Please Read This! Can You Help?

I have a story for some of you, that hopefully may yield some explanations. I've posted a few times here with little questions and everyone on this site have been extremely helpful.

My friend and I are both very "gifted" individuals. Some of you may have read my threads about these listed gifts, so I won't go too in depth about them at the moment. We are both extremely psychic, we've both been recognized as indigo children, we can work energy like madmen, and the list goes on. For some reason when we're around each other, paranormal energies seem to heighten and experiences that most persons face only once or twice in a lifetime happen by the hour.

Last night my buddy came over and everything seemed to be okay while we hung out. We decided to go get dinner at a late hour. I locked my apartment up and we made to another friend's jeep where we all piled in happily, laughing and joking. Just as we were pulling out, a person appeared in front of the jeep, seemingly coming from no-where. He paced in the head lights, then wondered aimlessly down the street.

My buddy immediately began to worry and started to "wig out". He began locking doors and rolling up windows, in all truth going bonkers. We dropped him off at home as he was so distraught. It took two minutes after we left back to my house, that I fell under the same eerie mood. It's hard to explain to someone, and even harder to write how I felt down. But it was if I knew something bad was going to happen. Eventually we both became so crazed that we picked him up again and locked ourselves in my apartment. We attempted going outside once to smoke a cigarette and clear our heads, but were literally chased by something all the way to my door. It was a horrible night, where up and down seemed to switch and all senses were heightened. We've had odd experiences before, but this lasted all night long and into the wee hours of the morning.

My friend was physically assualted by something in which he described as a scratch or a stab. We both related to each other all night long about how it seemed like someone was looking right over our shoulders, whispering at our necks.

Too much happened to record here in a logical, step by step manner. I can only relate these occurences through short, sort of choppy tales I suppose. If anyone may have an explanation as to what was after us last night or what we were feeling, don't hesitate to write back. As i said previously in my post, we're both very aware of our gifts, but have no guidance really.

So please, if any of you know, please, please, help us!

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[edit on 3-27-2007 by worldwatcher]

Sounds Awful and very scary,

I would suggest that you and your friend look in to ways to protect yourself form such events,

Look in to crystals, even wearing one may help,

I'm sure other here will have some good ideas for you,

Remember to envision your self in a bubble of light if you feel in danger.
this is also a known way to get protection, Sounds Awful and very scary,

Thanks for the advice, it will be well heeded.

And I hope others will offer their opinions as well! Its reall a scary experience when you have no one to turn to.

Wow, it does sound very disturbing.

I certainly don't have any explaination as to what happened, but it does put me in mind of some kind of force attempting to mess with you and damage your credibility. When things happen that really make no sense to those who haven't experienced it most times people begin to not take you seriously.

It sounds like a case where you and your friend's abilities may be a threat to something or someone and initial steps are being taken to scare you from exploring your further potential.

Just an instinctual response. There seems to be nothing beyond possibility when it comes to messing with human perception.

You were smoking cigarettes, Tobbaco can attract spirits especially if you really have the powers you claim to have.

But hey I'm just guessing, I'm no expert on things of this nature.

I always heard that tobacco smoke drove spirits away. Kind of like sage and such. Crap, I just quit smoking, I can't talk about this!

I've never heard anything regarding tobacco. Perhaps I just haven't educated myself when it comes to herbs, etc. I can say right now that my apartment has been smoked in plenty of times and we still had these experiences all night long.

I would think in the instances that smoke attracts *spirits* would be when tobbaco or what ever burning substance was used purposely to do so, at least in theory, so why don't we take this a bit more seriously.

It reminds me of the story on the Black Eyed kids thread when the kid went to play basketball and was basically saved from danger by a subtle warning from a BEK.

If lots of people are awakening to extra abilities in the energy realms then that is either a pay value or a threat to the powers that be

I couldn't find that story, but I did read a few articles about the BEK. I'm beginning to believe what you're saying. Since I've posted my first post, whatever it is has come back for me both nights. Last night it came when I was finally crawling into bed. I believe it's actually here right now.

