posted on Jul, 31 2024 @ 04:21 AM
a reply to:
rdambroso
Then you borh have a healthy relationship bless that, you both don't have to change each others views accepting for who you are.
Yesterday we had slight conversation over financial things and yes we reviewed what happened I came to the conclusion that everything I said was an
assault on her being.
When I blamed myself , just to see what she would say if I took blame she immediately blamed me pitying myself.
It's my third pretty long relationship the other two I just fkd up myself and took that blame on every count.
This one is completely different to much alcohol and dinners at restaurants with so called bar friends, those who like to shuffle the barstool from
your butt metaphysically speaking with dark humor
But everything is either an attack or my pitiful reactions or self-esteem
Always had the feeling something was wrong with her , but my love for her was blinding such a powerful beautiful woman in her being was an attractive
sight to see.
As she used that power to take control in every situation, conclusion was made yesterday my instinct pointed me to Narcissistic behaviour
Reading about it hit nails like .50 at a tank
Now its even more easier to make decision to leave it die and gently and responsibly to close our last things
It hurts like hell another failure, but as I said my age , experience and kids are my strength and power
Every valley has a mountain