libelous aspersion

Seriously, I'm not sick and that's not why I don't have a boyfriend.

I have men that are interested and want to date me, I'm just not interested back. That friend is a good guy, but I can't carry on a conversation with him.

I could have him if I wanted.

I was told in 2003, that I wasn't infectious. I haven't been with anyone since 2002.

He didn't get infected.

I've just completed some investigating and I'm not at risk...to get hepatitis, or they wouldn't have given me the twinrix vaccine.

I think it's enough that I'm not sick. What a miracle that he didn't kill me.

That tummy tuck looked painful....maybe I'll not put so much emphasis on it. I'm a pretty girl.

Yes, God preserved me. My ex husband started calling childrens services as soon as I divorced him. I did what a woman is supposed to do for a daughter and refused to raise her in a home where her mother would be constantly degraded.

My mother chimed in when she decided she wanted my daughter and not my son. "Give me your daughter or I'm having child services take your children away."

Go to hell, I did what I had to, to protect her from that controlling bitch.

So for years, I had them sniffing around, showing up unexpectedly. All the little untreated co dependents out to punish the poor and addicted. I never lost them once. Not once, not for a second.

The last one to show up was a former child soldier from Africa, at least that's what he told me. He blocked me in a back bedroom when I offered to show him the house.. If my daughter had not been home, he might have assaulted me. It's quite common for male social workers to say 'Give me a *snip* and I'll let you keep you're children."

I always demanded female ones if they sent a man.

The former child soldier from Africa could speak French. He asked me if I'd had therapy. He didn't answer when I asked him.

God preserved me from them. Preserved me from Hepatitis. Preserved me from suicide.

I wish he'd let me know why?


mod edit, language

[edit on 11-6-2007 by DontTreadOnMe]

Persecution, more than twenty years of persecution.

The ex husband is an anti semitic Jew. Well, they converted, but he's still a Jew. He found a 300 pound woman who happens to not like Jews, but she has money.

She is one of those people that goes around telling everyone the Jews are destroying the world.

He's leaving her his insurance money. More accurately, he put her on the policy so he could take her for money.

Whose the prostitute? He never even bought his daughter a bicycle, nothing.

I know these things because he's a PhD who calls himself Doctor.

His wages were garnished for support, after I found him. He left the country with no forwarding address two weeks after support became compulsory. Thank you America, you took the bastard to court for me.

Now you should be warned there is a pathological liar and a psychopath parading as a professor in your country.

Because you garnished his wages, our daughter is listed as a dependent with his employer, she's on a full scholarship at another campus fifty miles from his.

Close enough to tell his girlfriend how proud she is of her Jewish lineage.

Hahahahahahahahahahahaha

Course, he's still telling everyone she's a prostitute, or was one.

She went to one party at his house, they made her wash the floor.

I'm serious, they treated her like a maid.

He's pure evil, and he's all yours. Doctor Sculptoreanu.

It's all true, if there's a legal problem with the name, just have a mod edit it. I love to see the prick try to sue me for slander.

I've really seriously considered killing him in self defense. Course, I'm glad I didn't. Karma and all. It was just scary there for a while.

Who wouldn't think about it.

He killed me and all I ever did was fall in love with him.

That's how I know love at first sight is a form of madness.

[edit on 11-6-2007 by clearwater]

When you're abused as a kid, it's don't tell. Don't talk, or talk and get ignored.

Talk and get ignored. Talk and get invalidated. Talk and be drowned out by authority.

Dr and the single mother who looks like a teenager. She talked and was drowned out, invalidated, ignored by the doctor, who gets so much more respect from the parasites living off the poor.


I'm the Four Star General.

When I was a kid, my mother asked my father, if he was stuck on an elevator, which of his children would he want with him.

He said me, I don't know what she'd do, but she'd do something.

The first time I saw my dad after he died, we met on an elevator. He was wearing a suit, but his head was only light. I recognized him right away though.

We just hugged. That's when he showed me where I would be working in a year.

I'll see him again. I love my mother too, she had her own problems, but if she tries it on me over there, she'll be sorry.

That's one hard core criminal?



(picture taken the next year, when I was at my worst...God gave me a puppy.)

He was 12 years younger...

My ex would have to pay for that...

I think this helped give me some perspective. I don't feel so bad anymore. What an azzhole he is. The only thing worse than having known him is to be him.

The quad I put to bed is Romanian. His wife dumped him while he was in the hospital. He was in the hospital for 10 years alone. Then they stole his money.

He tried to drown himself. Quad psychology is very toxic. They're frustrated.

My ex is an emotional quad.

