello again Lorraine,

Yes I do understand.

Not only I understand your reply but I understand many other things that you've posted, to which I can only agree with. I've had past lives recollections, human past lives, in various circumstances. Some through meditation, some instantaneous flashbacks and one in perticular through a guided automatic writing session. I was a druid, saw the village, my wife, my kids, I remember choosing different plants for some healing preparations with roots. Chlorophyll had an immense curative value. I couldn't believe it when you mentioned it.

When I was contacted through meditation, I was told that I had lived many times but NOT only as a human. Up to that point it never occurred to me that I could have had other incarnations of a non human type. I was told that my soul had a name and that I had many friends from different races who knew me well. I was told that I had chosen to be back at this specific time in human history to help. That when the time came I would remember everything. Including healing, where we're from, who we are.

I was shown bits and pieces of what happened to me thirty seven years ago. I was shown planets up close. The sun up close. A star system that I knew nothing about, Arcturus. After the meditation, still pretty much "in a daze" I wrote down notes of what I saw, what I was told. And there are some notes written down for which I have no memory. Like intentionaly wiped out. I wrote that I was shown what I looked like in a higher vibration. I wrote it but I don't remember it. I wrote that when I touched him/her, I felt emotions on a different level, we are different emotion wise. Again, no memory of what he/she looks like, of touching him/her. As if I am not aloud to remember just yet. Isn't that strange?

My root chakra has been vibrating ever since that contact. Comes and goes. But never happened before. I have tried contacting him/her again without success. I was told they would contact me again soon but nothing yet.

Since that contact, I can only say that my beliefs have expanded. From a belief that we humans are one but it's a way larger portrait than that. One is everything. All that our senses feel are just a tip of the iceberg. One includes many other races. The human species is only starting to become aware.

When you mentioned seeing your parents, that strange emotion resurfaced. And this is one emotion that I cannot describe with words. It is love yet on a bigger scale. I understand why it makes you sad. It is not love as we comprehend it. I hope I'm making sense here. It is a pure form of love, given the choice this is how I would describe it. I have felt it and it still resonates. This is why I was told "Emotions are the clues and Love is the key".

Do you kind of understand what I am trying to say?

I'm sure you do.

SonoftheSun,

I understand everything you are saying.

Isn't it nice to discover that there are really others like yourself.

I know when I read some of the things that skeptics write I have to constantly keep telling myself not to get upset because they just haven't waken yet and who knows..... they may never wake.

All we can do is live, observe and do what we are to do when the time comes.

I can only assume whether right or wrong we need to observe everything so if/when we reconize something we can share.

Like I said I tried to move from where I am and it just was not meant to be. I am back here I had a feeling this is where I was to be so I did not sell my home or my belongings and I was able to come back as if I never left.

Do any of you feel as if you are in the general area where you are to be?

I'm not sure. I want to be back home, where I grew up, in the interior, and yet have not been able to move back yet. Here I keep seeing what is needed is preparation, and that most of the population is here, yet I'm two hours inland, half an hour from the Kokahella Hwy and the mountains to the Interior, in the country. I don't feel like I'm supposed to move just yet either. I feel there is a plan in place for this area and the interior.

I just keep holding light over everything. currently, I've written to two ufology related organizations, websites, asking for information on local regressionists with open minds, in the Fraser Valley/Vancouver area. And hope to find one that is not overly priced. Something is pushing me and we may even create a pdf or some document of our experiences in the end. If it does go this route, though not good at organizing writing, can't do the gross organizational skills, and get confused a bit with it, it will at least be a record of disclosure related information and it will be free.

People need to wake up, and look up. They need to question everything.

You look far enough inland I looked at a map but its hard to tell. I really don't know anything about your area.

Is Vancouver Island different, I remember reading somewhere that Vancouver Island could liquidfy if hit with possibly a 5.5 quake is there any truth to that do you know.

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I'm not sure about the Island. Its a beautiful area, and I don't think very many who live in the coastal islands will want to leave. There are areas near the coast, just over an hour from me, such as Surrey, that are likely to liquify in the event of something very large happening. But all of southern BC has its own problems, such as faultlines and I know there are dormant volcanoes all over. Harrison Hotsprings close to us is wonderful, but it relies on natural earth heating. That is one thing people would have to worry about, there are many areas if something big were to happen, they may have problems, not just inundation, but volcanic, and mountains crumpling and building. So it depends on how extreme the "possible" disasters are, what we're facing.

These are the types of things I worry about.

I know there nothing I can do and as they say, whatever is to be will be.....I still feel if people waken and are aware of signs maybe they can save themselves.

I believe many like ourselves have general ideas on what's what. I learned years ago that I have to go by what they told me and that is:

When it is time you will know, and you will know what to do.

