a reply to:
Astyanax
The concept of the divided self is older than civilization. It manifests itself in every culture, in one form or another. Shamanism, demonic
possession, Socrates's daemon, artistic inspiration personified as the Muses, the little angels and devils perched on the shoulders of a cartoon
character caught in a moral bind, the notorious 'little voice inside my head', come, Holy Ghost, our souls inspire -- one could multiply examples
indefinitely.
I think it is more likely that it is a defintion issue because the above is not something I consider a part of me, but I do and did experience
that.
I have an ongoing inner dialogue where others think they have a monologue lol
Who is wrong or right is maybe impossible to state with any certainty.
A divided self, as Freud put it with the conscious we get indoctrinated with from our childhood guardians, to the subconscious that does surprising
things and the self that is operating every day occurences...
I think that needs a serious modernisation.
With our hormonal/body self that acts on the chemistry in our blood and bowels.
Our awareness that is busy with interpretations of our sensory input.
To our consciousness which is the more abstarct self of the 'one who is telling stories'.
And aside of that the external influences from the pool of consciousness in ... I don't really know, our environment, nature, our ancestors through
our genes... a lot of it is possible if you ask me, but I would never call that part of me, because it has control if it wants to over me, but I can't
control it.
Work in progress obviously not entirely sure how it actually is and comes together.
I think life is always carrier of varrying magnitude of consciousness, so every cell has a cell sized amount of consciousness and it could be that
through that there is some form of quantum entanglement with 'beings from higher dimensions' or the cells themselves, or the intelligence of the
universe, or ...
I don't know yet. But I spend a lot of time with me and analyse everything I say do and think and honestly in the moment I might often not be
instantly aware where my reactions are coming from but in hindsight you can see exactly what caused them. So since it is emerging from the to this
poin sum of my experience those things are clearly not in any way seperate.
I like to believe that I can spot when sthg truly 'alien' arrives in my inner world. Because that has happened. And the difference is significant.