Hahaha I love this place. I am a new member, but have been reading on the site for a little more than a year now. At first I was like "UFO's,
Aliens.... is that ALL these people talk about? I mean, I know we're not alone in the universe, but.... Ugh..."
I have changed my tune. I guess I was a bit intimidated by the millions of posts on here, a million different topics... and only about 3/4 of them are
actually about aliens and UFO's. Lol. Only kidding.
There is sooooooooo much information within this community, and one thing that really peaked my interest.... is the element of community here. Seems
to me that *most* people stick to the rules, and only post when they have something to add to the discussion. I hope to be able to contribute to this
community in a positive way.
A few things about me I suppose?
I have lived my whole life (all 28 yrs so far) having the sense that I "know" there is more to our existance than "meets the eye"... I was shut down
everywhere I turned for guidance. Was told that I have a wonderful imagination, but that's all it was... my imagination. So imagine my anger when I
found out that pretty much everything I had ever been taught was a lie!!! I am not religious, but I believe there is, of course, a higher power at
work. I DO believe that we are all one, that there really is no "other", and that we all chose to be here. I guess you can say that I agree with much
of what is explained in the Law of One... I have always felt like I am on a spiritual quest here on earth and though I have been sucked into it from
time to time, I have, for the most part, rejected a "worldly" existance. I don't give a *&$% about money, material goods, or status. I care about
connecting with others, helping people in any way that I can, and experiencing the many wonderful things that consciousness has to offer. I very much
believe in the love/fear concept and I feel that there is really nothing to fear... For there are powers at work that my human mind can't even
comprehend... So how bad could it really get? Life is just a learning experience for the soul, IMO....
That being said I feel many negative feelings about the 'nwo' and everything they stand for, concerning earthly matters. I don't know about the idea
that they are creating all this negativity out of love... that seems a stretch even when looking at things from the perspective that they will have to
pay in the next lifetime for the negativity they have created here.... Seems to fit too nicely into their earthly scheme...
I constantly question things, even (especially?) my own belief system, as it is constantly evolving. I try not to get too caught up in the game that
is being played out here on earth, as I know there is very little I can do about it as an individual. That's not to say I take the attitude that "I am
just one person, and there's nothing I can do about the state of the world." In fact, I think we are capable of sooooo much more than we may initially
believe with our conscious minds... So, here on earth, if I see an injustice, I do not turn the other way. I constantly have a video camera on me and
I question authority at every turn. What I mean by "I try not to get caught up in the game being played on earth" is that I believe there is MUCH more
going on, and that the game on earth is merely the "tip of the iceburg" so to speak....
There are so many people here at ATS that have so much to contribute to not only our discussions here, but to society, and to the greater good. I
enjoy coming here and feel a connection with the ATS community at large. It is my hope that I get to know some of you (us?) on a more personal level,
as I feel there is a great deal that I can learn from all of you.
So I know I'm crazy, and even this "introduction" is kind of all over the map. But I also know, from the depths of my being, that there are others
here like me, who understand my crazy, and perhaps even more so than I do. That is my hope at least. I feel that I am more and more on the right path,
but like any intelligent being, I also know that I know nothing in the grand scheme of things.
So if anyone out there would like to 'adopt' me, I think it's a great idea, and it would be fun! I LOVE that many here at ATS have such a great sense
of humor. Can't take everything seriously all the time!!
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