I trust in those words and I will stay where I am and observe and do what ever my Soul tells me or go where ever my Soul leads me.

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Thats what I think is important, ET_MAN said something I know is true, that if we're waking up, and aware and paying attention to our inner nudges, intuition, dreams, what our spirit and family is telling us, we'll be in the right place at the right time for we are supposed to go next. Well I put it into my own words, that we will be guided. But to be ready and grow past this matrix and learn to listen can bring so many more into the right place for them to.
Also, if we envision safety, intend it, see it, that we are powerfully protected and in perfect knowing, we will draw in those circumstances.

In addition, "tptb" and even the renegades are not in control like they think, they are not in control of our lives as they imagine. Though bad things happen to good people, and some of it is happening due to the mismagement team, our HS are really in control, and only what is allowed for our lessons in this school can ever come to pass. And the more aware and positive the more the right way opens up.

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Yes, I feel that I am where I need to be, for the moment. When everything start escalating, I have this deep belief that I will be where I need to be and if moving is involved then so be it, and if I need to stay then so be it. Somehow I'll know when the time comes.

And yes, it is nice to know that there are others like myself.

Hi observe50, you probably have been asked this before. Do you

think there was a purpose that you were born as a female in human

form verses a male? Were you male or female as an alien or did you

have any gender at all ? Do you carry the DNA from your parents or

has it been manipulated somewhat? Do you remember your soul

entering your developing human body when you were a fetus? Who

do you think you will take your orders from when it is time or are

you programmed to know exactly what to do when the time comes?


Are you afraid to ask mentally what specific purpose you have on this

Earth or let what happens happen? Since you have said you have a

purpose on this Earth would the Aliens intervene if something was

about to happen to you or have you thought about this question?


This has had to have crossed your mind, what event, change or

awakening will have to take place to trigger your ultimate purpose on

Earth in helping the Human Race? ^Y^

WOW Amari,

You have asked some great qustions and all I can do is answer them to the best of my ability.

1.) Purpose of being born Female verses Male?

Answer: I have no clue

2.) Female or male when Alien?

Answer: Don't have recall of that but when I was with them and now being here I was the same in thought but much smarter ....ME

3.) Did I have gender?

Answer: Don't recall... but I can tell you this: Let's look at the Grey's and I am not speaking all Grey's just the ones I know of. They "do not" have Genitalia that you would see...... it is (how do I say this and let's be adult here) Within them- up inside them....let's leave it there.

4.) Do I have DNA from Alien Parents.

Answer: I don't know how the transfer took place....how they do it. My blood is red human blood like yours. Their blood the ones I know have blood that is pea soup green in color best I can discribe. I did write an experience about transfusion but I don't think it can be detected if it can there would probably have to be a different style test run...I don't know honestly.

5.) Do I remember Soul entering body when Fetus?

Answer: No I do not, I was little when my recall started. I never really paid attention to this stuff this is just the way life was. It took me decades before I realized that my recall was mixed up and I had to put it in order then things became more clearer to me.

6.) Getting orders from or Programmed when the time comes?

Answer: From my experiences I know I have been programmed with information I will need to know. I also know that they are the only ones that can unlock this information or allow this information to come/be brought forth and this will not occur until it is time. I don't concern myself with this because I know there is nothing I can do and that whatever is to be will be.

7.) You ask me if I know my purpose:

Answer: Yes I know I am here to help bring in the New Beginning and I will be dealing in returning Health which will bring happiness. Let's just say there is a Cure for every know Disease/Virus.

This question is very interesting to me:

8.) Would Aliens intervene if something were to happen to me here.

Answer: Yeppers, and they have a few times in my life already. If they have sent you here for a job you will be here until that job is completed. If you accidently die unexpectedly and they still need you to complete your job they have the ability to bring you back to life. I think I wrote about this at one time.

9.) What event, change or awakening will have to take place to trigger my purpose to help Humans?

Answer: I'm not sure if I completely understand this but the way I am taking this question is SADLY...VERY SADLY TO SAY: Extinction Level Event.

This event will hopefully not be total we have many here that are helping to lesson this event and Earth happenings with Volcanoes, quakes and Tsunami's have to occur to lesson this event.

This is why many like myself are attempting to share information and it is up to the individual to choose there course.

I do believe it will be very bad heed the warning to be prepared inland is better and unfortunately whetever is to be will be.

I dislike writing this, I am so sorry.

I would like to tell anyone that believes they may have had some type of experience.

When it is time for you to start having recall you will have that recall. Sometimes recall can come by reading something or even hearing a certain sound whether it be a natural sound or out of place sound, if/when that happens you would understand what I am saying.

Recall can come in many ways your gut and senses wil lead you.