That uneasy chill that doesn't disappear in seconds...it just lingers on your neck. The sudden movements out of the corner of your eyes....the cold glances on your body...the feeling of ultimate harm....its all happening.

But it only occurs at night or in the early morning...never in the day. No I do not have a complex that involves the dark or anything else. I feel like I may have to begin to work with the strongest energies I can to protect myself....like I may actually have to fight this thing. I got a call from my friend earlier and he's related the same feeling....it really feels as though its after us.

I don't know if common magic and rituals will work....I don't know if this sounds crazy, but I think the only thing that's going to help us is getting rid of whatever is here....

It plays on your psychic abilities and it's almost as if feeds on them. It feels as though it's RIGHT next to you, just waiting to strike.....ugh, I'm sorry if this sounds bonkers, I haven't even seen anything....

Maybe you are psychic sensitive and can sence spirits on the other side, there are legends of spirits that consume other spirits for energy, when they get powerful enough they are said to be able to attack and drain energy from the living.

These spirits may prefer humans who are psychic because they provide more energy or more power.

Maybe the futher development of your psychic and spiritual energies can help you to defend against these entities. Yo may need the help of more powerful psychic than yourselves to train or to drive away the entity.

But becareful, not all human psychic are benevolent either.

Unfortunely, I have no experience in the field of psychics, only from what I have read or learnt so far.

[edit on 29-3-2007 by ixiy]

The first thing I think of is Paranoia, but I cannot leave it at that. I don't konw of your "gifts" but I do know what it is like to feel a presence. I go though the cemetery near where I live with my girlfriend and our puppy. We walk around and listen to the trees. We usually go just before dusk and end up leaving as soon as we cannot see any light reflecting off of the gravestones. In this giant cemetery, we feel warm spots and cold spots through our journey. We went with our friends and they felt them too. So I cannot say paranoia, but any shrink would tell you that....I'm just relating my experience letting you know that eerie feelings are sometimes paranoia, the imagination playing tricks, or truly something paranormal!

Are you near any radio towers? I read somewhere that they can mess with hyper-sensative people such as you claim to be. Also, have you smudged your house? That might help. Good luck. Please keep us up to date.

If your realy gifted and made yourself so public theres a chance youve atracted the wrong attention from the wrong people. those sound scarily like shades sniffing you out. if you know how to dive into your own mind id suggest you take some measures to cover yourself. i once heard of a particularly gifted person that knew he was going to be psychicly lobotomised to contain whatever threat he posed to the powers that be so he made a full backup of himself in his own mind and set it to boot some time after his mind was tampered with and it was the only thing that saved him

Unfortunately, I'm too inept when it comes to the whole quote thing, so I will have to address your posts with the following.

Omega-

I have considered paranoia. Hell, I've considered insanity really.

Dissension-

Yes, I do live near radio towers. I live in a small college town in the Northwest part of the United States. There's radio towers everywhere, but I would think that if that was the case, it would've been an on going problem pre-dating the past week. These episodes only started four or so days ago.

Hunta-

You're not the first to suggest these gifts of ours posing a threat to someone. Though, i'm not familiar with shades. What exactly are they? Anything like Shadow Men? Or even BEK's?

Originally posted by acapablemind
I don't know if common magic and rituals will work....I don't know if this sounds crazy, but I think the only thing that's going to help us is getting rid of whatever is here....

Okay, if you're really serious about getting rid of this thing, pull out the big guns. Ask God for help. You know, the one who wrote the Bible?

I was fed on by something once. I don't know what the heck it was, but whatever it was decided to jump me while I was asleep.

I was having a pretty decent dream when the thing latched on. My dream was immediately replaced by blackness, and the deepest, most horrible pain I have ever felt.
I mean, it literally felt like this thing had latched onto my soul and was proceeding to eat it. Maybe it was, for all I know. All I know is that it hurt like nothing else.

It was HORRIBLE! I could go on like this for a while, but you probably still wouldn't get how bad it was.

Anyway, as soon as I could think to, I screamed for God's assistance. It wasn't long before He showed up.

