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Degradation33
The Cult of Demeter, basically, describes what is found within the Freemason symbol. As well as the symbols for most other religions
Kore - Core/Nucleus
Hades - Radius/Oculus
Demeter - Diameter/Dimension
The center/Kore, gives to Radius/Hades, to carry inwards (descent), after which balance is restored through equalisation of pressure, to the
diameter/Demeter, within dimension/Demeter (diameter, or dimension, depending on whether you are looking at it from internal or external
perspective)
This balance, returns the centre/kore, as "Persephone", which means "Perception"
Within the lesser mysteries, you are forced into what is often described in mythology as "the underworld". Which essentially means, your internal
physical body, such as your organs. As well as the inside of anything which is solid and cannot be seen "into" in this world
The point of the internal journey, was to close the divide between the external expanse, and internal constraints of your physical form. To bring
alignment of your conscious mind, with the higher dimensional forms of consciousness
Basically, when you look into space, at the "dark matter", you are seeing a invisible form of flesh, which mirrors that which cannot be seen "within
you"
One is the invisible “within you”. The other is invisible “outside you”
You can bridge these two, at least in your ability to understand and align to them, by entering into your physical form dimensionally
This is what I mean by going through initiation "for real"
Within Illumination, you pass into the underworld though experiencing a real, physical death. After which you are revived, or “resurrected”
Within Illuminated initiation, it is said that only those who give themselves to die physically in this process for the right reasons (such as love or
the greater good) will be able to be successfully revived
If you give yourself to die like this for the wrong reasons (such as personal wants or needs, power, greed, or merely curiousity) it is said you will
not be able to be revived and will die
A real physical death
The idea of this, is that the process cannot be exploited or faked. Nor can it be undertaken by those who are not considered worthy of the alignments
which are offered within
When the mind leaves the body during this process, it goes through a type of pole-shift. Where consciousness (meaning Earth conscious) is reversed and
superimposed against your physical form (meaning body of your personal conscious)
At the same time as the individuals conscious mind, is reversed and superimposed against the Earth
It is a very long and painful process, which takes around 12 years, during which the conscious forms are torn back across each other dimensionally,
seeking to realign with the world, and body, they originated from
Within doing so, the individual is aligned to the Earth, and the Earth is aligned to the individual
Both are re-wired and fundamentally altered, to adapt to and accept each other
When I say “we go through initiation for real”, I mean, we really die. We really face all our deepest, darkest fears, and most repressed demons,
emotions and pain
Being torn across all dimensions of existence, is a horrifically painful experience
It is very literally like descending into hell, to slowly, gradually, return over many years
Those that traverse the underworld, become like Odin. With one eye closed in the underworld. One eye opened in the waking world
We walk this world, but we are like the living dead. People rarely see us, or notice those in the underworld. We are for the most part, invisible to
most people
People we interact with, will forget things we have said to them, seconds after we have told them. They forget entire interactions or meetings
As if we are actively erased from their memory
It is like existing in a different version of this world by yourself, to the version that everyone else exists within. One which is aligned to theirs,
by only the barest and simplest of connections that you need to exist and survive
If you try to push beyond this connection, seeking something more, it has very negative contrary consequences
The more you push to reconnect with the world, the more the world will push back to cut you off and isolate you
Something which teaches you, over the years, how to influence the world, without hurting it, yourself, or other people around you
A very fine line to walk sometimes
There is no deep connections, or bonds within this. Other than to the world itself, which is intimate to an extreme extent
You will very literally be stripped of everyone and everything you love
I will not go into details of this process, other than to say, you need to be willing to give up literally everyone and everything
Including, in my case, the love of my life, and my only son (who, interesting, was named “Joshua”)
Within this, those traversing the underworld are both isolated, but also protected, whilst they carry out their journey
You cannot inadvertently hurt, or kill someone, with your alignment to the world, if there is literally nobody left around you to hurt
To explain this is greater detail, is the part I said will end up taking up an entire book
There is an entire process within this, which would be horrifying to most people, just to read. Let alone physically go through
A process that is designed to make you give up, and seek the safety of being saved from the process by something like religion
Sentinels, that most people refer to as “demons”, protect the path. Which are incessant, unrelenting, deliberate and precise
Their purpose is to destroy you. Targeting the deepest pains and fears within you
The idea, is to make amends, atone, apologise, or do whatever you have to do, to make peace with every single thing you have ever done. Until they
have nothing left they can hurt you with
I will not go into great detail
Other than to say, when I say you will lose everything, I mean everything. Again, the purpose of which, is to try destroy you
You will not know love, other than the simplest of kindness and beauties within this world, until you have completed your initiation, and have passed
through a majority of the ascension process
Ascension, which comes with a form of unknown (and undiagnosable, or treatable) affliction, or sickness
One that will be suffered for many years, as the body seeks to equalise back to its “mastered” form. Meaning a peace and equilibrium, similar to
that of when you were first born into this world
You will either succeed in ascension, and return to this world, with a light that very few people in this world ever know. A light that covers you in
a a strange, warm, overwhelming feeling of peace, safety and love, that can be felt by not only you, but those around you
Or you will succumb to your affliction and die. To be considered what some would call “fallen”
I am currently undergoing affliction, a opposite process to my death, where I try to overcome and clear all physical blockage. I have been sick for
more than 8 years now
I honestly do not think I will succeed in ascension. But I no longer care either way
I am as indifferent to waking up tomorrow, as I am to dying tonight
It feels far more likely to me that I will die soon, than complete the ascension process. As I get weaker, less interested, and less in love with this
world every day