Originally posted by InSpiteOf
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Edit to add: You have a very interesting take on world religion and spiritualism Muaddib, have you ever looked into spiritualism through alteration
of preception, and the resulting visions?
I am not exactly sure what you are asking, but perception changes from person to person, as an example to someone who might look at my truck they will
think the color of the truck is blue, but to me the color of the truck is green. My truck has that sort of paint which seems to be both blue and
green. But most people see it as blue, I see it as green. There is nothing wrong with my eyes btw...
If what you are asking is if i have looked into spiritualism by altering perception through drugs, I have never had to use any drugs of any kind to
have the spiritual experiences I have had.
I am not so sure this is some genetic trait, since many people in my family have never had such spiritual experiences. However i do have an uncle who
as a young boy in many ocasions he claimed to have seen the virgin Mary, mostly up in a tree, and everytime he saw her, he said he smelled roses, and
his face would turn up white to anyone who saw him when he saw this figure of light.
Although the figure he saw was not evil, or portrayed any evil feelings, as he would say, he was always scared, and would cry running to my
grandmother, on my mother side, telling her what he saw. I became aware of this in my 20s.
As a young child I saw a figure which i can only describe as a humanoid figure of light. The lights would go out everytime at almost the same time at
night in my apartment, when i was very young in Spain, while both my parents were working til late at night.
I would often look outside and see that the light on the apartments in the building in front of ours were on, but i never got out of our apartment to
see if the the lights were out in the entire building. I was about 8-10 years old back then.
I knew it would happen every nigth, so I actually had some candles ready for when it happened. One night while the lights were off I saw the figure
of light, I got scared and hid behind a chair. When i mustered enough courage and looked again the figure had gone to my room and i only saw half of
it's body, as the other half was hidden by the entrance to my room. I got scared once more when I saw it again and ran to the kitchen.
At another time before my grandmother on my father's side died, we went to visit her at her home and were helping her clean the house when suddenly
she yelled and pointed at the wall, i saw some swirling lights of different colors in the wall and there was no apparent source for the ligth, my
grandmother and my mother said they saw the virgin Mary in that light, and although i wanted to believe them all i saw were swirling lights of
different colors with no apparent source, and i could not discern any humanoid shape.
There were no windows in that part of the house. I looked for over 20 minutes trying to find the source of the light and colors, but there was
nothing. We didn't have the lights on because the front door was open, and the natural light was lighting the room. I stood in front of the
entryway to the room and looked around there trying to see if there was anything distorting the natural light and giving out those colors, but even
the angle of where the lights appeared was wrong in reference to where the natural light was coming from.
Anyways, after about 10 minutes the lights just dissapeared.
Anyways i know full well by experience that there is more to life in the universe than what most people can see or experience.
Many people are just brought up not to believe in the spiritual part of the Universe, others are brought up to believe that if you don't immediately
declare it is in the name of Jesus, then it is the work of the devil. There are people who have experienced the spiritual, and since they were
brought up in certain religious circles, they ascribe those experiences as part of their religions, while others can see and experience the spiritual
despite their upbringing, and because of their experiences see it a bit different than "being a religious" experience.
I was lucky enough to be born with certain skills/gifts that most people don't have. On the one side i always thought these skills were gifts for me
to realize there is more to this world than what can only be seen by most people. On the other it did brought a lot of pain and suffering, in the one
part because my own mother thought for many years as i was young this was something to do with the devil, since she could not see these things, and i
was able to tell her things that would happen before they happened. I would tell her without realizing, it would just blurt out whatever poped into
my mind when I saw something happening somewhere else in my mind.
Since my mother was brought up as a very devout Roman Catholic, she did the same to me, and put me in religious circles such as Opus Dei in Spain,
these sort of spiritual experiences are considered by many in the clergy as "acts of the devil", and that's what I was taught to believe, but I
never believed their claims.
I was taken to doctors to "see what was wrong with me", and after catscans, and other sorts of medical examinations" my mother was told on several
ocassions there was nothing wrong with me.
Slowly but surely i helped change her mind. Many things both my mother and father didn't believe in for many years changed because of those
spiritual experiences.
On many occasions, mostly in my late teens these gifts would manifest themselves physically. The tv in rooms where I was in would turn on and off by
themselves, the dial on the wall AC in my room would move and turn on without anyone touching it, etc, both my parents saw in many occasions these
occurrences.
I guess after years of me telling them things, explaining it to them, and them seeing things which "shouldn't be happening" they started opening up
and they are a bit more open minded now than they used to be.
All of this is my opinion according to those spiritual experiences I have had.
I have also been lucky enough to know at least some of the "UFO" phenomenon is also real, as in a couple of occasions i have seen ships that could
in no way have been built by us. I have seen those both while in the military, in one occasion, and as a civilian in at least two occasions.
My own parents didn't believe for a long time until they saw a triangular ship fly over them at night as they were going home. They stopped their
car and got out and saw this thing. According to them it was at least bigger than a baseball field.
A lot of people are not lucky enough to experience or see such things, so it is only normal for these people not to believe, some people don't want
to believe even if they experience something they can't explain, but even through science we know that there are energies, and parallel universes
where things exist which vibrate at a level the regular person cannot see, or experience.
Everything in the Universe, and multiverses has a certain rate of vibration, and depending on that rate of vibration that energy exists either as pure
energy, or as matter. There are a whole myriad of other energies in between the "material" and "pure energy" states, and many of the spiritual
things people experience are part of this realm. Just because most people can't see, or experience these energies, it doesn't mean they don't
exist.
Anyways, there are better ways than "using drugs" to being able to experience the spiritual, but imo this is something not everyone is prepared for,
nor everyone should be able to see and know these things.
Many people will literally go crazy if their minds was open to spiritual experiences.
[edit on 12-6-2007 by Muaddib]