In place of the blackness, there was a giant Cross that emanated light in all directions. The pain immediately ceased, so I relaxed. Relaxing was a very bad idea.
When I relaxed, I took my focus off of God, and as a result whatever it was latched on again, only this time it was angry.

The pain came back, only worse. I instantly refocused my mind on the giant Cross(which was still there) and the pain stopped dead again.

Whatever the heck tried to use me for lunch meat that night must have gotten it's motivation to snack on me beaten out of it, because it hasn't come back since.

I don't think that was anything trying to just feed on my Psychic energy, I think that it was seriously feeding on my soul. I've had a hunch ever since that the 'Whatever It Was' mission was to destroy me, turn me into a hollowed out shell of my previous self.

Trust me. God will get the job done in such a way that you'll never be bothered again.

That all sounds very scary! Try doing what asala suggested and imagine yourself surrounded in a bubble or aura of light. I've done this and it has really helped me. I picture a silvery membrane all around me that nothing harmful can get through. I think as long as you picture this clearly enough and believe in it it really will help and be a big comfort as well as protection.

Shades are what some people call astral spies. basicly a bad person following you around from the astral plane. i wouldnt advise sitting around expecting god to help you considering his stay out of things and let us learn to take care of ourselves attitude


the shielding described above certainly does help if you can visualise it properly. its probably the easiest manipulation of energy possible but all your realy doing is extending the aura that protects you anyway further out so these things cant get close enough to give you the chills

[edit on 31-3-2007 by HuntaXX]

[edit on 31-3-2007 by HuntaXX]

Im not an expert occultist...but i read a book or two from a few... and i have read that for ANY "one" to land a psychic attack on anyone... there has to be sympathy of vibration between the "bullet" and the "target".
In other words of no trace of the vibration of the "dirty payload" exists in your aura..... the "punch" can not be landed...... and it will in fact probably boomerang back......unless it has been programed a secondary target...("good" magicians would do this).

So I guess what im trying to say is the best form of defense... is not offense...
The better shape your aura is in the less they have to work with....
So I believe charkra work ETC...... would be the best course of action for you....... IE clensing, strengthening and vitalizing your ethric and astral bodies ETC.......
not only will it protect you....
But it will accelerate your psychic and spiritual development also.

Here is advice from somebody who has had the same experiences, while alone and with individuals who share and dont share the same interests.

There are several ways to start this. From simple to involved.

The simple approaches (and where I reccomend you start) are:

1/ Grounding: Learn to ground your energy. Its fun to build it up and use it but I reccomend you also learn to store (in chakras) our ground it.

2/ Make the environment favourable to holy entities. Lights, colours, nice music, incense (frankincense is excellent for this - and is why its used in churches). Also buy a smudge stick and walk around your house in an anticlockwise direction - with the firm intention that the smoke is clearing the space of spirits.

A bit more involved:
3/ Perform the Qabalic cross ( clears your aura ), followed by a LBRP, and close with a Qabalic cross. These rituals bring the Archangels to your side. Only entities of the light will be present afterwards. For more info check out "The middle Pillar" by Israel Regardie.

The LBRP will clear whatever negative entities are around.

My cousins (brothers who live together) have had a 3 similar "physical" encounters before (over a week). After doing step 2 they have had no more problems.


One important concept to understand is that when you are focusing on energy be it meditation, prayer, rituals etc you raise your spiritual energy. From the higher planes it looks like a light shining amongst the dark. Spirits cant help but to be attracted. If your environment is more suited to beings of the light the others wont want to get too close. Thats why you also need to ground when complete... so the light goes out.

Hope this helps,
Andre

hmmm... i've had similar experiences although never with physical harm.

Grounding your energy will do naught in an instance such as this nor will shielding techniques. If it is a shade as someone suggested above then the only real way to prevent it is to "control" (i.e. stop using) your abilities both in an active and passive sense. Simplest way is to do something really (for want of a better word) "Earth bound" like socializing on a large scale or a shopping spree. I've ne'er had success with candle magic so i cant really advise on any useful or useless techniques.

How clearly can you remeebr the stages you went through in terms of the experience? Like, did it start with a fluttering of the heart or a feeling of being followed etc. I could probably give you some useful advise if you could remember.