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I have been shown where one ship can come in turn on it's side and hold that Tsunami wave in mid air for people to flee.

Holy Smokes O50! Do you have any idea what Steven Spielberg or Ron Howard could do with this visually on the big screen?

I know that's not what you guys are about.
Just sayin'............(please pardon the intrusion.)

*liw tiptoes out*

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I know I'm female, and my glimpses of past life are female. That does not preclude occasional switches for lessons but because family on the other side is very important to me, and feel I have my true love waiting, this is who I am. The gender thing is hard, in several expereinces I knew the grey was a male, for sure. It was still a positive memory of him expressing joy over the gift he had given me, which was looking through the portal at the cosmos.

When I was taken for abduction on April 17 09, and on another occasion, the mind that touched mine and asked if I wanted to be conscious, was so gentle, so sensitive, I felt "she"had offered me a choice. And that is the spirit I feel in you. I don't know for sure, maybe there are males so sensitive they feel like females, perhaps very spiritual beings, but I sensed a female soul.

ladyinwaiting,

Actually you are right could make for a best seller I guess. Even when I was shown this it was quite impressive.

unity_99,

The way a person writes wakes my senses on knowing their truth's and your writing is wonderful.

So far I have no doubt that there are quite a few experiencers here on ATS shame ATS doesn't realize the gift.

[edit on 31-7-2010 by observe50]

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I can feel energy in posts, when someone is writing from their heart especially. Their heart and soul is in it, and have been drawn to others this way. One, lit my heart so much I was so happy, instantly I thought, thank goodness he's in the world, then I felt sorry for him that he was in the world, and wished he wasn't.

Howdy unity_99

I know what you mean some people have the ability to just make you feel good or happy, you give me that feeling.

I feel as if I am being held back from the energy and my vibration is being held at bay so to say. On occassion I get the vibration and energy and it feels so good.

I look at things as this is the way it is and nothing I can do and as I always seem to say, whatever is to be.... will be. Sometimes even I get tired of hearing myself say that but for me it is a truth.

What I noticed in this thread, and in Sleepers one, ET's Are As Real As The Nose On Your Face, is that the crafts dicussed are familiar. The corridor around the outer immediatley widened some of my memories. I really felt a wider view was given. And I really appreciate this thread, and your sharing on it.

I wanted to add, when I'm looking up, with the sun at the edge of the roof, basically in the light burst there, so much more can be seen, as if seeing through many channels all at once. The ets are from a different channel one that can interact with ours. Alot concerns the sun itself.

And our hardware here, almost like sophisticated bio robots body suits, has limited vision wired into us, we can only recognize or translate some of the energy here, which keeps us strongly in our channel, for its really more holistic than that, but we're programmed to only see some of what is around us.

And also, what we see looking at other planets is limited, we only see a certain energy spectrum. We don't see the broader range.



[edit on 2-8-2010 by Unity_99]

I want to add this as well, but it was as if I had a checkup in my room last night falling asleep. I was too alarmed to fall asleep immediately though very tired due to this but didn't want to be awake for a checkup either. When I laid down, hands were on my head immediately. And I don't know what they're doing but they were light and busy. I felt the cover move. I immediately prayed and asked for my Higher Self to assist and was thinking odd things such as, if these were postiive they would identify.

Instantly I sensed two greys who calmed me down, though had no real memory of what they said, more of a connect. The one connected and the thought came, you realize you are experiencing a memory from the past, and when this thought occured I recognized higher parenting group and felt relaxed enough to go to sleep.

Just before I went to sleep, the covers moved first on the my right hand side and something was slipped on the tips of my index and middle finger, it felt lightly like a clamp, wondering if it took my pulse readings and then the cover moved and someone was touching my left fingertips and then I went to sleep.

Very interesting unity_99

I know the feeling well, I have that and many times my cat can detect before me she is like my attention getter when I am busy.

I have not had an info incoming that I can recall lately the last was the massive quakes I was shown off Brazil then the big one covering at least 23 Countries in Africa plus some parts of other Countries.

I don't feel like now is the time.

If and whenever I get anything new I try to share whether it has meaning at this time or not.

Observe I remember you said that not every star in the sky is really a star, what are they? And is there a way to tell the difference between whatever it is and a star?

reesie45,

Many are the ships, this Planet is monitored 24/7

If you are lucky and looking at the right place at the right time you might catch one taking it's place for the night.

Sometimes you might think you are watching a plane (they can mimic just about anything) crossing the sky then it might just drop then continue forward they might do this a couple times then they just stop the light might change to a goldish color when stopped.

If we really think about it how do we know that the Planets out there that have numerous Moons that are all the wrong size for that Planet aren't huge home ships.

The people only know from what they are told or what they can see.