I follow Christ. Even when I was a witch I regarded Him as the most powerful Shaman who ever existed. I never renounced Him, but for a while I was a
witch. I was initiated into a West Cornwall coven at Lamorna. I don't have the energy today to write a huge thread about it, but a lot of what I
experienced then has stayed with me as very beautiful knowledge and experience of nature that Scripture did not give me. We have to admit that the NT
is a very miserable fate for the world until Christ comes to put it right. All the Apostles told us that if we follow Christ we will come to know what
the word suffering means. Yes, I know what that word means now too. When I was a witch it was all very sensual, beautiful and full of fun, games and
much excitement. It led me to a place of darknress away from G-D though. I had to get out. It took a lot of doing too and made me psychologically
disturbed afterwards. It has been a long journey to build my soul since.
Jo O'Cleirigh may well no longer be alive now. He must be in his late eighties and was becoming ill with dementia the last I heard of him a few years
ago. He is the man who taught me all about nature. He lived in an old woodcutter's caravan in the woods at Lamorna (the walk I showed you yesterday).
I used to stay in the caravan when he was away. He had built himself his own very beautiful little stone circle there. That is where I was initiated.
There is no animals sacrificed with these kinds of people. They love animals and humans. They are nature lovers who love the sensual. They are not
evil people at all. Wicca is very beautiful, but unfortunately it belongs in our beginnings. There is no going back to Eden. An Angel with a sword
guards it from us. The Lord has come to make of humanity something technological and timeless, beyong the cycles of dung and death that is nature's
lot. That is GOOD NEWS compared to mortality, atrophy and death. I would rather have HIS Light than the mystical dirt of HIS Creation.
The mistake that Pagans make is that they worship the creation and not the Creator. I know it is controversial to make a statement like that, but that
has been my experience and I assure you I am very experienced. My magic was very powerful and it worked, but it got me into serious soul trouble that
is the most dangerous trouble of all. I was becoming like a noble beast. It was creeping upon me in a very subtle way, like ivy up an oak tree.
Gemma was visiting Jo at the same time as I. He kept us apart for his own selfish reasons. Gemma was actually the secret weapon. If she had been
involved I don't think I would have left as her feminine power at that time would have been just too tempting. She is my original coven sister still.
I love her very much. We never have met, but we may well have met in dreams. I have spoken to her in writing. She has written some amazing books and
she is very experienced and knowledgeable.
We have all experienced a cataclysm. Jo lost everything regarding his objectives. It just wouldn't work for him mission. He was/is lonely at his end.
Gemma suddenly has withdrawn all her books and killed her website. It is like G-D saw us that we were kind about His Creation and He has been trying
to put us right.
There are many Pagans in Cornwall. Nature is still very potent and alive here and so is its magic and mystery.
Enjoy these pictures. It is a very dear memory for me. I needed to write this to make it exist as it is all disappearing. The woodcutter's caravan
NEMETON is named after the Lake of Nemi in Italy, near to Rome. It is a wood where Diana's Temple used to be. I will tell you all about that soon. A
great mystery was revealed to me about this regarding the deep impulses of the natural world played out in the drama of human behaviour and religion.
Jo regarded himself as a King of the Wood, a Green Man and Diana's Priest. He was also a very experienced archaeologist.
I met the author of "The Great Cosmic Mother" in those woods at that caravan. She was called Monica Sjoo. She is no longer alive. She was horrible to
me and that is when I first began to suspect all was not right with this thing as no priest of G-D has ever been mean to me in a cruel way like that.
I respect her though. Her book is very fascinating. It is a history of the Goddess archetype in the human psyche as expressed through our collective
history, world wide.
Also the painter Ithell Colquhoun lived here and had a studio. She is a very amazing painter and her paintings still have meaning for us in terms of
our linking with nature around us. Her art is esoteric, a very rare thing.
I want the pictures to tell the rest of this story:
Jo O'Cleirigh.
Jo O'Cleirigh with friend at Nemeton caravan.
Nemeton (front).
Nemeton (rear).
Inside Nemeton.
Gemma Gary and her familiar friend.
Gemma Gary and her familiar friend 2.
Gemma doing her thing.
Gemma doing her thing 2.
Ithell Colquhoun the artist when younger.
Ithell Colquhoun the artist when older.
Ithell Colquhoun art.
Monica Sjoo with art.
Monica's art.
Cover of Monica's book "The Great Cosmic Mother" that she wrote with Barbara Mor who was an American Pagan activist, author and poet.
Barbara Mor, co author of "The Great Cosmic Mother" (She is an influence to Alice Walker, the author of The Color Purple).
The only ones who are left from that original scene are Gemma and I. We have both withdrawn from the world. Although I follow Christ I have a great
knowledge of the esoteric and natural forces. It is all gone now, just the memories of dung and death.
I believe we should value G-D's Creation and develop a sensitivity to nature. Obviously we are like monsters of destruction as it stands. We have much
developing to do before we are free of these nightmares of our own making.
Women are still sacred to me. You still are my Great Comsic Mama! My life isn't much fun now. Remember my chains, like St. Paul. I am being patient in
my suffering like James told me to be. I feel like I am stone without sensuality though, Lord!
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