a reply to:
RussianTroll
I know this "flight of soul" that you speak to...and the experience is precisely as you have described...an elevated state of Gnosis...where the
entirety of knowing is right there in your mind...as you are filled with the presence of the Holy Spirit...and emptied of all pretense...
This is called in the Christian tradition..."The wedding ceremony"...Where your soul and the Logos consummate the fulfillment of spiritual union...
There is no actual analogue...that fully defines or describes the unrivaled intensity of this experience...
There is only awe...and a humble understanding that you are loved with an intensity that eclipses life...an unrivaled love by a power so infinitely
vast and compassionate...so perfect and pure...that it leaves one humbled...truly humbled...
I have had this experience on a number of occasions...although not for many years...
The last time was when a friend asked me to pray for his fiance'...She was driving on her way to visit him when she was in a major traffic
accident...In the hospital...they determined that she had major internal damage...multiple broken bones...punctured lungs...and her organs were
failing...
My friend asked me to pray for her...so I did...I prayed what is described as deep spiritual prayer...with every thing that I am...I prayed that she
would be well again...I had never prayed so intently...nor have I since...
After a time...as I was intently pouring out unquenchable faith...I suddenly experienced such an overwhelming joy and bliss...and was swept up into
such aching...powerful love...the words were fashioned in my mind...more as an exquisite understanding than any vocalization...that my prayers were
heard...that there was no longer any worry or need for sorrow...that she would be alright...that she was going to live and be whole...
I left my room and went to my friend and told him she was going to be alright...that she was going to be healed...
Obviously he didn't believe me...and i left it at that...
The next morning he came to my room...crying...I asked him how his fiance' was doing...it was a few minutes before he could speak...and he told me
that she had been released from the hospital...that the doctors were astonished that such horrible injuries...were gone...that a patient who was dying
the evening before...was whole...and healed...
I do not attribute such wonderment to my self...or to any imagined ability of self...I do however attribute such to the spiritual state and the power
of the Divine Spirit...that merely used me as an adjunct...as a tool to accomplish what the will of the Father and the Holy Spirit saw fit to
accomplish...
This is the truth as I experienced it...when I pray...I empty out the self and become the prayer...
As I stated...that was many years ago...and in the years since...I have fallen far from the spiritual path seeker that I once was...
Fallen back to the sin...and the sinner...
I miss that me...
I would admonish any that honestly and truthfully seek to understand their place in the Fathers plan...loose their grip on the world...empty their
heart...their mind...their soul...of the world...of the self...and become as placid as windless water...
The reason...because you cannot fill an already full vessel...if one truly desires to be filled with the Holy Spirit...then obviously you have to make
the requisite room...
Empty all the dross...let it fall by the wayside...and be filled...with peace...joy...and love...
Please excuse my long winded recounting of experience...I just wanted to share that small slice of my life...
Be well good sir...
YouSir