One thing that is really rather ironic: I was called a prostitute for twenty two years by my ex. He still does it. I'm not a prostitute, a tomboy, a bit wild, Pattonesque, but a prostitute, no.

Anyway, I get this job with the quad and find out he gets hand jobs from his caretakers. I haven't done it, because of my history, and I'm not comfortable.
I told a Greek to buy him a girl...

Any ways - after all that, I could be selling hand jobs for 15 bucks an hour.

Ha ha hahahahahahaha

I think it's hilarious.

All manner of insult irregardless of behavior. Didn't matter what was going on. Put on the scapular and stay in the house for 5 years, still a slut. I have more morals in my little finger than all those weak pimps. This planet is a slave factory. I was never a prostitute, I wasn't even a slut. I am a mother. When the lady said most people were going to hell for sins of the flesh, she meant all the men who keep slaves.

[edit on 12-6-2007 by clearwater]

Yep, it's not punishment, it's just the natural progression....and there are hells.

There are Hells, and I've been in them.

Like living with a disfigurement that means you'll never walk naked or wear a bikini again with comfort. Like living with a disfigurement that reminds the very purpose of your biological being is despised.

You know libra, you assumed alot when you answered my question. It's typical the whole burden on society promiscuity thing was twigged. My kids are grown and independent, I've been divorced for 21 years. I gave it my best shot one hundred times over. Raising children is a job. I do have a job now, I had a job when I was assaulted. If not school then working part time and raising kids. All of this with PTSD from childhood. I never even developed a normal psyche because of the abuse. You know what would be less of a burden on society?

Justice.

Don't see that coming down the pike tomorrow, not for me, not for women all over the world. Not for the vast majority of global poor whose plight is not a reflection of God's disfavor.

The caste system in India is assumes karma is behind people's poor positions in life. No surprise East meets West with the bells and whistles, the illusions first.

People are mistaken to think their good position in life reflects favor from God. The people getting bad karma right now, are the ones with the money and the jobs, who are sitting around wishing half the world dead, so they can keep throwing out more than they use, and living a life of escapist consumption.


[edit on 13-6-2007 by clearwater]

In fact, I feel libra's comment's basically fell in line with the default assumptions of single motherhood, lazy promiscuity. Women have slept with men, does that make it ok for them to be murdered?

Be careful who you burden with assumptions like that.

God didn't do this to punish me, he knows I'm a soldier. I am cherished by God, he sends Angels to comfort me.

Our Lady has made me a weapon. Be careful who you disparage with assumptions of social worth.

I don't mean that as a threat, I mean it as if you want to save your world.
Go ahead and smug yourselves to death with self righteous judgments of the most vulnerable people in the world. Time for some tough love.

As for burdens on society, the greatest burden on the planet right now, is the 20% of people who are using 80% of the world's resources so they can throw 50% of them into landfills.

Millionaires get more subsidy than single mothers. Even the 6% or 11% that goes towards social safety net is primarily used up by the administrator's. It's more of a make work program for government employees than any kind of social safety net.

The system is built on a punitive foundation, and the populace is well trained to chime along in their own destruction.

THE POVERTY PIMPS' POEM

Let us celebrate the poor,
Let us hawk them door to door.
There's a market for their pain,
Votes and glory and money to gain.
Let us celebrate the poor.
Their ills, their sins, their faulty diction
Flavor our songs and spice our fiction.
Their hopes and struggles and agonies
Get us grants and consulting fees.
Celebrate thugs and clowns,
Give their ignorance all renown.
Celebrate what holds them down,
In our academic gowns.
Let us celebrate the poor.

Thomas Sowell

I'm not even political. God has his plans. I know enough to know that Social Darwinism is fascist and this world is run on murder for profit.

[edit on 13-6-2007 by clearwater]

Nope, the doctor said it wouldn't come back and I can have sex with no worries, but he doesn't know about the other worries. The worries like when will someone decide to murder you again, because they think you're a burden on society.

The angels told me last night, I slept off West Nile virus. Didn't even notice the Hep. When I went for the original bloodwork in order to obtain the twinrix vaccine, as I left the building, I heard "All clear."

They were right. Even though they found anti bodies there were was no virus. Suppose it was the cheating boyfriend. He cleared it also. That would have been in the 80's.

Most of you people would have been dead by five, with my life. I've been abused on this earth. Abused in childhood and drinking too much in Spain by 15. (I got into recovery in 1984.)
My ex would bring me booze to try to control me, but it didn't work.

Yep, after all that, all you have to say is get a job. I had a job.

My ex-husband and the man who assaulted me should both be in jail for what they've done, I'm the one treated like a criminal.

It's a joke.